I wouldn't want life to be any other way. It is frustrating and mistakes are made, but sometimes those mistakes are turned into blessings and mold who we are. I wouldn't even be here if I didn't have my daughter. She has taught me a kind of patience that, before her, I never knew exsisted. She has shown me a different kind of love as well. She has helped me become who I am and she is the most important part of my life. If you want to know about me and who "Jessica" really is, just take one look at her and you will find out who I am as a mother. I also have to give it up for my boyfriend. He has taught me so much in such a small amount of time and he doesn't even realize it. Life would be a lot harder without Carter. Ha! That totally rhymes! Yeah so anyway... Outside of being with my daughter and my boyfriend, I am bold, yet timid. Mighty when I need to be and quiet at times...well some of the time. I fly by the seat of my pants and that scares some people, but I love it. I think I am kinda good looking, but I try not to attract too much attention to my looks. I want people to see who I am on the inside. I am always smiling, even if I don't mean it, just to see if I can make someone smile back. I love old people! I know, random and wierd, but hey, that's me. I am energetic and fun, I think, and I love to be around people. It doesn't matter who, how old, what you look like...that stuff isn't important. If I can instill some kind of faith or at least put a smile on your face, I am happy. I am always the girl everyone goes to when they have problems or just need to blow off some steam and I don't mind being that girl. I love to listen to people and help if I can. Sometimes I'm country, sometimes I'm hip-hop, sometimes I'm full blown techno. My personality has a little bit of everything in it. My mouth has a mind of it's own! Sometimes I have a habbit of not thinking before I talk and I get myself into trouble, but I try. I am willing to befriend anyone who says hello. Sometimes I am too nice, but when I have to be, I am a hardcore bitch! Especially when it comes to my daughter. Be cool with me and I'll be cool with you. That's how I work. I want to change the world. Not to my liking, well maybe a little bit. I just want everyone to chill out for once. I am usually really easy going. I love Pooh Bear! I know, more randomness. I can't really spell either. Not like it matters though. I am who I am. Love me or Hate me....either way you're still obsessing about me! If you really want to know who I am, hit me up.
The Inner Me
This basically is an image of what I really am inside. Tough, sexy, cute, loving, and always off in neverland!
