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About Me

At times I stop, and I realize the breeze is gently hitting my face, as if it had just appeared out of no where. Not aware, I begin to wonder where the breeze has been. But it doesn't take long for me to realize, the breeze has never been absent at all, It was I who had been absent. It brings me back to a mental picture of fall leaves, and blue skies. A place where there was time to not worry, and to enjoy the millions of life's beautiful mysteries. A place that I miss, But I know I don't have to miss it. That place has always lived within me, and I alone have the power to see it.

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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet a nice, beautiful woman, who is down to earth. Someone who is understanding, and excepts me for who I was, who I am, and who I am to become. She will have to be understanding, and patient. My life has been turned upside down, and she will have to be open minded to what I have, and am still dealing with. I often feel like it will be hard to meet a woman who can accept the fact that I have children, and still have love in my heart for my wife, who is no longer with us. I know it is going to be different, but I have faith that there is a woman who can accept me, and my life. I would like to meet a woman who enjoys life, but is all about buisness when it is time. A woman who doesn't take life for granted. But really, I would like to meet a woman, who I can hold as a friend, a companion, and maybe something more when the time is right.

My Blog

Tent Cities Right here in the U.S.. Everyone Needs to see this!!

Right here in America!! Tent Cities!!Our Fellow Americans, Men, Women, and children of all ages, living in Tents, While Millions of houses sit empty, merely collecting Dust!! Oprah's show has a video ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Feb 2009 20:32:00 GMT

Just putting some thoughts onto paper

So, here I have made it through my first christmas without Jamie, and It has been rough, but I think it is to be expected. Everywhere we went, everything we did, just made me think of her, because we ...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 01:10:00 GMT

As the change consumes me!!

As the Change consumes me, I will embrace it. I will exit from my cocoon and spread my wings! Being grateful to take each breath I take. Fore I can not control my surrounding circumstances, but I do ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 15:32:00 GMT

Like A Tatoo Embroidered Into The Back Of My Eye Lids

I woke up to a nightmare, my life has been turned up side down. One day I thought I knew what was, or at least I had a close idea of what was going to become of my life. The next day, it was all...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 04:51:00 GMT

Memories Of Jamie, She was my Air!

Six Months Ago I Lost My Air, And I Am Still Trying To Catch My Breath!!R.I.P. Jamie Alesia Shepherd 5/29/1983-6/8/2008
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 04:15:00 GMT

If you hear what I hear, then you will feel what I feel!

The two following songs, combined as one in this video, were both written by Maynard James Keenan. You can find them both on the Tool Album "10,000 Days". He wrote the songs for his Mother who spent m...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 01:54:00 GMT

Dead Memories/ God I miss home sometimes!

What do you get when you take a bunch of guys from the East side of Des Moines and give them all Instruments, the new Slipknot Video, "Dead Memories". The building in the beginning of the the video, T...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 14:07:00 GMT

Reflections from within

Almost five months have passed since I last saw your face, and yet it still feels like it was just yesterday. It still feels like it is all a dream. When I lay alone in bed at night, I remember how we...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 08:09:00 GMT

To A True Hero and Friend

So much more then just a stepfather. He has played such a key role in my life. Coming into my life at the age of three, he has been there since what essentially was the beginning for me. Providing all...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 22:24:00 GMT

interesting food for thought

Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 07:05:00 GMT