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About Me

Howdy, my name is Layla. I have been married for fourteen years. Out of this marriage, came two wonderful children. Kayley, who is 12 and Kyley who is 11. I am a Jesus Freak, mother, wife and wildlife rehabilitator. Some friends call me "Bushwoman," due to my love and knowledge of the animal kingdom. I hope to one day have my own veterinary and rehabilitation clinic for domestic and wild animals. What I would really like, though, is a zoo. Ahhh, yes, a zoo! LOL! I greatly delight in the Lord, animals, insects, cooking, flower & vegetable gardening, fantasy creatures, Starbucks, laughing, drawing, computer technology, reading, writing, Kraft Medium Cheddar Cheese, Eight O'Clock Coffee, & music. I am a very compassionate person and enjoy helping those in need. I wish I had more money and more resources to meet greater needs. When I say I am a Christian, I do not mean that I believe I am superior to others. Rather, it is admitting that I don't know everything and that I need the Lord to guide me. I am the type of person who seeks to know the truth about everything. This includes the truth about creation of mankind as well as what is behind people's actions and beyond people's appearances. My discovery of the truth, has led me to the Bible. God challenged me to prove His existence, and so that is what I have done. I have learned the reason for our creation in the first place. The Bible tells me that God is love. Well, the Lord taught me that He needed a way to express all of that love He has. Therefore, he created humans. My experience with the many different churches, is that most all of them, leave out parts of the Bible that they deem unbelievable or unfathomable; the very parts that pertain to healing, deliverance, demons and speaking in tongues. Hence, the reason for the many diverse denominations. In my learning, I have discovered that the Jewish communitie's beliefs and actions line up directly with the word of God. Most of us do not experience miracles or see the awesome things that the Lord does, because we do not surround ourselves with those who truly believe what He says in His word. My goal in life is to be a woman of great faith. A woman that acts on God's promises and sees them come to pass. Despite my faith in Jesus, I do have a huge sadness inside of me that has yet to be purged. Sometimes I have this feeling of such impending doom, that only death seems to be the release I seek. It's like I have been suffering ever since the day I was brought into this world. God says that us humans are overcomers, and therefore, we are higher than the Angels because of it. I guess I don't feel like much of an overcomer, but a lowly scapegoat. It is at these particular times that I remember the many others that feel an even heavier burden than I.

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I think it would be awesome to meet some old friends and acquaintances from the various places I have dwelled in the past. I've always taken an interest in finding out the status of others, whether they were friends or foes. If I had to pick a couple of celebrities to shake hands with, I would choose Robin Williams, Jim Carrey, Matthew Lillard and Molly Shannon. I'm highly amused by these actors. I'm also a great fan of Judge Judy. Not only is she great entertainment, but she reminds me an awful lot of my adoptive mother, Barbara Meguess. They look and act just alike! It's rather creepy, really. Sometimes I gaze upon her with fondness, and other times, I get these full-body shivers, and suddenly realize that I've shed my skin...

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FAMILIAR HEART

   I met a heart that was broken..............and mine broke, too. What I believed to be a frigid heart of granite, was really a fragile heart of glass. A dying body, a withering mind, and a love so s...
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