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Jess the Mess

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About Me

Extremeist! Sickly passionate about writing. I can be the wierd girl in the room who is completely silent and won't stop writing for hours. I turned 21 this year and probably don't get out enough. My friends would say I can be a little outspoken but at least you don't have to wonder what I'm really thinking. I don't take life too serious because no matter how hard I try to prevent it, shit happens! Freaking out about it all doesn't solve anything or better the situation. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! Friends mock me when I say that because I'm always saying it but I don't really.the only actions, reactions, issues and etc. I give a damn about are my own and my gnarly dog Jezabel! I've realized that most of the people who enter your life are gone just as quick as they entered. So I choose not to invest too much in one thing. I have no long term goals because I've learned that nothing ever goes accourting to my plans. I just trust that I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. And even though things seem bad, I know it will get better, it will get a whole lot worse before it gets better but it will get better. I enjoy life even though I tend to be a bit histrionic at times. I know I'm a kick ass chick who loves to laugh and have fun. That's me! I'm a fucking mess! ..

My Interests

ong conversations that last for hours,jogging at dusk,BOYS,reading,silence,DRUM and BASS!,honesty,doodling,making CD's,ice cream in the middle of the night,pie,straws,80's music,dancing for no reason,exchanging really bad jokes,tanning in the texas heat for hours and hours,biting my nails,pictures,staying awake,cigarettes,breakin hearts,art,taboo,pillows(lots),comfy warm beds,fire,texting,good conversations with old friends,great food,poetry,hip hop,texans,pop ice,trying on clothes,shoes and lots of them,money,baths,being held,puppy breath,laughing,crying,screaming,rapping in the middle of conversation,BOYS,leaving heart on my sleeve,flowers,cherries,sun glasses,listening,analyzing everything,thinking way to hard,dying my hair,animals,dr. pepper,being drunk and disorderly,integrity,great ganja,driving with the windows down,the beach,attention,BOYS!

Music:

death cab for cutie,DEAD PREZ,cory morrow,modest mouse,aaliyah,the roots,OAR,alicia keys,ZRO,Lil wayne,michael degrace,vinyl addik,THA FUCKING TRANSMISSIONS!,luda,tupac,biggie,JT, fuck! Just give me a beat and I'll figure something out! http://i76.photobucket.com/albums/j14/xglassicax/comment/ec6 828d3.jpg

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My Blog

cross your heart and hope to die....

nothing to write, no thoughts that come to mind.who ever thought pretending "to give a fuck" would be so exhausting.Pretending to care is the easy part. people come and go out of my life so quickly th...
Posted by Jess the Mess on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 06:51:00 PST

Fuck this!...I'm going gambling....

Faux feelings arise within me me again, pretending to love,hurt, cry only wear me out and repeatedly completely bore me. I go on helping others achieve their dreams...or is it silence out their scream...
Posted by Jess the Mess on Mon, 21 May 2007 06:16:00 PST

steveo

man, steveo got 10 years, I saw him get taken away. real sad situation, i pray for his family. i pray for him, im going to miss him but i am so thankful i got to chill with him before he went away. li...
Posted by Jess the Mess on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 05:08:00 PST

I MISS YOU

We will all miss you Cody, there is no doubt in our minds. All of the memories that we have, will never be left behind. Your smile, your laugh, the things that mean so much. We all love you Cody,...
Posted by Jess the Mess on Fri, 26 May 2006 05:40:00 PST