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☻Akemi☻&lt;myspace whore&gt;

I am here for Friends

About Me


Maybe I don't smile as much as her, & maybe I don't have as many friends as she does; but I'll bet you she hasn't gone through what I have. I'll bet she has never sat down on her stairs & just cried, cried her heart out because the whole world was caving in, and she just couldn't take it.
i'm amanda
remember that name cuz i'm gonna be
i'm pretty crazy fantastic!
i am ADDICTED to coffee!
mochas, espressos, or straight up black!
I ? it!
let's see, what else is there to know about me?
i love to drive around town doing absolutly nothing at all!
i do it quite often.
just me, a pack of cigs, a coffee, and my radio!
its one of the best ways to waste time!
so if you ever feel like doing something with no purpose let me pick you up and we can just chill!
You're The Disease And I'm The Cure. So Put Your Money On Me.
I bite...
I like to dance around in my underwear.
I rock short shorts.
I'm better with actions than words.
I always win...well pretty much
I'm not shy.
I don't open up to many people.
I like ink in my flesh & metal through my skin.
I work my life away.
I'm bad with words.
I don't smile nearly enough.
I'm nicer than you think.
I've got alot of fight in me.
Respect is key.
I speak my mind.
I like to pretend i'm tough.
Anything's possible.
xox
"Just give me a chance "
AIM~xXemoamandaXx
[email protected]

My Interests


Do you ever wake up,
To realise you’re asleep?
Looking at your reflection,
Feeling suffocated underneath?
Have you ever felt so lonely,
Because of your motionless heart?
Wandered around in the darkness,
Searching for that missing part?
Did you ever stop to ponder,
Asking when you could leave?
Knowing fully that your body,
Is incapable to breathe?
Would you ever break out,
To put ‘this’ all behind?
Then suffer from insanity,
From the voices in your mind..

Oh, I’m terribly sorry, dear,
But am I making you cry?
Think twice before losing your life then;
Because this is the price when you die.

I'd like to meet:



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Music:

I love all music. Hard rock to OLD rock to punk rock to underground, don't tell your mom, metal. I'll have to admit I also like hip hop and rap and techno. Like to get drunk and dance like a stupid school girl. HATE COUNTRY!! umm...alrite so lately i've actually been listening to it! SHHHHhhhh!
kisses for my bitches./././hugs for my thugs

My Blog

make me bleed

You hold my heart in your handsEvery time you talk.Nails digging,Nails ripping.You want to see it broken,Don't you? Torn apart by painful ecstasy,And sewed together again by false trust.You're choking...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 08:09:00 PST

violence fetish

..>Make me hurt, make me bleed,we must ignite this beast I feed,Let's spread the anger, bring the pain,we'll let the violence finally reign.Bring the violence, bring animosity,bring all the hate and s...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 07:57:00 PST

my pain

  ..> ..> ..> Have you ever felt true pain?The kind of pain that cuts your soul,The kind of pain that pierces your heart,The kind of pain that makes you want to die,This pain transcends th...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 10:31:00 PST

depression coruption

..> I sinking down too deep These horrid thoughts that my mind keeps Lock me away inside I'm fighting to just run and hideFeeling the cold from being aloneEats away my soulI try to stand tallinstea...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:05:00 PST

fragile

Life... so fragile.Flicker of a flame...Wondering... who's to blame?Fighting for her life.Running from the knife.Trapped in a box.Chained with locks.Running for her tombstone,A place to call her own.S...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 04:45:00 PST

i'm sorry

I know I said it, I know I did itMaybe I went overboard to prove a pointBut sometimes my pride gets in the wayMaybe I need some time away to get my head together,Yeah, yeahMaybe this was my last chan...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 07:08:00 PST

first flight...graduation?

Spread your wings and fly,they tell me.That's all I ever want to do-in the future tense.But tomorrow's come and gone.Now. They want me to flynow.Now, when all I want to do is curl into a balland hide-...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 01:57:00 PST

Forbidden

You're like my forbidden fruitgenuine, sweet, and rareI can't wipe you from my mindthinking for hours, I swearYou're my drug, my antidotefor times when life gets badbut not fully safe for meintoxicat...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:48:00 PST

you're a wonder

my heart stopped beatinga long time agoso i think i'm living on memoriesthat were never thereforgive me for being frankbut weren't you a LIAR?forgive me for being honestbut weren't you a FAKE?i wish i...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Tue, 01 May 2007 09:41:00 PST

here i lay screaming

Every evil thought I have I've surpressedEvery feeling when I was sad or stressedAll anyone wants is to be happyAnd it's people like you that destroy that thought from happeningYou help me when I nee...
Posted by ;Akemi;[[myspace whore]] on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 01:54:00 PST