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ImageChef.com Poetry BlenderMade with My Cool Signs.Netits people like me you dont see very often, the first look and you think, angry, mean,and depressed, and the heart is surrounded by that angry looking girl by the name of JesKa, not kowing me only leads to judgement by you. Think of me lonely, think of me sad, but never know my life rocks. i describe myself as strong hearted, iv'e lived a life of hurt and pain, that others only pretend to struggle through, yet im ok. i used to not be but, grew to deal with it, others have it worse so complaining is out of the question. i have friends that i love who love me back, and im funny as hell to only those who deserve my attention. this is my senior year, and im gonna live it up. im not emo and im not gothic, im jeska, yeah i should be a style. i play guitar, my electric guitar's name is EG, yeah who would have guessed, i love to draw and sing because im artistic and creative, i want to become someone great in that area. ilike black, but my favorit color has change strangely to lime green tho i used to despise green as a cild. favorite shoes are chucks (converse) and i love the emo scene style tho id never look good n some of that stuff. i love music,it calms me like a drug that numbs the body, andi like it loud, especially when im pissed, it tends tomy needs. im in a relationship where people wish they had one like mine, i wih i could give it to them, lol his name is brandon, we have been togethe since april 4th, 2005, which is 4 years and 2 months. lol hes my jack sparrow, and my ace ventura. hes good at acting and hes funny and thats why i love him. my mom and dad never married she had me when she was 19, i went to a rock and roll concert in her belly and prom, i was a rocker child when i was 5...loved to head bang. my real dad did drugs before i was conceived therefore, i have a true natural high, go me,i dont no my dad, and my mother and i arnt te same anymore, and i dont live with her or see her much, and i never see my dad, hence i dont have any true parents yay, i live with my grandpaents, and i have changed dramaticley ove the past year from depressed emo child to almost normal, lol.i have great friends, family, and brandon, and im happy to be in existance thanx to God who love over all. so im happy with my life, and btw i like getting to know ppl o if your not one of my friendz id love for you to be XD so justadd me and ill tlk to ya :) HHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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My Blog

Painless Regrets

   Painless regrets are just lies eating away at your heart until you dont have one anymore.Thats saying you dont feel bad for the things youve done wrong when you really do and it turns you into this...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Jan 2010 18:10:00 GMT

WE'RE OVER!

The majority of you who think this about me, have never been in a long relationship, think its ok to mess around, or believe after the first fight its over, on to the next person.People say brandon an...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Dec 2009 20:51:00 GMT

imitation of life

for those who know me as Jessica. i dont pretend to be someone im not. I stay true to myself, and i am who i am. I may not be who you want me to be, but im more than you ever thought i was. I dont smi...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Dec 2009 21:23:00 GMT

Just 4 My Time

:]   i feel a hint of happiness inside that i cant describe  but there's always going to be pain no matter what  that i just cant let go of. I am so thankful for the life God has blessed me with...tho...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Nov 2009 20:53:00 GMT

your careless enemy ;]

I never knew how great it felt not to care.    To be honest with you, life is a freakin dream right now.    i dont have to worry about what other people think about me, because i dont care...   i dont...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Oct 2009 17:45:00 GMT

Battle

every day i struggle with life, like im  in a battle fighting in hopes that i survive. as im running through the crowed fighting off what i can,  it starts to die down. i think to myself, i think im g...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Oct 2009 20:35:00 GMT

serendipuety homework lol

this is homework i have for theatre and speech. i thot id do it on the computer to make it more fun for myself, im not really intending on someone to read it but if u choose to thats alroght.SERENDIPU...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Sep 2009 12:57:00 GMT

this is what its like

I Remember the first time we actually held eachother close. We had been together for about half a year or more, and the most we had done was kiss. lol i was so afraid to kiss him, because it was just ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Aug 2009 23:50:00 GMT

to brandon, and anyone who wants to understand not even half of my problems

sometimes you annoy mebut sometimes i miss your annoyance.sometimes you tell me "i love you" too much.but when your not around id give anything to hear those 3 words  again.yes things betweenus are ge...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jul 2009 23:28:00 GMT

for you

¶  Every time you leave, it hurts. it feels like we'll never see eachother again. But it only makes us stronger. It helps me gain more respect for what im used to alwas having. It makes me thankful th...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Jun 2009 23:56:00 GMT