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About Me

UPDATE TIME! So yeah, I'm Shardai (and I've been having fun since 2006) lol just an Old Navy joke! ok, so yeah, I'm a senior at GCHS which actually isn't as bad a school as I thought. But first things first, I'm a military brat, I haven't lived in the same place for over 4 years, and that really sucks. But, I've realized that I wouldn't be me if I grew up differently. So yeah. Umm, I'm a Christian, but my relationship with God is so much more than the label of "Christian". I can truely say that Jesus is my best friend, if you want to know more about that, just ask me. Ummmmm, oh, I have this great boyfriend named Trystan! He's my blessing from God :)!!! I don't know how I would have gotten through the hard parts I've been going through lately if I didn't have him. And I have the coolest friends!!! Not only here in Charleston, but also in Beaufort, New Baltimore MI, and also in VA. I've just been sooooo blessed (you could probably tell that from the smile that I constantly have on ha!) But yeah, I like music (i play the clarinet). I 've anything, from R&B to Contemporary Christian Rock, to Jazz, Classical, Country, Punk, Rock... just anything that has a positive message. OHHH my favorite artist is John Mayer (but of course) and I'm also really getting into a Christian singer named Plumb. (She's so awesome!). BUt wow! right now I really miss my Beaufort friends, but I'm just so happy to have great friends here in Charleston as well. But ohhh I'm so tired of typing and I know it's only going to be like a paragraph long, but ... yeah!!! (This is me smiling at you! :) hahahaha! Thanks for coming to Old Navy, have a great day!~Shar~
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Friendliness: Very High
Cheerfulness: High
Sociability: High
Assertiveness: Medium
Activity Level: Low
Excitement Seeking: Low How Extroverted Are You?
Your Icecream Flavour is... Chocolate! You are the all time favorite, chocolate! Turning white kids black since the 1800s. Staining carpets, car seats, and bed sheets for centuries. One thing is for sure, you will never go out of style. You can't go wrong with chocolate! What is your Icecream Flavour?
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My Interests

music, television, John Mayer, Christianity, Talking, Shopping, Reading, bible Study, school( yeah I know, I'm a dork), ummmm, I dont know
Your Personality Profile
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
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Basic Info
Name: LaShardai Conaway
Birthday: April 6th
Hair Color: brown
Eye Color: brown
Heigth: Umm between 5'7 and 5'8 I think
Shoe Size: 9 1/2
Current
Clothing: right now? a blk tank and tan lounge pants
Shoes: barefoot (I always am)
Hair Do: down?
Make-Up: none, I don't wear any
Jewerly: I only have on my "GodStrong" bracelet
Season: Its summertime in the city
Location: Charleston, SC
Whats your...
Favorite Dtink: sweet tea (hot)
Favorite Food: oranges (sweet ones)
Favorite Sport to Play: tennis and raquetball
Favorite Sport to watch: tennis and actually Hockey
Favorite Baseball team: lol, I don't like baseball
Favorite Basketball team: I don't like that either
Favorite Football team: once again a dislike
Favorite Hocky team: actually, it's the Stingrays I actually do like Hockey lol
Favorite Color/s: Pink and mint green
Favorite Number/s: I like 7 because it's complete
Favorite Animal/s: I love dogs!!
Favorite Candy: milkyway (I've got a secret for you) lol
Favorite Clothing Store/s: Old Navy
Favorite Color/s to were: I like wearing pink, black and blue
Clothing Style: Laid back I guess. I like to be comfortable
Zodic Sign: Aries
Ethnity: African American along with a lot of others
Messenger: MSN: [email protected] .. shardailovesu
Most Missd Memory: Being in Florida with TCF, singing with Ryan, and being in Michigan
Best Physical feature: lol, you tell me
Over Used Phrase: Ello Love and Giggidy giggidy
First Thought Waking Up: It's early! And I think God I'm alive
Fears: any bugs except butterflies
Weakness: Being Niave, Crying too much
Longest Relationship: ha!
Favorite song/s: City love and Wheel both by John Mayer and Iris by Goo Goo Dolls and Cut by Plumb
Favorite aritist or band: John Mayer by far but also Plumb
Favorite T.V show: Family Guy
Raido station: 91.1 His Radio ( a Christian station in Charleston)
Favorite Internet Site: Myspace.com
Have you ever...
Smoked: No
Drank: No
Been Kissed: HAHA! yes!
Been In Love: my current state
Ate Shusi: lol no
Been To Disney Land or World: yes
Been To The Beach: yes I love it!
Been Out Of Country: yes
Prank Called Someone: no
TP Somebodys House: no
Been To The Movies: lol yes but not lately
Dyed Your Hair: I've tried
Shop Lifited: no never
Played An Instrument: I play the clarinet and I'm learning the guitar
Said: What?
Had your cell taken away: no
Been grounded: lol, yes for like 2 days
Did something you were told not to do: of course
Made stright A's: lol yes
Stayed up all night & day: yes
Been to a concert: yes
Went camping: no but I want to
Went to a camp: sort of a christian summer camp
Sat on Sants lap: lol I did every year until I was like 11
Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours to one person: yes
Fell asleep on the phone: yes
Fell out of you chair: lol I do all the time
Ate a lemon slice without flinching: yes
In a Guy or Girl
Favorite eye color: It doesn't matter. My habit is staring in everyone's eyes
Faviorite hair color: lol how about green with polka dots, now find me that guy
Hair length: doesn't matter although I love curly hair
Weight: I don't care
Love or Money: definitely LOVE
Looks Or Personality: Personality lasts longer
Clothing style: whatever makes him happy
This or That
On Valentines day would you rather get Flower or Choclates: Flowers most definitely
Christmas or Halloween: Christmas cause it's happy
Micky D's or Burger king: BK
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Black or White: either or
Camping or Hotel: Hotel but I do want to camp
Water or Faloverd Water: Water
California or Florida: ohhh tough...
Cellphone or Ipod: Give me an old dusty tapeplayer and I'm happy
Bottle, can, or Fountain: Bottle
Stars or Hearts: Hearts
Paris or Nicole: lol Paris swears less
Day or Night: Night
Pencil or Pen: Pen
Random
Favorite Flower: Lilly
Democrat, Republican, or Pro Choice: lol, I don't know
Do you want to go to collage: yes
If so where: Umm, anywhere outside of SC
What would you like to be when you get older: Chiropracter who goes on missions
Do you have a bed time: no but I need one
Do you were contacts: not yet
Glasses: yes
Do you like your hand writing: sometimes
Do you have any pets: no but I used to have dogs, and fishies
What country/s would you like to visit: I want to visit Paris to see Sinaa
Whats your favorite kind of music: Contemporary Christian, Techno, 80's, and John Mayer
Friends
Best: sooo many! Desmond, Ashley, Kelsey,Taylor, Ryan, Elle, All my Michigan friends, Clorinda, Zac, Mo-mo just sooo many people
Loudest: Zac, but that's good
Craziest: Taylor and Nathan lol
Depressed: Awww, Andy at times
Funniest: lol They're all hilarious, but Taylor Kelsey and Ash take it
Allways can cheer you up: whenever I see them I get happy
Best car: Kelsey lol
Best house: Kelsey lol
Nicest: I only have nice friends
Shyest: Mahleah
Smartest: They're all smart
Newest: umm I'll be making new ones soon
Most likely to be a singer: Sinaa or David
A cop: lol I can see Taylor doing that
A doctor: Clorinda
Famous: Huey
A vet: Leah
Best clothing style: Taylor A
Oddest: Andy lol sorry andy
Allways happy: that's hard cause we all have our problems
Most blonde: Ashley and me
Most insparational: Elle
Move to New York & become a BIG TIME person: tough one
Be in the TIME magazine: whoever becomes famous I guess
A Dallas Cowboys cheerleader: no one!
Most talk-a-tive: Zac
7 things you hate
1: Bugs
2: Gossip
3: Sin
4: Onions
5: Failing at something
6: Waking up early
7: Moving around so much
5 Things you love
1: JESUS
2: My family
3: My friends
4: Christian Music
5: Swimming
2 things you would bring with you to a deserted island
1: My Bible
2: A solar powered 5 disc CD Player with John Mayer, Barlow Girl, A classical mix, a Christian Mix and the Bibe being read
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How would you describe yourself?: I would describe myself as LASHARDAI
angel or devil?: angel
nice or mean?: I hope nice
naughty or nice?: nice
smart or dumb?: lol. smart but I can have my moments
party animal or book nerd?: book nerd
Whats sexy about you?: lol everything. NOT
are you confident?: confident
make up or no makeup?: no makeup is easier
silly or seriouse?: silly
shy or outgoing?: outgoing!!!
boring or fun?: I think I'm boring but my friends seem to have fum with me
quiet or loud?: LOUD
are you emotional?: sometimes
happy or sad?: happy like a smily face
how much do u weigh?: thats something even I don't know
are you tall or short?: tall
normal or different?: everyone is different
do you follow trends?: I MAKE trends
label yourself?: There is no label for me
like yourself?: sometimes I LOVE myself
hate yourself?: i never hate myself
think your pretty?: yeah a little
make mistakes?: everyone does that
wish you were sumone else?: no
destroy yourself?: no. no self inflicted wounds here
do pple like you?: they say they do. I mean can you blame them? lol
wat do pple say about you?: they say "whoa, LaShardai's black" lol
who knows you tha best?: J-E-S-U-S
Yourr
best physical feature?: lol. my pinky finger. j/k
most embarrasing moment?: wow! I have a lot. But I once fell down the stairs at school
favorite person?: my little boobahlah! Leilani
favorite place?: the library. A book nerd's heaven
favorite thing to do?: I like to singa about the sky of blue
cellphones brand?: Moto Razor
screen name?: lol. shysweeti
favorite city?: virginia beach
favorite sports team?: Denver Nuggets because I love their name
fear of?: bugs!!!
saddest moment is?: ...when I lost love
thoughts of commitment?: I want to be commited
thoughts of love?: I love love! ITs awesome
thoughts of marriage?: of course. I want a beautiful family
HiS
whats his name?: who's name?
does he like you?: who????
is he cute?: still no clue of who so lets just say its Jesus
does he help you?: Well Jesus helps me
is he always there for you?: of course
does he treat u well ?: the best
how does he act around you?: like Jesus of course
are you perfect for him?: now i am because he has made me clean
what does he call you?: his child
is he everything you want?: and more
wat does he like about you?: everything
how often do u see him?: well, I have yet to see him with my own eyes
how long have u guys liked each other?: skip
does he play with your hair?: skip
did you ever spend tha night at his house?: skip
does your parents like him ?: my parents love Jesus
wats tha sweetest thing he ever said or did?: saved my life
what does he hate?: sin
ever fought?: nope
change about him?: skip
love tha most bout him?: I love everything about Jesus
would u die for him?: of course cause he's died for me
does he care about u?: most definitely
wat wld he be labeld as?: Saviour
where does he live?: Heaven
does he drive?: lol I bet he has an awesome car in Heaven
has he ever bought u anything?: he bought my freedom from sin
forever n always?: foooorrrreeeevvverr!
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Turn on's: musicians
Turn off's: stubborness, selfishness
guy type?: I love guys who are... guys lol
has a guy ever hit you?: oh my gosh no
wat do u hate about guys?: i don't hate anything
still friends with your ex?: ... thats kinda up to him. I want to be
black or white guys?: lol. I've dated both
dork or bad boy or preppy boy or skater boy?: lol I've dated a country boy, a band nerd and a church boy, whats next
ever cheated on sumone?: no never!
ever gotten cheated on: ... well
what hurts tha most?: what hurts is me wanting him but him not wanting me
guyfriends or girlfriends?: I have both guy friends and girl friends. I get along with guys
guys wearing girl pants?: I'm not really with that
longest relationship?: actually my last relationship. Almost a year
ever been heartbroken?: lol I kinda am now
broken sumones heart?: I hope not
sumone u love pass away?: my uncle
ever thot about suicide?: .... blank answer...
ever did sumthin u regret?: sure
ever cry over a guy?: lol I've been doing that
ever write to sumone locked up ?: not locked up but Ryan in Bootcamp
ever got locked up or sent away?: nope
ever love sumone so much it hurt?: yes
ever starve yourself to impress a guy?: nope. I love my chicken
ever want sumone u couldnt have?: I want someone who doesn't want me
wat wld u say about sex?: wait until your married
party wit guys?: well, i think I would have to say yes
guys who like videogames too much?: i like video games too
wats one wish?: I wish for everyone to have the chance to know God
one thing u are thankful for?: my family
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Music:

JOHN MAYER, The fray, Norah Jones, Billie Holiday, Jamie Cullum, Dave Matthews band, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Goo Goo Dolls, Yellowcard, PCD, Three Days Grace, Jeremey Camp, Mercyme, Rebecca St. James, Natalie Grant, Amy Grant, David Crowder Band, Hillsong, Big Daddy Weave, BarlowGirl, ZoeGirl, Avalon, TI, Usher, John Mellencamp, Kansas, Journey, DAFT PUNK! (thanks to Nathan), Any 90s Techno, Nightwish, Iron Maiden (thanks to David), Creed, India Irie, Chris Tomlin, Amerie, gezz, I don't fell like typing anymore so ha!!!!

Movies:

ANCHORMAN,ANCHORMAN,ANCHORMAN,ANCHORMAN,ANCHORMAN, ANCHORMAN,ANCHORMAN, ANCHORMAN ANCHORMAN!!!!!!!!!!!! All the Scooby-doo movies, Hoodwinked, Dodgeball, Pride and Prejudice, Fun With Dick and Jane, Tristian and Isolde, Shrek 1 and 2, NO STARWARS! Pirates of the Caribean, All of the Lord of the Rings, FAMILY GUY MOVIE!! The other Sister, Saved, To Wong Foo, I am Sam, A WAlk to Remember, The Sound of Music (favorie of all times!) Wizard of Oz, Easter Parade, Any old Black and White movie, Any Cartoon Movie, Any Romance comedy. Any movie with Adam Sandler, Jim Carey, Ben Stiller or Will Farell Ummm, I don't know everything else I guess!

Television:

FAMILY GUY!

Heroes:

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~*~Basics~*~
What is your name?: LaShardai (ghetto, I know)
Who named you: Mom or Dad?: Momma
Did you have any other names picked out for you?: my mom actually told me they were going to stop after my sister, but I just kinda popped up
When is your birthday?: the 6th of April
Would you rather have it in a different month?: Umm, no, I love april
If so, which one and why?: ok.... my answer was no
What is your eye color?: brown
Do you wear contacts?: no, but I need them.
How often do you wear your hair up?: well now that it's cut, it's kinda always up, or would it be considered down?
How often do you wear make-up?: I don't wear make-up but i did for prom
What is your favorite kind of make-up?(eyeliner, cover up, ect.): .... ok....
~*~Friends~*~
Would you rather have tons of aquantices or just a few true best friends?: a few true best friends, they last longer
Do you and your friends have a lot of inside jokes?: lol, Taylor, Kelsey and I have plenty. Jessica and I also have "hot and sexy Arby's man" lol
Do you guys have a personal favorite hang-out place?: Sonic (but of course that was the good ol' times)
Do your friends come over to your house more or do you go to their houses?: well, I used to go to Kelsey and Clorinda's house alot
~*~Which Friend...~*~
Is the loudest?: ... I would say me
most quiet?: for old friend: Mahleah, but new friend: Jessica
Most Likely to go to jail?: Alex lol but probably for indecent exposure
Knows most about you?: Taylor and Trystan
Eats the most?: we all pig out
Is your best?: sooo hard to say, Trystan, Taylor, Kelsey, Ryan, Elle, Clorinda, Zac, Andy, Nathan, Desmond (well, we wont go into that)
Is the most normal?: what is normal?
Is the most cocky?: I don't like cocky people
Do you look up to the most?: Elle and Trystan
Gives the best advice?: Trystan, Elle, Ryan and Taylor
Do you see most often?: Trystan and Jessica
~*~Randoms~*~
What does your shower curtain look like?: the one now has blue polkadots
Have you ever painted your nails black and thought it was punk?: no, I've never had black polish, and it probably wouldn't look punk anyways
Do you think that if someone likes pink they are a prep?: no cause I love pink
Do you laugh at metally disabled people?: WHAT?
Have you ever stole someone's parking space when it was rightfully thiers?: lol, no, cause I panic when it comes to parking
Are you a backseat driver?: lol when I'm with my parent
Do you yell at little kids and feel no shame?: no cause I absolutely adore children
Do you wanna kill emo people and then chuck them off cliffs?: How about just giving them hugs
Do you tell blonde jokes to blonde people?: no
What's the grossest thing you you've ever eatten?: hmmmm... I've liked my cousin Shawn's ankle does that count
~*~Okay, now that thats over with, here's some deep questions~*~
What is the best feeling in the world?: the feeling of being in the arms of the one you love
What is the worst feeling in the world?: feeling like noone notices you
Do you believe in god?: Of course! He's my life
Do you believe that cutting is a form of suiside?: if you mean suicide (misspelled word) than... yes
Could you picture a world where no one loves each other?: I don't WANT to picture that
~*~Music~*~
What kind of music is your favorite?: MMMM I loveeeee music, so anything: Christian Rock, Pop, R&B, Gospel, Country, Instrumental, Classical, Rock, Rap (it depends), Metal, Alternative, Jazz, just ANYTHING
What kind do you hate?: Rap that only talks about sex or yodel music lol
If you could only hear one song for the rest of your life, what would it be: It would be Cut by Plumb
What bands do you want to tour with each other?: mmmm Plumb with John Mayer and Jamie Cullum and Norah Jones (lol all those were solo artists)
How many concerts have you been to?: 4 or 5 I think
What was your favorite?: Jermey Camp
Have you ever been in a mosh pit?: lol yes
What is your favorite insterment?: (the survey person seriously can't spell) but I lovvvvve the guitar and drums
Are you in a band?: in concert band
~*~Love & all that junk~*~
Do you find a lot of things romantic?: Oh I'm a big romantic so yes
Do you think that you are capable of loving, no matter what age?: of course
Does age matter in love?: not really,
Are you in love(or have you been?): currently that status is yes
Do you think open relationships are good?: ummm, whatever works for you i guess
Have you ever been cheated on?: i don't know, no one ever told me that there was someone else
What do you look for most in a boy/girl?: A relationship with Christ
Do you think someone is really, really cute but you don't like them?: no, the person I think is really really cute I absolutely love
Is it normal to be obbessed with famous people?: yeah i guess,
~*~The end is near~*~
Do you still have your pokemon cards?: lol YES! I have 2 books full of them
Have you ever been attacked by an animal?: umm, I've had a dog try to hump me
Have you ever been attracted to something abnormal(like an animal?): ewwwww, no
Have you ever had a wet dream?: what's that?
Does time fly when your having fun?: of course, when you're haveing fun time owns its own private jet
Do you love me?: who are you?
Do fish breathe underwater?: i don't know, i'm not a fish
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