GRaVITRON!C [ドラゴンの炎] Anti-YOU

I'd like to meet:

"Hey there youz!"
Name :Gran / Ran
D.O.B :09-17-1985
Gender :Male

Before you judge me, it would be best if you spoke to me first. I can come off as a dick, and alot of times i am. The only way im not is for you to get the fuck over it. Im pretty cool once you get to know me. But then again; getting to know me is a bad thing on my end. I seem to die for my kindness.
Im not a push over, i get walked all over due to kindness; therefore leading into the dick stage, its a barrier that only the true ones i trust can penetrate. Im a sucker for females. Those of which i am attracted to catch my attention. Thus putting up that wall to protect myself for the countless amount of times i have been walked on and/or lied to. If i like some one usually its hard to show it. The defence to gain intel on that of whom i desire. Surely if i do show an intrest and much of it, flirtation bound, usually...that would mean nothing. I dont want you, get the fuck over yourself.
Theres no such thing as one best friend. I know this fore i have six (6). They are my brothers and my sisters, they take care of me as i take care of them. There are many others who are just as close to me as these six(6) are, they just arnt within reach when i need them closer. [you know who you are so dont feel left out, if you think you are one(1) of them, you probably are.] My friends i take seriously, yes its kind of a big deal. I wouldn't trade them for anything. I heart U all.
I can say i have issues, every one does. If not, you can barely be called human. Mistakes are common in human life. They come and go. I think of it as small lessons that occur to be learned and no not always the first time around, goodness knows; and goodness knows how many times i have made the same mistake over and over. For that i come down on myself about it till i reassure myself that this is a normal life process. SHIT HAPPENS! Events will smack you in the face. Your job is to rise and overcome. Do this and life will surely show for a better future. I try to live by this, but im only a hypocrit to my onw thoughts.
Emotioms...Yes i have them. But i bottle them up. I show no nothing to any one only those who are worth the time. Those i know and who know me for who i am can see the emotion that i hide inside. Blind to others...they think they can see that there is something wrong, but they are infact wrong. What they are seein is they simple face of i dont give a fuck. If you were to come up to me and ask what is wrong, i would say "nothing". 98% of the time that is true. Piss off please if i need you help, i would have a sit down with you.
That pretty much all there is that im sure you would want to know. unless you want to know my favorite colors and food, small shit like that. You can find that out for yourself. some how, i dont know. Better ask some one.

Music:

.. Techno, Hard Techno, Trance, Hard House, Drum and Bass (DnB), Big Beat, Gabbah, Goa, Psy Trance, Psycidelic, Synth Pop, K-Pop, J-Pop, J-Rock, K-Rap, J-Rap, Happy Hard Core, Happy Handbag, Ambience, Lounge, French Pop, Trip Hop, -the list goes on-

Movies:

Many Nuff said... See the blog for the 3 movies posted.

Television:

Futurama, Family Guy, American Dad, Charmed, Angel, Fresh Prince, The Cosby Show, Scrubs, Chapelles Show, The Boondocks, Robot Chicken, ATHF, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Idaten Jump, IGPX, Ghost in the Shell, so on and so on

Books:

Harry Potter...yea i read some. And other books too, but not many. usually manga ot comics if those count.