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About Me


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I M C A L E Y [k-lee]
bera út sjálfur.
[feel the moon pull your lovers blood up to the sky]
I like small things,
the color red,
the places that you go at night are secrets in the back of your mind.
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Everybody in the world thinks the whole story is about them.
I am not your average commentator, likely said.
[11.17.07]
There is not enough space here to even begin to tell you about myself. However, even if I did share a bit, you'd be quick to judge. Because that's what we as humans do. And that's alright..but there is more than meets the eye. What you read...there's always more you're not seeing. You probably won't get the bigger picture; the deeper meaning. There is always a deeper meaning.
Life changes every single day, and there is nothing anyone in the world can do to stop it. We grow individually and sometimes apart from the people we've come to love. The little things in life are what should matter most and the majority of us don't realize that. When we figure something out, we see it as a breakthrough in our lives, but we soon forget and move on. That's the way we work.
I'm not trying to explain us as human beings, because well...that's improbable. I'm not trying to explain myself because that is damn near impossible..nevertheless redundant.
I'm doing this for myself. For the world. I doubt anyone really reads this, but hey, I'm making myself feel a lot better just by thinking of what I'm writing because its been awhile since I've just been able to do that. Most of the time my thoughts flow way too fast to write, or even type. But this time I'm letting my fingers do all the work.
I've always wondered why people either write very little, or a lot about themselves in these things. And I've come to realize it really doesn't matter. The information people want to let the world in on is their business and theirs alone. No one should give a shit. I've chose to write very little for a long time just for the mere explaination of me wanting to remain a mystery. And now...I know I will always obtain that. And no matter how much I write, you'll never see the deeper meaning. You want to...and I'm not trying to be all like "oh you don't know me" because you might. You may be the exact same, or totally different. We will never know. Yes I may be contradicting at times, but that shouldn't matter.
I'm feeling great right now.
Speaking of the deeper meaning...lets discuss love. It's hard to find true love. I don't really think you find it until you meet your perfect counterpart. The yin to your yang and vice versa. Well I've done that. And it is perfect. You'll know the moment you find this, I promise. And you won't let go and you'll forget everything regarding yours and theirs past. It will all be okay from then on because you'll just know. That's the end of that lol
Minds flutter too much. They go and go and never stop. They sometimes go too fast and sometimes too slow. Or just right. And when its just right you're able to understand everything and it will all be right.
God, I love the noise coming through the walls.
I'm really into music and I'm doing something with that. My life is in exploration and really aspiring pro tempore. I'm content with this fact.
Sometimes I believe everything will be okay, no matter what. Other times I feel oppositional. Both are just a part of the mind and of life. And that's all okay because you'll always get over it.
I love watching people grow, watching them move in their own way, if you will. I see it every day and if you watch, you'll see it too. It might drive you crazy because it sometimes does that, but other times you'll just know that its right and its fine.
I keep subject hopping and I apologize. I just want to write my mind. Not for you to know it, just to do it. And I guess that's all that needs to be said.
If we never talk in our whole lives, I hope this has meant something to you.
Good riddance for today. Ars longa, vita brevis :]
and
"Amor fati"
so first aim for the heart, then aim for the head.

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

Zach's video

R I P Zach. You will be forever missed.

Music:


A
// a black rose burial
// a change of pace
// a cursive memory
// a day at the fair
// a day away
// a day to remember
// a dead giveaway
// a heartwell ending
// a life once lost
// a perfect circle
// a perfect murder
// a static lullaby
// a sunny day in glasgow
// a thorn for every heart
// a waltz with pretty girls
// a wilhelm scream
// aaron rothe
// abigail williams
// acceptance
// across five aprils
// action action
// adelaide
// adiana
// aiden
// alesana
// alexisonfire
// all shall perish
// all that remains
// allegra gellar
// amber pacific
// ambulance ltd
// amelia's jacket
// amusement parks on fire
// anadivine
// anatomy of a ghost
// anberlin
// and then i turned seven
// and you will know us by the trail of dead
// anderson explains
// apostle of hustle
// appleseed cast
// april morning skies
// arcade fire
// arctic monkeys
// arkitekt
// armor for sleep
// arms and legs
// arsonists get all the girls
// as blood runs black
// as cities burn
// as i lay dying
// as tall as lions
// at the drive in
// atreyu
// augustana
// august burns red
// a7x
// avenue d
// averian
// away from here

B
// band of animals
// band of horses
// basement jaxx
// bayside
// beatles
// bedford drive
// bedlight for blue eyes
// bedroom walls
// beep beep
// belle & sebastian
// beloved
// ben harper
// benny benassi
// best kept secret
// better off broken
// better than ezra
// between home and serenity
// between the buried and me
// bikini kill
// bjork
// black lips
// blackblack
// blackoutskies
// bleed the dream
// bleeding through
// blessed by a broken heart
// bloc party
// blonde redhead
// bloodlined calligraphy
// bob marley
// bound by substance
// boy sets fire
// boys like girls
// boys night out
// bradley hathaway
// braid
// brand new
// brandon patton
// brandtson
// bright eyes
// brighten
// bring me the horizon
// broadway calls
// broken social scene
// brothers and sisters
// built to spill
// bullet for my valentine
// buried inside
// bury your dead

C
// cage the elephant
// cake
// calico system
// cartel
// casey jones
// cats and cats and cats
// cemetary rapist
// chasing victory
// cherry monroe
// chin up chin up
// chiodos
// !!! chk chk chk
// chris holmes
// cinna the poet
// circa survive
// circle of dead children
// circle takes the square
// city and colour
// clap your hands say yeah
// cocorosie
// colour revolt
// combichrist
// conducting from the grave
// cool by association
// copeland
// count the stars
// cries hannah
// crystal method
// cursive
// cut above
// cute is what we aim for
// cutless
// cut throat kiss

D
// da rude
// daft punk
// dallas green
// dance club massacre
// dance to the radio
// daphne loves derby
// darkest hour
// dashboard confessional
// dating delilah
// day of lions
// days lost
// dead and dreaming
// dead city sunday
// dead poetic
// dead to fall
// dear whoever
// death by stereo
// death of a dancer
// deathcab for cutie
// decapitated
// denali
// derrick brown
// desaparecidos
// despised icon
// destroyer destroyer
// detachment kit
// die trying
// dir en grey
// dirty on purpose
// dirty pretty things
// dirty sanchez
// dismiss
// division day
// dj icey
// dj liquid
// dont die cindy
// down to earth approach
// drive by romance
// drop dead gorgeous
// drugscene // dub trio

E
// earshot
// escape the fate
// eighteen visions
// eisley
// elbow
// elefant
// elektromat
// elevator division
// elliot smith
// ellison
// elton john
// elysia
// emanuel
// emergency party
// emery
// endeavor
// error
// escape the fate
// evergreen terrace
// every move a picture
// everytime i die
// ex models
// explosions in the sky
// eyes catch fire
// eyes set to kill

F
// fall of transition
// far from home
// farewell to twilight
// fear before the march of flames
// fenix tx
// femme fatality
// fight paris
// fight pretty
// film school
// flaws of thought
// flee the seen
// flogging molly
// for your eyes only
// forever the sickest kids
// forgive durden
// forward russia
// four letter lie
// freya
// from a second story window
// from autumn to ashes
// from first to last
// frou frou
// fuck...im dead
// full blown chaos
// funeral for a friend
// further seems forever

G
// gathered here today
// gatsbys american dream
// ghost runner on third
// glass casket
// goo goo dolls
// goodbooks
// goodbye tomorrow
// grammatics
// gratitude
// greeley estates
// gregory and the hawk
// gym class heroes

H
// halfwayhome
// halifax
// happanouragawasisters
// haste the day
// hawk nelson
// he is legend
// head automatica
// heavens
// heavyheavylowlow
// hellogoodbye
// her space holiday
// here's to you
// hey mercedes
// hidden in plain view
// holiday parade
// hollywood undead
// hopesfall
// horse the band
// hospice for the stars
// houston calls
// how to host a murder
// huxley

I
// i am ghost
// i am the avalanche
// i am the pilot
// i can make a mess like nobody's business
// i got shot in the face
// i killed the prom queen
// i say marvin
// ilia
// iliketrains
// ima robot
// imogen heap
// in fair verona
// in reverant fear
// in theory
// incubus
// inkwell
// interpol
// isya
// it dies today
// ivebeenshot
// ivory line

J
// jack off jill
// jack johnson
// jack's mannequin
// jamestown story
// jamison parker
// jaymay
// jeffree star
// job for a cowboy
// john lennon
// jonezetta
// josephine collective
// joshua james
// june
// just surrender

K
// kevin devine
// kill hannah
// kill paradise
// kill that kid
// kill whitney dead
// kill your ex
// killswitch engage
// kiss kiss
// kiss me deadly
// kiss or kill club
// kittie
// koufax

L
// landmines, baby
// le tigre
// less than jake
// let's go sailing
// letter kills
// letters to cleo
// liars academy
// like lions
// like yesterday
// limbeck
// little yellow box
// lola ray
// look mexico
// look what i did
// lords of acid
// lorene drive
// lovedrug
// lovehatehero
// love lost but not forgotten
// lucero
// lustra
// luxxury
// lydia

M
// mae
// manchester orchestra
// mashlin
// mason
// matador
// matchbook romance
// mayday parade
// maylene and the sons of disaster
// me first and the gimme gimmes
// melee
// men women and children
// mercury radio theater
// mew
// mewithoutYou
// michelle branch
// mindless self indulgence
// minus the bear
// misery signals
// modest mouse
// mogwai
// moneen
// moros eros
// morrissey
// motion city soundtrack
// mudhoney
// mum
// murder by death
// muse
// mute math
// my american heart
// my bloody valentine
// my chemical romance
// my children my bride
// my last mistake
// my murder scene

N
// naked eyes
// name taken
// neon blonde
// nevea tears
// nightmare of you
// nine inch nails
// no age
// no use for a name
// nofx
// norma jean
// northern state
// northstar
// nothing ever stays
// now it's overhead
// nox arcana
// number one fan
// number one gun
// nural

O
// o' captain! my captain!
// oasis
// object
// obsequies for juliet
// october fall
// of montreal
// ogre you asshole
// oh no! oh my!
// ok go
// oto efekt
// our lady peace
// our last night

P
// paramore
// parkway drive
// paulson
// peachcake
// pedro the lion
// penknifelovelife
// pillar
// pinback
// pink floyd
// pixies
// placebo
// plain white t's
// plans and apologies
// playing with matches
// playradioplay!
// +44
// plus/minus
// poetica
// poison the well
// pony up
// portugal the man
// preschool tea party massacre
// pretty girls make graves
// princeton

Q
// queen
// quietdrive

R
// radiohead
// rammstein
// redlight greenlight
// reggie and the full effect
// remembering never
// rise against
// robots in disguise
// rock kills kid
// rolling stones
// rookie of the year
// rosalita
// roses are red
// royden
// russian circles

S
// said the gun to the girl
// saint prescilla
// saosin
// save it for sunrise
// saves the day
// say anything
// say hi to your mom
// scary kids scarring kids
// seabear
// secondhand serenade
// secretary
// see you next tuesday
// self against city
// senses fail
// set your goals
// shadows fall
// shapes and sizes
// she turned us into trees!
// she wants revenge
// sherwood
// shes been murdered
// shiny toy guns
// showbread
// showdown at the equator
// shut your eyes and you'll burst into flames
// sigur ros
// silent drive
// silverstein
// silversun pickups
// simon and garfunkel
// sinai beach
// since by man
// sketches for albinos
// skinny puppy
// sky eats airplane
// sleepaway
// slowdance
// snoop dogg
// so many dynamos
// so they say
// socratic
// somebody still loves you boris yeltson
// somerset
// something corporate
// son, ambulance
// sonic youth
// souvlaki
// spitalfield
// stars are falling
// stick to your guns
// still remains
// story of the year
// straylight run
// streetlight manifesto
// strike anywhere
// strung out
// student film
// stutterfly
// sublime
// sufjan stevens
// sugarcult
// sugarplum fairies
// suicide silence
// sullivan
// sunny day real estate
// supergrass
// system of a down

T
// tacks, the boy disaster
// take it back!
// taken by trees
// taking back sunday
// talk talk
// tattooed millionares
// tatu
// tegan and sara
// terror
// texas is on fire
// texas is the reason
// the academy is
// the age of rockets
// the agony scene
// the album leaf
// the animal collective
// the audition
// the autobiography
// the autumn offering
// the bad spellers
// the beautiful mistake
// the birthday massacre
// the black and white city
// the black dahlia murder
// the black maria
// the blackout
// the bled
// the blood brothers
// the boggs
// the breakups
// the cant see
// the cardigans
// the cast pattern
// the chariot
// the closure
// the consequence
// the cranberries
// the curtains
// the dark romantics
// the decemberists
// the devil wears prada
// the dillinger escape plan
// the donnas
// the doors
// the dresdon dolls
// the early november
// the enemy
// the esoteric
// the faceless
// the fall of troy
// the fat acrobats
// the flaming lips
// the forecast
// the format
// the higher
// the hives
// the honorary title
// the human abstract
// the hurt process
// the hush sound
// the jade shader
// the jealous girlfriends
// the jonbenet
// the juliana theory
// the junior varsity
// the letter you
// the like
// the living end
// the london apartments
// the midas well
// the moldy peaches
// the new frontiers
// the number 12 looks like you
// the outline
// the pale pacific
// the peak show
// the pigeon detectives
// the planning fallacy
// the postal service
// the prize fight
// the radiance effect
// the raincoats
// the receiving end of sirens
// the red jumpsuit apparatus
// the rocket summer
// the ropes
// the scene aesthetic
// the shackeltons
// the showdown
// the sleeping
// the sound of animals fighting
// the spill canvas
// the starting line
// the stiletto formal
// the strokes
// the subways
// the sunshine underground
// the tony danza tapdance extravaganza
// the unicorns
// the used
// the veronicas
// the vines
// the visitant
// the vitals
// the warlocks
// the warriors
// the who
// the winston jazz routine
// the you
// these arms are snakes
// this awkward silence
// this day and age
// this et al
// this is my suitcase
// this providence
// this will destroy you
// thomas gray
// 3 storeys high
// thrice
// through the eyes of the dead
// throwdown
// thursday
// tilly and the wall
// time and distance
// time of favor
// tom petty
// too sorry for apologies
// tool
// towers of london
// travis dulaney
// trembling blue stars
// trivium
// trophy scars
// tv on the radio
// twelve gauge valentine
// twodeadsluts onegoodfuck

U
// u-clic
// umbrellas
// under the influence of giants
// underminded
// underoath
// unearth

V
// vedera
// vendetta red
// versus the mirror
// victory at sea

W
// waking ashland
// waking the cadaver
// war of ages
// we are action
// we are scientists
// we are the fury
// we'll dance like ghosts on rooftops
// wecamewithbrokenteeth
// what made milwaukee famous
// while I breathe
// white chapel
// white rabbits
// white stripes
// winter solstice
// with blood comes cleansing
// with broken wings
// wolfmother

X
// xiu xiu

Y
// yeah yeah yeahs
// you in series
// your tragic hero

Z
// zao

Movies:


a clockwork orange
a scanner darkly
almost famous
blow
clerks 1&2
closer
crazy/beautiful
detroit rock city
eternal sunshine
fear&loathing in last vegas
fight club
freddy got fingered
garden state
ghost world
girl interrupted
hard candy
havoc
highway
little miss sunshine
manic
night at the roxbury
october sky
officespace
pulp fiction
requiem for a dream
road trip
rollercoaster
running with scissors
seven
silent hill
slc punk
spun
stateside
stranger than fiction
superstar
the baxter
the door in the floor
the good girl
the royal tenenbaums
thirteen
trainspotting
wedding crashers
welcome to the dollhouse

Books:


the perks of being a wallflower
crank
SMACK
making the run
running with scissors
blankets
if I die before I wake
boy proof
the burn journals
a brief chapter in my impossible life

Heroes:




"I want someone who I can share artistic things with." - Kurt Cobain

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alex :]

My Blog

I was looking for that beauty

Then it caught me by surprise"And not just that romantic kind either"My mind is going way too fast to even type this.I don't care anymore."I would die for you, but I'm not going to live for you"Happin...
Posted by máni ást on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 08:19:00 PST

the fireflies

Dancing behind my eyelids.There's that fear againComing through the grassDeeper it goesSinging a songPlease...Stand a little from your handBroken birdieLost his voiceBlack black lightningBroken callsP...
Posted by máni ást on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 08:59:00 PST

perks....a second time.

The thing about people is that we all try to relate ourselves to other peopleAnd this is about the billion-th time I'm going to write about the only one that has mattered.You never wanted to relateYou...
Posted by máni ást on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 08:17:00 PST

this is how the beat drops

Spookstock was soo wild.Those pictures are very accurate too;I was in the colors and the water and the lines.It was all moving.The metalThe foamThe cheeseMy lip was falling off.The seatbeltThe keysIts...
Posted by máni ást on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 09:02:00 PST

a million letters.

We need to breathe it out so we can live and talk shit then talk it outI want your confidence andI want an accident andBaby baby baby you're making me crazyBaby baby baby you were no accident[But reme...
Posted by máni ást on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:20:00 PST

youll never know

just exactly what I'm thinking what I'm feeling. anything. you will never know. ever. ASSumptions. they never get you anywhere. "if you knew I was dying would it change you" .... spill these bones unt...
Posted by máni ást on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 04:54:00 PST

I can hear you whisper

Why must we burn our hands a thousand times before we ever learnThat there are reasons we react?We invited this.So should I bother waving goodbye as I go?Maybe one day ill be sane and you'll be sober....
Posted by máni ást on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 08:33:00 PST

trophy scars lyrics written in black.

I can't believe it took me this fucking long to realize what was meant by that.considering I'm the one who put them there.wow.and it only took two girls from my school crouching down and looking at th...
Posted by máni ást on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:35:00 PST

interpretaciones del oso.

just one time is all it takesto throw your life away. sometimes you proceed  forward, or remain in the same spot. this time, in a long time, I am truly happy. there's no rushing.an...
Posted by máni ást on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 12:55:00 PST

for a minute there I thought you were worth my time.

I'm not meaning to sound so cruel.And I'm sorry its coming out that way.But I think now is the perfect time to feel the way I do...because we seem to finally have an understanding.After last week, and...
Posted by máni ást on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 09:48:00 PST