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About Me

hi, my name is
and i just don't
give a fuuuuuuuuck.

R.I.P.
John Louis CulpepperII.
you will be missed.

i thought about ruining some childrens' lives today...
but then i reconsidered after thinking over the consequences.
one of those children were me.

i can shoulderrr lean, i don't know how to dance thoughhh.

My Interests

this is tessa.
she is definately the shizzz.
she absolutely reminds me of myself.
and i havn't found anyone anything like me, since john.
and it's like i met her for a reason.

she is my bess fran.

I'd like to meet:

"Today, a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there's no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imaginations ourselves."

autophobia - fear of being alone.
athazagoraphobia - fear of being forgotten.

Music:

rap.

Movies:

ATL.

Television:

pffft.

Books:

the kind you read.

Heroes:

lindsayloo is my hero.

My Blog

see.

see the girl on the side walking wanting to cross,but the light is red.see the man with the bible wanting to preach,but god is dead.see the girl on the sidewalk wanting to say hello,wanting to get ins...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 07:11:00 PST

uhh...

i don't think i knew anyone who knew who i was or where i was when i was who i was.but if you could help just find out who i was or who they were or who we are?i need to find anyone who knows who they...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 10:51:00 PST

saline soda.

i've got saline sodaand there's salt in my hair.deep sea diving,and i'm wondering,have you ever seen the depthsof the thickest despair?because this is a sight to see.there are photographs to take;with...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 06:09:00 PST

insomniac.

you're building a cemetary in your head, digging each grave by hand. under an unforgiving sunless sky i asked what drove you to such lengths. knee deep in the damp, freezing earth, you told me th...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 06:00:00 PST

insomnia clove.

everywhere that i go, anything that i do, i'm still waiting, still debating you. don't want to sleep, can hardly go on without sunlight or the approach of dawn. how futile, indeed, how fruit...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Sun, 28 Aug 2005 09:35:00 PST

R.I.P. John..

we were only five...when we first met.i knew we'd live forever,i made it a bet.now i'm in this world alone,you're not by my side..i can't even drive,cause i'm alone when i ride.i miss you so much,i wi...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 03:34:00 PST

kings and queens.

though, i am fascinated by all the diversity and beauty found everywhere throughout this small world. i really wish i could see it all and yet, i'm just a boy that is surrounded by individual kings an...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 03:03:00 PST

i'm halfway there.

i walk around with this rope in my hand,contemplating which tree in your yard i should use.i will call you tomorrow morning when i figure it out,i need you to come kick this chair out from under my da...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 12:38:00 PST

and the pain is endless.

It's so hard,letting go of the hands i hold.and forgetting that smell, when i fell asleep in your hairspray-dried hair.i broke my promises,and you did too.maybe i should break my neck,and you should t...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 11:19:00 PST

we paint perfect pictures.

then again. the controlled hearts both faint.the pain in their eyes colored with paint.and for the kids who lost their tears,the endless hours to cry alone.but if nothing is real, then what do we make...
Posted by ayy jayy jayyy.[R.I.P. John Culpepper.] on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 01:52:00 PST