T.R.A.C.E.Y

I love my life and FAILURE WILL NEVER OVERTAKE ME IF MY DETERMINATION TO SUCCEED IS STRONG ENOUGH. I like to talk... I also love to listen. I am 23 years old - although, mature for my age. I know the difference between fun and serious times and like to have both. In NJ, I was born in Englewood, raised in Clifton and Jefferson Township, relocated to Sussex where I plan to go skydiving, however, now live in Farmington, Maine. I am a huge dork, very random, and I love it! I love music because I put a song to every memory. I love learning. I know that not everything is perfect and to learn from my mistakes. I am a huge believer in "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" and nothing in life should be taken for granted, NOTHING is guaranteed, and you never know when someone or something will be gone. I appreciate what I have. On teams, I have run, swam, played lacrosse and softball, but I like all sports. I like to be active and I'm looking forward to training for a triathlon or half marathon. I have a black Mazda Protege. I get bored easily but enjoy intellectual conversations. I love watching movies, taking random road trips, and detailing cars. I ABSOLUTELY HATE DRAMA. I say what's on my mind and I expect my friends to do the same. I HATE liars and people who use and abuse you. Tell me how it is straight up even if it will hurt me because the truth hurts but I ACCEPT that. My favorite colors are red and black. I like to be comfy and have around 50 hoodies but also like looking cute. I have some OCD tendencies: my stereo volume ALWAYS has to be on a number ending in 5 or 0, my clothes are in color order, and my sneakers or shoes are always clean and polished. I tend to be overly organized yet procrastinate. I am procrastinating now. I don't watch TV much hence why I don't have cable at my house but have a 60" TV - go figure. I love taking pictures of random things. I enjoy watching the sun rise and set. I have a few close friends who I LOVE and devote my energy to. I would do ANYTHING for them and I don't know where I would be without them. I love California and have been there every year since I was 8. My sister, Kim, lives there with my brother-in-law, John; nephew, Ian, and niece, Ava. I am working to rebuild myself and my relationships. I hate spelling errors, typos are one thing, but PLEASE, it's called a dictionary! I love, LOVE, being in love, and HOPE whoever I am with does too. I think being "in love" is an over used phrase and am not quick to use it. I absolutely LOVE to cuddle. I wish I knew how to play the piano. I don't like coffee but drink it if i put a lot of milk and splenda in it. I'd rather have hot chocolate or French vanilla cappuccinos. I think makeup is extremely overrated but I wear it anyway. I have a quiet side but a BIG mouth and stand up for what I BELIEVE in! I am sometimes stubborn, but i am extremely fair and most of the time logical. I have a one and a half year old Beagle-Whippet named Xena. I'd rather be cold than hot and therefore live in an igloo. I LOVE to laugh and joke around. I LOVE to make others laugh even if it's at my OWN expense. I like honesty and being blunt so be prepared. I live for the little things in life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR EXPECTATIONS HIGH, YOU'LL LIVE A LIFE OF DISAPPOINTMENT. I have a good outlook on life and look forward to my future. I'm a perfectionist so everything takes FOREVER to do. I'm EXTREMELY detailed and goal oriented. I'm getting BORED writing this so I am going to STOP...NOW.

There comes a point in your life when you're tired of chasing and trying to fix things, it's not giving up - IT'S REALIZING that you DON'T NEED some people, and the DRAMA they bring with them. AS LONG AS I HAVE BEEN BREATHING, people have been DECEIVING! I've been through the break-ups, backstabs, and lies...I have a list of the kind of people I DESPISE! They have NEVER TAKEN me DOWN with them, and they NEVER WILL...because on my OWN TWO feet, I STILL STAND!!! ...so IF you have my trust, DON'T LOSE IT, and if you have my love, DON'T ABUSE IT!!