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About Me

I Am Wind. You are Fire.17.A little thing, like children putting flowers in my hair, can fill up the widening cracks in my self-assurance like soothing lanolin. I was sitting out on the steps today, uneasy with fear and discontent. Peter, (the little boy-across-the-street) with the pointed pale face, the grave blue eyes and the slow fragile smile came bringing his adorable sister Libby of the flaxen braids and the firm, lyrically-formed child-body. They stood shyly for a little, and then Peter picked a white petunia and put it in my hair. Thus began an enchanting game, where I sat very still, while Libby ran to and fro gathering petunias, and Peter stood by my side, arranging the blossoms. I closed my eyes to feel more keenly the lovely delicate-child-hands, gently tucking flower after flower into my curls. "And now a white one," the lisp was soft and tender. Pink, crimson, scarlet, white ... the faint pungent odor of the petunias was hushed and sweet. And all my hurts were smoothed away. Something about the frank, guileless blue eyes, the beautiful young bodies, the brief scent of the dying flowers smote me like the clean quick cut of a knife. And the blood of love welled up in my heart with a slow pain.---Sylvia Plath

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Jeff Buckley and Mother Teresa "Figure out who you are separate from your family, and the man or woman you're in a relationship with. Find who you are in this world and what you need to feel good alone. I think that's the most important thing in life. Find a sense of self because with that, you can do anything else." —Angelina Jolie

My Blog

Never Alone

Isn't life interesting? I know so much more than i knew before, my mind and body continually molding itself; learning day by day, hour by hour something new. Once you think you have it all figured out...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Nov 2009 19:25:00 GMT

i want what is mine mine, what belongs to me

the thoughts hit me in waves of blue and silver,the grim black seems to whisper less seductive in my earfear juxtaposed with anger rules the ship,i ask it to steer the other way, no longer begging but...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Sep 2009 21:28:00 GMT

finding strength in the beauty

they say you start living the day you soak in all the beauty. i woke up and saw nature, and for the first time realized the depth of its worth-and the sound of its wind told me i was worth the same. i...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 20:30:00 GMT

Blooming like the daffodils, in a sweet midnight dream.

In the midst of the breakdown, someone tells me to love myself. at this point, i know its possible.the crys of negation are fading. i've been here before, this time around i loathe the feeling. I'm ru...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 17:45:00 GMT

Follow me on twitter

i just got this thang:http://twitter.com/Aly477come tweet me.
Posted by on Tue, 17 Mar 2009 11:45:00 GMT

Paths/Poetry

Paths March 7th, 2009 .. Lookat every path closely and deliberately. Try it as many times as youthink necessary. Then ask yourself, and yourself alone, one question.This question is one tha...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 10:21:00 GMT

Passion?..

people who have passion for something really impress me. whether its drawing, biology, music, swimming, whatever. It's something i wish i had. I mean i don't have as many hobbies as i wish i had. I us...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 08:34:00 GMT

Nothing at all.

Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide.I'll take it by your side.Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide.I'll take it by your side.Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 13:05:00 GMT

Obama/Biden 2008 and on..... let it reign.

It's not just a cute pictureit's for Change... :) Peace... let it reign. Vote, vote, vote.
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 09:05:00 GMT