My names Alyssa, I'm 16.
I'm very shy and i come off mean but i'm not.
I constantly feel like i'm not good enough.bflyts
art. photography. music. love. architecture. haunted houses. gore.
rock. ska. indie. acoustic. rap.
R.I.P Daddy
Feb. 25, 1957- Oct. 28, 2006
He was the person i was closest too, the one that meant the most to me, but he's gone. I can't begin to describe or explain how much i miss him. It fills like theres constantly a part of me missing. I could of stopped what happened to him, but i didn't, i didn't realize i needed too. I never thought something like this would happen to me, i always thought it was just something you would hear on the news, but it happened and it ruined everything for me. Nothing will ever be the same without him. I love and miss him more then anything.
Jillian, my best friend. She is the sweetest and nicest girl i know...not to mention the funnest. I hang out with her all the time and i love it, we constantly laugh and are always having fun. Shes a good friend that i've really been needing, i feel like i can trust her with my life. I love her.
Scott, my boyfriend, and one of my bestfriends. The past couple months with him have changed me alot, hes gotten me to look at things differently and to not be so negative. I've never been so close or so attached to someone before, and i'm happy i have with him. Everyone always tells me not think about the future but when it comes to him i can, i know that were going to be together. It may only be 3 months now but i can't wait till its 9.
Jacob, my brother. He may not be blood, but hes the closest to it. He means more to me then you could ever know.
Nick, my old bestfriend. I want us to be as close as we used to be.
Kenny, this past year hes been one of my closest friends. Hes one of the nicest guys i know. Whenever i see him hes always in a good mood and it makes me happy, hes the funnest guy to be around. He keeps me laughing all the time and is one of the easiest people to get along with. Although i haven't been as close to him as some other people i feel like i can trust him with anything.