Matthew-John ..AKA M.J.

Well About me. Im A Pretty complex person in so many ways....Im 26 years old...about 178lbs...dirty blond hair...blue/green eyes...Music is the key to all my emotions and I couldnt live without it. Years pass and people grow...suffer....love...cry...laugh and all of the things that come with life. Mistakes are made through life and its hard to deal with .... but the way I see things ...well ... its best to try and not have regrets when it comes to the things that you do through life...even if you make a wrong choice its worth something if you are able to learn from it. I do feel that everything happens for a reason.....even if at the time you cant understand .... All things happen in life for a reason. Growing up so many people come close to your heart in so many ways...some of those people stick around and others drift away...if a person is lucky a few of those people that touched your life will stay close....even through distance....At best they stay close to your heart. Im no stranger to mistakes in life. I had a rough 6 years dealing with a massive addiction to Narcotic Pain Killers...I hurt many people that I loved without even realizing that I was Doing it........I thank god for the few people in my life that stuck by me throught it all. Some people are cold.....and I guess that is just there way of life.....Im not one of those people at all....For the first time in my life I can say that Im ok with it all....and it feels so good to really say it and mean it. To all of you out there that dont know how to cope .. well you better fucking learn fast. On a better note i'll tell you more about myself.....I was born in East Stroudsburg and spent a huge part of my life growing up in saylorsburg Pa......After High school life took a crazy twist and I found myself in Philadelphia..."center city" and I fell in love with it all......after High School most of my time was spent in the city and I ended up going to school for Radiology and getting a job at a local Hospital....my narcotic addiction put that to an end for a short time....its so good to think with a clear head again. To be honest...even with all the mistakes I have made through life so far I would not change any of it for the world because it made me who I am today. Some other things about me....I hate Tipper Gore...I think she is a bitch.....I have a huge fear of Wigs......ahhhh the fucking frighten me so much. I want to thank all of my friends...."my real friends"...you all know who you are..... Angelica damn beautiful! there is so much to say about you...Thank god for you!!! We always had true fun....always lived....and could just sit there and talk for hours and laugh our asses off......I will always thank you for that....you have no idea how huge of a gift that all was to me.:Matteauseck