11/03/09 |
"can somebody please just shoot me?" i ask as i light up another ciggerette and begin to type.. im sitting here watching king of the hill. man.. i love this show but sometimes it gets real lame. its f... Posted by on Tue, 03 Nov 2009 17:14:00 GMT |
always pull out except in war |
always pull out except in war. 6 words i shoulda learned a year ago. not that im afraid to be a daddy nor do i not wish for my baby boy to be born, just saying.. if i could go back a little, i would o... Posted by on Tue, 03 Nov 2009 17:12:00 GMT |
this ones for u kris. |
Posted by on Sun, 18 Oct 2009 02:09:00 GMT |
weird dream.. |
i had a dream... OK? one weird fuckin dream. all due to me keeping the TV on and taking two night time pain reliever PM pills. i had the channel tuned to a music channel. and if you have dish, its cha... Posted by on Mon, 12 Oct 2009 12:10:00 GMT |
heres whats up with me lately. 8-21-09 |
gosh what a boring week ive had. ibe been sitting around doing just a little much of nothing. you know.. they're right when they say that the walls start closing in on you after a while. feels like th... Posted by on Fri, 21 Aug 2009 15:07:00 GMT |
posting what on my mind right now |
i know that what chelsea did by sending me back home was the right thing for her to do to help her depression and i know she felt like i was being too pushy.. but what she done wasnt right either.. ig... Posted by on Thu, 13 Aug 2009 22:00:00 GMT |
6/24/09 |
dealing with heartbreak...and the pain ive felt this past month. ive had nothing really to look forward to. i havnt heard from chelsea, i probably never will. kristi is always busy and i only hear fr... Posted by on Wed, 24 Jun 2009 01:37:00 GMT |
from the rain.. |
from the rain i hear the painthe screams that shatterthe broken hearts that never mendthe promises broke and the heartachesand the loss of another friendfrom the rain i feel the painin the shame i fee... Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 01:05:00 GMT |
my pearl white angel. |
for a change in subject.. From the book: "Horses Are Made To Be Horses": "...the Lord looked down on a Sunday morning and saw that something was missing - something that represented His patience, His ... Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:48:00 GMT |
6- 7- 09 i miss her.. |
its hard to block somebody u love out of your life. even if it were for the best. i dont know what to do now, or where to go. all i can think of doing is sit here on this computer, smoke these ciggere... Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 23:51:00 GMT |