R0yALTy
ii LOVE YOU
&& ii ALWAYZ WiiLL
L0yALTy
ab0ve all lawz
L0ViNg HiM WASNT tHE pR0bLEM...
...getting t00 cl0se was..
N0
REgRETz
..dRiFTiNg 0N a MEM0Ry..
<12-28-o07>
qU0Tez i L0vE<3
--->THERES N0 P0iNT iN RUSHiNG FATE...CAUSE THE BEST THiNGS iN LiFE ARE W0RTH THE WAiT
--->Y0U'LL NEVER REALiZE H0W MUCH Y0U L0VE A GUY UNTiL THA TH0UGHT 0F HiM BEiNG WiT S0ME0NE ELSE iS EN0UGH TO MAKE Y0U BREAK D0WN AND CRY
--->iF i C0ULD SH0W Y0U H0W MUCH Y0U HURT ME..Y0U'D NEVER BE ABLE T0 L00K ME iN THE EYES EVER AGAiN
--->D0NT CRY CUZ iTS 0VER..SMiLE CUZ iT HAPPENED
--->Y0U'RE THA REAS0N i LiVE AND THA REAS0N i DiE...THA REAS0N i SMiLE AND YET THA REAS0N i BREAK D0WN AND CRY..Y0U'RE THA REAS0N i KEEP 0N G0iNG AND THA REAS0N i FALL... CAUSE WiT0UT Y0U iN MY LiFE... iM N0THiNG AT ALL..
--->iTS THiS HEAD 0VA HEALS..BUTTERFLYS iN MY ST0MACH...DREAM AB0UT HiM DAY AND NiGHT... N0THiNGS EVA GUN B THA SAME KiNDA THANG
--->Y0U WANT iT BUT Y0U FEAR iT...BUT Y0U L0VE iT WHEN Y0U NEAR iT..
--->THERE iS A SUCH THiNG AS FATE..BUT iT 0NLY TAKES Y0U S0 FAR...AND 0NCE Y0U'RE THERE..iTS UP TA Y0U T0 MAKE iT HAPPEN
--->i FiNALLY FELT THAT THiNG... THAT M0MENT WHEN Y0U KiSS S0ME0NE AND EVERYTHiNG AR0UND Y0U BEC0MES HAZY AND THA 0NLY THiNG iN F0CUS iS Y0U AND THiS PERS0N...AND Y0U REALiZE THAT… THAT PERS0N iS THA 0NLY PERS0N Y0U'RE SUPP0SE TA KiSS F0R THA REST 0V Y0UR LiFE...AND F0R 0NE M0MENT...Y0U GET THiS AMAZiNG GiFT...AND Y0U WANNA LAUGH..AND Y0U WANNA CRY...CAUSE Y0U FEEL S0 LUCKY THAT Y0U HAVE F0UND It... AND S0 SCARED THAT iT'LL G0 AWAY...ALL AT THA SAME TiME........
--->TH0UGH N0 0NE CAN G0 BACK AND MAKE A NEW START..ANY0NE C0ULD START N0W AND MAKE A BETTER ENDiNG
--->S0METiMES Y0U TRY YUR HARDEST N0T T0 CARE...N0 MATTER H0W MUCH Y0U TRY Y0U STiLL D0...
--->iD RATHER HAVE BAD TiME WiT Y0U THEN G00D TiMES WiT S0ME0NE ELSE..iD RATHER BE BESiDE Y0U iN THA ST0RM THEN SAFE AND WARM BY MYSELF...iD RATHER HAVE HARD TiMES T0GETHER THEN HAVE iT EASiER APART...CAUSE EVEN TH0 iT HURTS S0METiMES...THA G00D TiMES STAY iN MY HEART
--->FEAR 0F REJECTi0N KEPT MY L0VE iNSiDE..T0LD MY HEART i DiDNT WANT Y0U..BUT i LiED,,, i D0NT CARE iF Y0U THiNK iM CRAZY..iT D0ESN'T MATTER iF iT TURNS 0UT BAD..iVE G0T N0 FEAR 0F L0SiNG Y0U..CUZ Y0U CANT L0SE WHAT Y0U NEVA HAD..
--->Y0U GiVE UP 0N 0NE GUY JUS TA FALL F0R THA NEXT.....Y0U KN0E Y0U'LL GET HURT...BUT Y0U KEEP C0MiNG BACK AGAiN…
--->i NEVER LiVED TiLL Y0UR W0RDS HEALED ME..i NEVER SAW THA LiGHT UNTiL Y0UR EYES F0UND MiNE..i NEVER TH0UGHT L0VE C0ULD HAVE SUCH A MEANiNG.. i NEVER KNEW Y0U'D B HERE ALL DiS TiME
--->S0METiMES i JUS WiSH i C0ULD PRESS FASTF0RWARD T0 SEE iF iTS ALL W0RTH iT
--->iN THA PAiN Y0U'VE CAUSE iVE CRiED ALL NiGHT...BUT THA HAPPiNESS Y0U'VE BR0UGHT i HAVENT F0RG0T...
--->Y0UR G0iNG T0 PROBABLY THR0W 0UT A MiLLi0N REAS0NS WHY THiS WiLL NEVER W0RK 0UT BETWEEN ME AND Y0U..AND iM G0iNG T0 THR0W 0UT 0NE G00D 0NE...THA REAS0N WHY iT WiLL iS BECAUSE iTS SUPP0SE T0
--->i S0METiMES WiSH i C0ULD BE LiKE Y0U..BEiNG ABLE T0 GET S0 CL0SE T0 PE0PLE WH0 Y0U REALLY HAVE N0 iNTENTi0N 0F BEiNG CL0SE T0...LETTiNG PE0PLE GET CL0SE T0 Y0U..0NLY T0 PUSH THEM AWAY..BUT THEN i REMEMBERED i C0ULD NEVER BE LiKE Y0U.......i HAVE A HEART..
--->WHEN i SEE HiM..HiS SMiLE...JUS EVERYTHiNG ABOUT HiM..i END UP LiKiNG HiM JUS AS MUCH AS i DiD BEF0RE i ST0PPED...i GUESS 0NCE Y0U L0VE S0ME0NE...AND ADMiT iT..THERE'S N0 CR0SSiNG BACK..iTS A LiNE THAT WiLL F0REVER STAY EMBEDDED DEEP iN Y0UR HEART..BECAUSE 0NCE Y0U HAVE L0VED THAT S0ME0NE.. iT D0ESNT G0 AWAY..Y0UR F0RCED T0 CARE!