Expectations |
What do I expect?From myself? From others?Even more, do I set others up to fail?I find myself building people up, I ask a lot of them, and when they do not meet it I drop them hard. This doesn't strik...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 00:41:00 GMT |
Change |
I've always believed that people are who they are.I've always believed that people, men is specific, do not change.Change is usually the last option and is forced upon people.In the last week I've had...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 11:40:00 GMT |
Mission for the next few days. |
I just realized something.I hate silence.6***********I'm sitting at the computer at midnight, the tapping of the keys makes me feel less alone as the tv whispers in the background and my music fills i...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 23:45:00 GMT |
Wait, where was I again? |
Ahhh... that's right. Trying to keep my head on straight and sort out my life.Vol. 5**************************I have been finding it hard to get out of bed in the mornings.Part may be because of my la...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 23:36:00 GMT |
Oooh Child... |
Things are gonna get easier. Vol. 4 of The Bench Diaries.*********************That's the belief. Where is the truth in it though??My meditation of the day: When does it really get easier?Optimism tell...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 20:10:00 GMT |
Timing, that's the real bitch.... |
Time is on my side. I keep telling myself that a Taoist outlook on life will push me to believe this. Time is on my side.Perhaps it is.Just when I decide to give up, I get a friendly reminder that "th...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 19:00:00 GMT |
Reminders. |
Lately I've been a bit down, and by a bit I mean VERY. Those who know me, know why. I'm not venting my reasons here, the world doesn't need to know of my laments. I have my "Fabulous 5" to help me in ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 01:48:00 GMT |
Zen. |
All of this time, I have been searching for happiness. I have been in search of something that could lift my mood, someone to make me smile.
Today I decided that it is a hopeless quest and I shal...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 21:42:00 GMT |
Philosophy of love... |
You know the saying "If its meant to be its meant to be"? I sometimes question its validity. All of these romanticized ideals "soul mates" and "destiny". What if they aren't real? What if we are jus...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Sep 2005 14:36:00 GMT |
