Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be...

About Me

I'm So Lost...
By Francis
The breeze and orange painted sky begins to
fade.
The wind grows chill and what I thought you
and I had has now come to an
end.
I can't defend, how I feel
without being selfish
Somehow what I desired so desperately has slipped
though my fingers yet again,
and I don't know how
It's just when you think you have it all figured out,
that you end up 10 steps back, hurt,
depressed, stressed,
and asking yourself if you have a right to be.
To me,
I just wanted to give you everything
Things that no one had ever given, done,
or shown you.
Missing you is beginning to wear on me,
cause I'm thinking of you....
CONSTANTLY
There's so many questions my soul
can't be bothered asking
Theres this picture I have stuck in my mind,
of you
that I don't see ever going away.
Catching feelings is a very scary
thing,
Its more yearned for then a glass of water on
the hottest day,
but far more toxic,
then the deadliest substance.
I miss you, but somehow, seeing you
won't satisfy this urge, or shake
the feeling of us ever being together.
But for you I will try
to deny
how I feel
I'm not suppose to feel like this
it's to quick,
but however my love,
We don't have the luxury of controlling
there emotions,
and who we catch feelings for.
I'm lost in you
So lost in you,
It pains me...
and its scary that now
I'm forced to find a way out, with a map
and no flashlight.
Heres The Deal With Me:
Im A 17 year old
Fashion Designer.
Im a gorgeous human being,Inside and Out,
(Not cocky, just call them as I see them)
Ummmm.....I study people....Especially relationships
Anthropology is a big thing to me
Im really big on friends
My best-friend Angelina means the world to me
When I need her shes there....THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE 4
Were Cooler...::smiles
Alot of things has happened to me regarding friends
recently and Angelina has been there 4 me and I love her 4
it...
::kisses::
Love ya Mamas

My Interests

Designing,
Poetry,
Dreaming,
Wishing,
Praying
Dancing,
Myspace-ing
Meditating
Thinking
Relaxing
Loving
Learning
Hoping

I'd like to meet:

I Love, Love , Love, To Laugh.
Any One to put a smile on this face....
Is defiantly a +
I'm such a busy person
Always on the run i need
some one who's gonna bring a little
happiness....
Preferably a model. ;)
Shallow?
I know I need someone who can jive
with my soulful spirit.
I need someone who I can take out my 17 yrs of sexual aggression
on in all the right ways ; )
I need someone who's gonna be honest.
Someone who listens to Prince.
Loves sex just as much as I do.
Loves me just as much as I love them.
Not Flaky(wishy washy).......
Mean what you say....
Say What you mean...
Intelligence would help
Sanity also goes a long way.
And doesn't consist of more than 1 personality.
Think U fit my Standards?....Lets see
Let me say....
It will be hard
I'm currently not in the mood
to loan my heart to anyone
Last time I did....I was taken advantage of
as I usually am....::shakes head:: But feel free to try.

Music:

Bob Marley and the Wailers
Joy Denalane (something new 4 the people)
Peter Tosh
Bobbi Humphrey (From before I could speak)
Issac Hays
Frank Beverly and Maze
Stevie Wonder
George Clinton and the Parliment Funkedelic
Al Green
Boy George
Rick James
Prince
Billy Holiday
Etta James
Jimi Hendrix
Sex Pistols
Joss Stone
Ok Go
The New York Dolls
Motley Crue
Blondie
Guns N Roses
Jimmy Cliff
B.B King
Wu Tang Clan
MC Lyte
2pac
Pink
Nirvana
New Edition
Morris Day
Notorious B.I.G
Chaka Khan
Brainstorm
Beyonce
AudioSlave
Angie Stone
Barry White
Lauryn Hill
Thelonious Monk
Curtis Mayfield
Musiq
India Arie
Erykah Badu
John Coltrane
Miles Davis
Jill Scott
The Fugees
Dixie Chicks
Rick James
Stevie Wonder
LifeHouse
Marvin Gaye (....you were right...war isn't the answer)
Billy Joel
David Bowie
Billy Paul
Fiona Apple
Nina Simone
Lyfe Jennings
Mos Def
Ani DiFranco
Ella Fitzgerald
Amel Larriuex
Corrine Bailey Rae
Lauryn Hill
Janet Jackson
Ciara
Peabo Bryson
Roberta Flack
Monica
LaBouche
Otis Redding
Queen ( Best Band Ever)
Maxwell
D'Angelo
Esthero
Erykah Badu
Gerald Levert
The O'jays
Tina Turner
Kool and the gang
Rakim
Immortal Technique
Jamerequi
Alegbra
Mary j. Blidge
Jean Grea
Non-Chalant
Lil' Kim
Duke Ellington
Teena Marie
Teedra Moses
Tierra Mari(Phone booth is my shiznit)
Grandmaster Flash
Fab 5 Freddy
Africa Bumbatta
Krs ONE (South Bronx, South South Bronx)

Movies:

Malcolm X
Bowling for Columbine
Paris is Burning
Homeroom
Wigstock
Too Wong Foo Thanks For Everything Julie Newmar
Office Space
FAME
Lostin Translation
A Beautiful Mind
Dead Presidents
Breakfast at Tiffany's
American Psycho
Psycho
Gia
Cry Baby
Party Monster
Rules Of Attraction (great flick)
Clueless
The Birdcage
Thirteen
Brokeback Mountain
Vamp
Fright Night
Coming To America
Red Shoes
Cooley High
Pretty In Pink
Heathers
Monster
Rent
Mean Girls
TransAmerica
Basic Instinct
Latter Days
Nanook Of the North
Judy Garland Flicks
The Misfits
Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang
Man on Fire
Ricochet
John Q
Carmen ( the original )
Willie Dynamite
Supa Fly
The Devil Wears Prada
Moulin Rouge
Chicago
Cabaret
Saw I, and II and III
Prozac Nation
A League All Of There Own
Pulp Fiction
Resevior Dogs
Goodfellas
Jackie Brown
Casino
Scarface
Blow
The Godfather I, II, and III Traffic
Casablanca
Gone With The Wind
The Maltese Falcon
Sabrina
Open Water
Enemy Of State
Behind Enemy Lines
Paris When It Sizzles
Purple Rain
Woo!
Waist Deep
John Tucker Must Die
The Notebook
The Cable Guy
Man On The Moon
Just to name a few....

Television:

Dance Life
Noah's Arc
Sponge Bob
Pee-Wees Playhouse
Americas Next Top Model
Project Runway
Nip Tuck
Flavor Of Love
Family Guy
Batman
Soulfood
Desperate Houswives
Real World
Lost
Weeds
The Wire
The Simpsons
Daria
The Sopranos
Sex And The City

Books:

The Art Of War
The Women Of Brester Place
Karma Sutra
Julius Ceaser
Lies My Teacher Told Me
Night
The Count Of Monte Cristo
Waiting To Exhale
Satanic Verses
Disco Bloodbath
Party Monster
Up From Slavery
The Dictionary
A.L.T
Anything By Khalil Gibran
James Baldwin
and Truman Capote

Heroes:

My Father
Christ
Santa Clause(He does to exist)
Patrick (from Spongebob)
Malcolm X
Martin Luther King
Ani DiFranco
Angelina
James St. James
Bob Marley
Tanya Stephens
Marcus Garvey
Tupac Amaru Shakur
Alfred
Hitchcock
Gianni Versace
Karl Lagerfeld
Tom Ford
Ralph Lauren
Isaac Mizrahi
Andre Leon Talley
Yves Saint Laurent
Christian Lacroix
Muiacca Prada
Willi Ninja (R.I.P Sept 8th 06')
Truman Capote
James Baldwin
James Brown
Huey Newton
John F Kennedy
Haile Selassie
CoCo Chanel
Riley Boondocks
Yogi Berra
Napoleon Bonaparte
Aretha Franklin
EJoe Wilson
Jacqueline Mothersille
The Artist Formerly Known Prince
and Lady Day

My Blog

Libras

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Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:46:00 PST

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Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:19:00 PST

For Lovers Only....

"...This ain't for the ones That just love for fun That just love and run that just hold the gun This is for Those that bleed That want but have no need This ain't for the war this is only For Lov...
Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 09:32:00 PST

Back To Black....

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Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 09:15:00 PST

An Unknown Factor, In A Mixed Relationship

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Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 10:34:00 PST

So Lost,

You Move Me.... (A Poem For You ::points finger::)

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Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 07:22:00 PST

Loves Hangover....

So it is said that the easiest way to get over a hangover....Is simply to have another beer. I think it may actually be the same with relationships. I was heart broken over a past relationship and the...
Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:24:00 PST

Hello/Goodbye Happiness ::confused::

Today was a bit confusing...Ok Hereit is.I was in times square today and saw you know who...Not bad until we started talking it was seriously like nothing had ever EVERHappened. We were laughing, talk...
Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 05:30:00 PST

Hello There Brooklyn....

So I've been spending alot of time in Brooklyn Recently, My birthplace....Born and Raised but for whatever reason.In the last 4 years I have been spending way more time in borrows othere than good ole...
Posted by Wrapped In Your Arms Is Were I Wanna Be... on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 08:14:00 PST