ÜYuKiKo-cHaNÜ

=hello... =my name is merei hatanaka=i am 14 and as you see...i am half japanese-filipina... =i am a peace loving girl...[so i come in ..=p] =i try to keep myself out of troubles as much as possible.. =i love music very much its my passion already since i was a kid =i love classical,jazz,blues and alternative.. i love sakuras.. =i love summer festivals in japan.. =i love playing in the rain..especially with my friends...you get all wet and stuffs... =i am a very compassionate =i tend to become really sensitive at times =i appreciate every thing even how small it is =i dont like bringing people down...but i like bring myself down.. =i like helping people very much =i am a quiet person =i admit sometimes i hide in my own sad world =i dont like crowded places [i kinda have a sickness already with that] =i am a homebuddy.. =i admit that i love coffee at this age =i aint 16 okay? =yes im already taken by my hubby which is mr. jaypee magpayo..."KOI"..is what i call him =i love being alone...but that was then before i met my koi... =i certainly love chucks =i live in a suburb place =i love my ipod nano...i always bring it everywhere.. =i love writing poems under the tree especially if its afternoon... =i love playing in swings... =i love pastel colors =i'd rather eat veggies sometimes than to eat meat...[i know it sounds geeky but sometimes the taste of meat is icky...] =i love gir from invader zim... ="make me a sammich please?" =i have a gold bracelet in my left wrist..and i dont take it off...[something happens to me bad if i do] =i try to understand things even how confusing it is =i already attempted to kill myself =i hide my lonliness in my happy face =i dreamed to be a princess...just like in fairy tales..but it wont be happening =yes i like reading or watching fairy tales..[i mean its free to dream ryt?] =my motto in life:shit happens. =i like geishas...you know why?"geisha's doesnt sell their body...the sell their talents...their beauty...and their skills.."....[and plus they are purdee too...] =i am in a symphonic band in our school..i hold the tenor sax..and im alone in my section...*sniff* =i play guitar too...thats what i use as a medium to write all my songs... =i like white roses..and i dont like yellow roses..its for sick grandmothers [grr...i will =i also do like audrey hepburn =im a big fan of the movie moulin rouge =and oh yeah ryan sheckler is so f***ing cute.