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Even the Best Hearts Have Their Bad Times. Pain is a Part of Life.

About Me

All in all, I'm just a scatter brained girl with a big heart but an even bigger mouth... I've got 99 problems but a bitch aint one. Word to your mother."About me section huh?" Allow me to share some of my "nice" thoughts as well (don't quote me directly on all this):
"The thoughts of youth are long thoughts."
Welcome to my Matrix.
Name: Krystle.
Age: 20
Addiction: CAFFEINE! AHHH.. I'm an addict again!
Location: San Antonio, Texas... A big little city.
Haute Couture is the shit.
I like wearing dresses.
I'm still a tomboy though. (And supposedly I have the mouth of a sailor... oopsie. F*ck!)
I'm learning to move forward looking backwards. It's best to understand your past especially all the flaws and mistakes! Or else they'll happen again and again!
I over analyze things WAY too much.
BUT at some point it's a positive thing.
I'm nice to everyone at first. I really don't like it when people start out as a complete ass and feel as if people have to earn their kindness.
Who's to say anyone deserves less then the decency of a smile.
It's NOT fake people. That's one of my pet peeves these days... everyone running around talking about how "real" they are and how "fake people are this and that"... Well, if your "real eyes know real" then shut the fuck up, leave it at that, and pardon our ears for not wanting to hear your chin wag nonsense.
Traveling drepresses me because the trips never last long enough.
I'm my worst critic and I've learned to use that as an asset.
I'm enjoying the single life for once!
My priorities are still a little out of wack.
A jog is a nice dose of medication for me.
I'm sad that I don't have pets anymore.
I wish I was better at time management.
Having a sexy man rub my feet after a long day of work turns me on. Lol.
Life is hard.
Life is nice.
Let's all not forget that it can take a lifetime to build a reputation and just a single moment to ruin it.
People should take more risks in life.
I mean, smart ones... but risks...
You just might miss a life changing encounter.
I like having a glass of wine while I write...
I write just about everyday (not just on Myspace! LOL)... but I'm not an alcoholic. lol
Does it sound SOOO totally bitter if I go ahead and say...
Second chances SUCK! LOL
But in some people's cases...
I'm sooo addicted...
I think I'd give them my very own last chance.
Mmm... that sweet taste of temptaion.
Keep them guessing people...
There's nothing fun about boring (duh lol) that's why everyone loves alittle drama in their life. (Whether they like to admit it or not.)
But just like ANYTHING...
Too much of anything can be a bad thing.
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; Your rod and your staff, they comfort me.You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
I love the way Hebrew looks.
Poverty is a motherfucker.
When you take a few wrong turns looking for where you're going and you end up running into the headquaters for the homeless you realize how sick the world we live in REALLY is.
The sad part is, is that it wasn't anything I've never seen before. I've even seen worse but it's when it's fresh in your mind that you're FORCED to think about it.
Damn the rich for getting richer... and God please bless the poor that keep getting more poor........
"A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, or does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons, meant to bring her closer to self knowledge and unconditional self love."
Love is wild.
I'm in love. With a few passions I have in life.
I have a decent understanding that life can be rocky. I have an even better understanding that people's lives can suck and it causes them to be involved in other's people's business...
and THAT my friends can suck even more.
So, I was at Six Flags and my friend saw a pad on the floor and goes "GROSS" then I responded, "It's not used or anything..." he replied, "It's the concept."... Guys can be funny.
I'm a cool dork.
Oxymorons I do enjoy.
A sweetheart some days.
A bitch when things aren't smooth.
Blunt is something I'm perfecting.
I'm Random...
Hence the name.
I go to school over time.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
I'm obsessed with the Whole Foods Market.
I don't eat cows or chickens anymore...
along with just about every other animal
but I just might bite into some fish every once in a while
If you don't enjoy sarcasm you won't enjoy my company.
I'm a low budget psychologist...
for $199 down you can step into my office. :P
I love water with a twist of lemon and green tea...
I've recently discoverd Kombucha tea... You guys aren't ready for that. lol... seriously.
I love going to eat sushi w/ Neva because it feels like a holiday due to the fact it only happens twice a year. hehe jk Neva
I'm a little boushy...
Ghetto fabulous I must say... I'll drink my bottled water over paying cable...
I love Gucci shoes.
(and a bunch of other brands I shouldn't be spending money on)
I love MAC make-up and becasue I'm only a freelancer I'm willing to say this... NARS make-up is just a little cooler.
Philosophy lotion is the shit.
Orgins is my face wash brand
(Which one? WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO KNOW!!!!)
My dream job is to be an actress...
I'm going to take extreme measures to try and make that dream a reality.
I wish people who talk all this stuff about being someone big or someone great would actually set GOALS for themselves... I mean, why the hell should people ramble on about this star they're gonna be when they haven't even figured out what they love or what they're REALLY GREAT at?
I hate being negative but I'm not perfect people. And there's a lot of people like this.
Myspace seems to have really gotten to people's heads.
And no people.. I don't go around calling myself a model or a video vixen. I strictly have aspirations to be an actress.
Also, please don't over analyze my page.
You couldn't spend a lifetime trying to figure me out so don't hurt yourself trying to make connections with things I write and things you think you know about me.
Just e-mail me your address and I'll send you a copy of my autobiography one day.
If other realities have to set in I'm going to be a speech teacher while furthering my education to be a high dollar shrink.
I'll talk anyone's ear off.
I'll also lend my ear's to be talked off.
My hobbies are book collecting and Dip.
I feel cool when people talk about me behind my back. lol (that's sarcasm people) I wasn't cool enough when I was younger for people to talk shit (I guess I was boring hehe)
I swear people use to be so nice to me. I honestly don't know what changed or maybe I just didn't know they were yapping back then... hmm
I have a list of things to do before I die.
I'd like to live in other countries too.
I want to be Published before I'm 25.
If I spent the time I do on Myspace writing instead I'd probably be finished with a series.
In other words... I HATE MYSPACE because it wastes my DAMN time and I have no self control. lol
Well, I've told you way more that I should've... But hey... "it is what it is". God Bless.
Any problems? Please visit the...
Jk.
Yes people, I am a Christian... But I'm also human and have "thoughts" HAHA... And this, in my opinion... IS HILARIOUS!
Compassion
If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion
Love
'Tis the most tender part of love, each other to forgive.
Intelligence
Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us. ;P
Truth
The first and last thing that goes through someone's head before they make a difficult decision...
Truth...
I give big ups to all the people out there who truly enjoy what they're doing with their selves and can honestly say they love the life they live and lead. I don't believe in bringing anyone down because you ought to be to lost in working on bettering yourself and your loved ones. We should all have an understanding that there will always be people out there with negative hearts and mentalities and that the only reason they cast negativity on anyone else is because they're in denial of their own flaws.
Live. Love. Be Merry..
Because we have love we have life and because we have life we are blessed and being blessed is a gift. So take care of yours and don't knock anyone else's because you're knocking the person that gave it to them... God bless.
“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.”

My Interests

Interests: Writing, acting, singing, dancing, working-out, hot tea, coffee, books, soy, bottled water, organic stuff (not just food), clothes, cigars, Muscle Milk, Caffine, Internet, Book stores and cafes, Long walks, people watching, Fad diets, make-up, haute couture, random things, random moments, quotes, my English teacher (summer session 1 lol), perfume, hugs, kisses, Las Vegas, Miami, Paris, Flatonia, live music, and um about 12,000 other things I'll mention some other time.

I'd like to meet:

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Wishes:
I wish people would read a little more, write a little more, and love a little more.
I wish people would do occupations for the passion and not the money.
I wish death could always be a peaceful thing to the person and their loved ones.
I wish the the fact that the best thing isn't always the easiest thing could be implemented in everyone's mind. I also wish...

(One of the things I do love about America is the fact that I have the freedom to put pics like this up and not have to worry about getting my head chopped of the next week. God Bless the U.S.)

and people would eat a little more...

and stop eating so much...

Music:

I miss the old Brittany.
I'm on some other shit when it comes to music... I was raised with a heavy metal loving, guitar playing (what do you guys know about Steve Vai?) uncle, an Elton John watching, Rod Stewart, Bread, and The Beatles loving mother, a cousin who was listening to Busta Rhymes before she could even say his name right... I love ALL kinds of music... oh yeah, did I mention my dad loves country? Now I know why I started crying when I was 10 and my mom wouldn't buy me a Yanni CD... HA! did I just say that? LOL

Heroes:

People who can stand up for things they truly believe in. People who follow their passions.

random.

Status: Single.
Here for: Friends :)
Orientation: Straight
Hometown: Spent a good chunck of my childhood in Florida. Grew up the rest of the way in Texas. Been here ever since.
Body Type: I work out. I eat right. I have a healthy body.
Ethnicity: Filipina and Czech
Religion: Catholic.. but other religions fascinate me.
Sign: Sagittarius
Smoke / Drink: I don't smoke/When I'm out I drink a Grey goose tonic with extra lime.
Children: Maybe in 20 yrs like Salma Hayek
Occupation: I help people feel better about themselves. I'm also a starving artist. SUPPORT THE ARTS.
Money: We all want more.

My Blog

I See Stars

I bet you guys thought I was gonna write a blog about what happened last night huh?!  NOOOOOOOOOOOOPE...  Just know that I'M NOT TRIPPING!!  Hehe...  I got myself into my own shit ...
Posted by random.. on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 01:09:00 PST

Bitter I am

You would think that I'd try and be positive every once in awhile but...  that's just not what's going on these days. 1) So far in the past month I had to go through hearing about some piece of s...
Posted by random.. on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:21:00 PST

Ifudontlikemymouthuseurs2kissmyass.

And listen to this guy... He could be my brother LMFAO... We're so alike... We both talk too damn much... but make some pretty good points.I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF I HAVE A SAILOR MOUTH! hehe....
Posted by random.. on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:59:00 PST

ALITTLELAUGHFROMMETOYOU.

I LOVE THIS GUY!...
Posted by random.. on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:52:00 PST

This Be The Verse

They fuck you up, your mum and dad They may not mean to but they do They will give you the faults they had And add some extra, just for you. But they were fucked up in their turn By fools in old-style...
Posted by random.. on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 09:45:00 PST

5 + 5 = 10 Normally I'm done after 5 SHEESH!

Alright alright...    YOOOUUUU guessed it...  another 5 WONDERFUL things...  Read and enjoy to my frequent visitors.    1)  Since, sense, or cents... ...
Posted by random.. on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 03:20:00 PST

WHOA NOW?! +5 Lol...

1) You look stupid as hell trying to say NEXT TIME you're going to break someone's nose...  How old are you blondie? 2)  If you were bout anything you would've handled your business... (who...
Posted by random.. on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 09:30:00 PST

FUCKTHEBULLYOUFEELME.

Freedom of speech is cool. Everyone HATES loosing. "Everyone wants to be paid a little money, attention, and love."  Everyone is nosey. Everyone has something they're vain about. Everyone gets j...
Posted by random.. on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 03:00:00 PST

Journal-Reasons II.

Same old mush comes with the same old yawns...  If you're use to it...  Be my guest and READ ON!  Lol... When there's a certain amount of doubt in your mind about anything, there's norm...
Posted by random.. on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:33:00 PST

random.lovecolumn (mushy mush) vol. I

Just like in the song, "I find it hard to say that everything is alright."  I walk around with that feeling of a stomach full of air with pressure building that slowly pushes those uncr...
Posted by random.. on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 07:44:00 PST