when you left me, my heart didnt just break, it shattered into a million tiny pieces. now im the one picking them all up and slowly putting it back together again. it will never be the same now. there is no worse feeling on earth than that of heart break. especially when its by the one you love. i dont want to sit here and blame anyone for this. i dont even know if its any ones fault. everything just fell apart and went down at an uncontrollable rate. oh well. theres no going back now. all i can do is accept the fact that you are gone and my life will never be the same.(i really wish i had a time machine). if only things didnt have to be this way. to me this whole situation goes wayy deeper that she likes him, he likes her. love is something serious and it really should'nt get thrown around as much as it does. a lot of people these days get with someone and their initial thought is they're "in love", when really no one actually knows what love is. i still dont know exactly what love is but i think i have a pretty clear thought of what it might be. but maybe im wrong?. i really wish you knew how bad it feels to be lied to then watch the person your in love with go on with someone else u never thought they would leave you for. it cuts like a knife. i hope no one has to go through this feeling. no one deservs something this painful. im glad you dont, but im sad that i do. also, every single word you've ever said to me, good and bad kills me inside. i got so caught up in "love" that i couldnt see what was going on, but u didnt try to stop me and help me take control again either. it was a slight fail on both of our parts. unfortunantly im the one stuck here in denial still trying to make everything seem right. (you have no idea how much i loved you. i was mistaken for just another guy.)
