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Free flow...I'm a big cry baby and modern day zealot when it comes to knowing my God. The Lord Jesus Christ of whom I am quite obsessed with for more reasons than a little bit. I feel as if I have been struck by lightening and lived to tell about it. True story. See I died once upon a past life and rose again because of the ressurrected power of Christ. I have been delivered from many beast of burdens and demons and deviltry by the process. But, yea...through Him my sins have been washed away through the blood of the Lamb and forgiven cast into the sea of forgetfulness. Hallelujah! Yea... I am delivered from evil perpetually for whom the Son sets free is free in deed. Amen. Yea, I am learning of sanctification, also a perpetual walk. The locations after the death and spiritual dimensions even in this flesh. These days I found myself deep cover in a valley filled with gloom and drought and despair. But it is all apart of God's plan and has to do with my calling - to become like them... the better to serve them with compassion. Yea, the Lord has shown me that my time is due. Yea, He has come for His testimony which is piping hot. I have all these notes and scribblings and things I have to sort and purge and get the grit of the dirt out of it so that He can use these things for they are His property. I pray that I can share them with whomever is listening. Some of the remnants could prove to be pearls of His wisdom to help uplift and encourage right here through this portal. I have to give a full accout of all I learned here and then some so that others will know too that no matter how far you fall the Lord can reach down and pick you up. The secret is in your praise and worship. Worship means to "obey" and praise is the ultimate demostration of your faith by which your outward expression utilizing the gifts that the Lord bestowed upon you in correlation and compliment to your fellow man. Praise has to do with honoring the fact that you are in existence and acknowledging your predestined design and operating in that order and nature. As it is written every living thing that has breathe shall praise ye the Lord. In that, the Lord led captivity captive and gave gifts unto man. The better to serve His Magesty with. The better to praise Him. True and mighty weapons of warfare whereby the enemy is defeated. It is up to you how far you want to take it. But remember if you are luke warm in anything the Lord shall spew you out like bad wine with air in it. Yea, it time for me to leave here because I humbled myself to this degree. In repentance I lost and forsook everything I thought I knew and trusted in because God showed me the alters I had erected in his presence in my heart. So I decided to burn them out. Talk about burnt offerings. Trusting that the Lord would give it all back to me in His order and how?. That would explain the new house around the corner from the old house that I lost in the foreclosure in the former season and the Lord making my former husband/whoremunger-common-law-pharoah/ children's father coming back to honor a woman, I, whom he used to disgrace by using me as nothing less than a baby making cuncubine. So you see the Lord really can make your enemy your footstool if you set at His right hand for long enough. And it wasn't even a long time either. Long story. But yea, true to scripture whatsoever a man soweth that shall He reap. Amen. So I sowed out. Became a gazing stock/welfare mom for a spell and was reproach for while. But that is okay because now I am just now recieving my new skin and covering and new strength to go with it.Can anyone know what it is to prophesy to your self that you shall live and not die by the power of the Holy Spirit? Yea, even David had to encourage himself in the Lord. Because the Lord showed me the burdens on my heart and what they were for. If I am to be the one to stand in the gap than I have to be strong enough to endure the territory that I have entered into. I have to know how to wear the full armor of God daily perpetually for the fellowship of the suffering of Christ is nothing to take lightly. The enemy has peaked my future and though he has petitioned to sift me like wheat... Yea, I am determined to die on the battlefiled of life because this world is not my home anyway. No sense in trying to become comfortable in it - the only true way I can be content because the of burdens. Who will go for my family? Who will minister to my household if I should become wounded and die because I had no understanding of warfare? Who will fight the devil for their salvation to be recieved if the Lord has already determined that He has chosen me for such a feat and such a time as this even? Except the seed die it can not produce any fruit. So I am inclined to set down that cup of opressiveness and depression and wandering and pick up my cross and continue the path by which has been already carved by my Savior, the Christ who already suffered it all. Yea, to suffer in this regard is no higher honor. Can somebody say the power of His ressurection? Now it is time for Him to promote me as it is declared in His actual words. So I'm on edge ready for the breakthrough. Making preparation for there is much. So much that has be done... so much that has to be tended to. When I first got inducted into this myspace groove I was so psyched! It was like the first sign of my awakening or coming back to life. I thought, "Yes!" "Yes!" "Now I can declare the Lord's word and everyone shall hear where I been and the things I saw when permitted my "personal exodus" and traveling through "the eye of the needle" was nothing easy to perform." "But by His power and His might the Lord kept me by his right hand. He preserved me for his purposes and on and on and on, etc, etc." But then something happened just as I was about to take off. I had this vision that I was running over a meadow free and fleeting humming a tune something like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz but I was saying.."So I'm off to do my Lord's will the wonderful Lord of all."I was happy and niave and unprepared thinking that the Devil would not bother me and all of a sudden this flying creature likened to a real live gargoyle swooped me up and dropped me down a well. So there I sat in captivity but the Spirit of the Lord came to visit me. And sup with me He did. And He elevated my spirits to sore again and encouraged me showing me all these amazing visions of what my life is to be in Him should I persevere and finish my course. So I began to cry and weep before the hills and the Lord heard my cry and inclined His ears to me and lifted me up out of a horrible pit saying many sayings through the mouth of His made vessels impressing upon my soul "But wilt though be made whole?" Speaking of those vessels of honor; maidens in the Garden of G to emerge triumphantly. Women on the other side of the world who have died to their past lives the same as I and now live again through the power of the ressurection of the Christ of whom I met on and through this sight that have mighty ministries the same and are thriving in their calling, I love and appreciate you all. True to my by-line catch phrase, Can I Wash Ur Feet Please? "Just when you think your the only one." Then just yesterday the Lord said to me, "Take up thy bed and walk." So now I'm walking and walking and walking some more. To the point where my walk has transformed into a march and now I understand. I understand how a man can fall seven times yet still be declared righteous. I understand about lifting up holy hands. I understand how the effectual, fervent prayer of the righteous availeth much. Yea, I understand how no matter where I make my bed, the Spirit of the Lord is there. Yea, I am thankful. Very thankful that the Lord chose me to deliver the message; that the giftings and the callings are without repentance; That the Lord is long suffering and patient with us; That He seared my tongue with His testimony. For there is no greater calling. A wretch like me... Yea, He found favor in me and I am so thankful. That He entrusted me with much of the inner most secrets of the Kingdom of Heaven. Yea, that is why I sing,... "Why should I feel discouraged for his eye is on the sparrow and I know he watches me." I am excited about the rest of my life in this life and thereon into eternity to be present with the Lord to see and witness His actual contenance; singing in praise and worship before the Throneroom of God, "Worthy, worthy, worthy is the Lamb that was slain for my sin. to Him be all the power and glory and honor forever and ever and ever. Amen. I have to be about my Father's business seriously. There are souls waiting to be released by my account of the Lord's testimony. I am commanded to guard the record with all my heart, mind, strength and soul of why I believe so they can recieve it - the heathen, the harlot and the abandoned child. These are the very ones whom He has sent me forth to claim for they are my inheritance for I have been once upon a time all three - drawn of His spirit so that they can be truly set free. And if that is what it is going to take... then run for cover cause this thing here could get down right bloody before it is all over. I haven't said nothing yet! TBC.Compelled and Convicted, Jessica M. Richardson-Hall Aspiring Ministress Can I Wash Ur Feet Please Ministries Jacksonville, Florida
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