Courtney [ducky] is r&r here yet?!

I have a couple of life experiences under my belt in my 21 years. I'm the oldest of three kids. We use to beat the hell of each other when we were younger but now we are all pretty cool. I'm part of a totally dysfunctional yet loving family. I'm a mom's girl instead of a daddy's girl. I have hips. I do have some weight issues but my boyfriend says I'm pretty banging. I'm learning to love myself more everyday and I realize what a gift that is. I'm far from perfect. I'm random. I'm intelligent. I'm moody and stubborn. I'm somewhat emo and somewhat country. I am a tomboy but I'm learning to be girly. The best compliments I have ever received is that someone loved something I wrote and that one day I will make a good mother. I keep an open mind but sometimes find myself being judgmental (but I think that's part of everyone.) Green is my favorite color. T-shirt and jeans are the usual uniform. My dream job would to be a freelance writer/photographer and a stay-at-home mom. :D But, I'm working towards joining the Air Force for at least four years and then we will see where it goes from there. Dropkick Murphys are my favorite band. I try to be caring and giving. My friendships are like the tides. They ebb and swell. But, I know that the friends I have will be there if I need them and vice versa. I'm kind of a loner from time to time.I've had some crazy experiences with relationships. I hate being helpless and find it hard to admit when I need help. I can be aggravating sometimes. I love to read. My favorite movies are Boondock Saints and Funny Face. I date an amazing guy named Sam. He pretty much lights up my life. He is willing to work on things with me. I'm not so panicked when I think about spending a long time with him like I have been with other people before. He accepts me and that's way more then I can ask for. Plus he doesn't mind if I call him Fuzz. He's currently deployed to Iraq with the 3rd ID. He's pretty much my hero because he has overcome a lot of things in his life. Some things he's shared with me and others he hasn't. I love his playfulness and his affection. I miss him with my whole heart and realize that no one can equal him. I love you babe! This is Sam time... Layout made with love @ 143 Designs LoveLyts
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