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Name's Denisa. I am a christian && love having the lord in my life. I am a MAJOR ♥daddy's girl♥ && a southern girl at heart. Orange && lime green are my favorite colors. Butterfingers, smartiees && sixlets ROCK. I LOVE Sonic's food, best damn food around. I am easily amuzed, very hyper, && outreagously energetic. I ♥♥ kids. I ♥♥ riding horses. ♥♥ to go trailriding, camping, fishin, && mudding, I absolutley ♥♥ it. I ♥♥ jeeps and mustangs, they are my dream cars. Me in a JEEP = THE WOODS, MUSTANG = LEAD FOOT, I love to speed in a mustang. My best friend is my sister && my dad. I ramble like my sister .... don't like it, get over it. I am very random && alot of the times I dont make no sense. I get sidetracked, distracted && off subject very very easily, especially when I'm buzzed, been drinkin a little to much or had to much caffine && chocolate. I can be a smartass at one point && be sarcastic at the next point or sometimes both at the same time. I DO speak my mind when needed and very opinionated. I have been thru a situtation that made me look at the finer things && made me realize to stand up for myself instead of holding shit back && not saying anything. I have a attitude problem that needs fixing. I have a hard time trusting most people. I am my own person and don't need to change for no one, I am just "ME". Can't stand me being myself, well i don't give a damn fuck, keep going. I could be your best friend or I could be your worst enemy, you choose. MY FAMILY = MY LIFE, you fuck with them, you've fucked with the wrong chick. I'm very stubborn && hardheaded && once I've made my mind up on something its hard to change it. I can be a lover and a friend, I fight for what I believe in, so don't try to get me to change my opinion or what I believe in just because you don't like it or don't approve of it. We are all different && believe in different things. Keep stepping with your comments. I do love to drink, the only drinks you will probably see me drink, if you hang around me alot && know me well, are White Russians, Mud Slides, flavored Smirinoff. Wanna be friends?, got ?'s ... just ask, any comments ... post em. I'm out♥♥♥♥

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

jesus, johnny knoxville, bam margera, dog and leland chapman, johnny deep, denzel washingtonIn loving memory of my grandpa ♥Harold Ray Bean♥ March 22, 1950 - March 6, 2007. You're my gardian angel. May you R.I.P.....I love you.my grandpa with my nanny, and his two daughters before he past away....may he rest in peace with the good Lord.I PROMISE....I promise are two words that I would try to use, they would come out so easy, and I would often abuse. I would promise you this and in weakness do that, still trusting my old self, I would always fall flat. I would promise I would, I could, and I can, but the father of lies made me less than a man. I promise he would whisper, nobody will know, so I would waste all my money with nothing to show. I would promise no more, thats just part of his game, still lying and scheming, I felt so ashamed. I would promise tomorrow, the next day, next week, I will get me some help, another lie I would speak. I would promise and swear so they would leave me alone, the same old sad story, another paycheck gone. I would promise, and promise, and promise again, still searching for reason but it was nothing but sin. I would promise and beg, another scam for more dope, finally I hit rock bottom, the end of my rope. PRAISE GOD! I promised, I surrended, I fell to my knees, I begged his forgiveness, Dear Lord hear my pleas. For whosoever shall call upon Jesus' sweet name, will be delivered from bondage, they will never be the same. I promise to live for my saviour always, He shed his blood for us all to him all our praise. I promise to witness, to serve, and to love, to honor the true father, who reigns from above. I promise to work, to play, and to rest, with peace in my heart now, I know ive been blessed. He wants us to join in his nourshing vine. So open gods word and pray Romans 10:9. I promise you now of his mercy and grace, if you say it and trust him,youll see his sweet face. So now! promise to join him, I just told you how then you can tell the devil, how do you like me now? I PROMISE....inspired by jesus

All About Me!!!
About Me
Name: denisa
Middle Names: diane
Sex: female
Age: 22
Month of Birth: march
Location of Birth: valdese general hospital
Current Location: hendersonville, nc
Hometown: l.a (lenior)
Eye Colour: hazel
Hair Colour: brown
Height: 5'2
Weight: wouldn't you like to know
Occupation: working with kidstd>
Siblings: oldest of five
Have You Ever...
Been Kissed? duh
Had Sex? n/a
Smoked: weed....yesh cigarettes....yesh
Drank? yesh sure has
Been Drunk? lmao......funny story, ask marcus (my best friend) about it and he will tell you about
Done Something You Regret? yesh who hasn't
My Favourite...
Colour: orange and lime green
Number: 25 baby
Month: june
Food: fried taters
Animal: dog, dolphin and horse
Drink: dr. pepper, diet dr. pepper or diet coke
Movie: saw and dreamcatcher
TV Show: law and order: special victims unit and criminal intent
Type of Music: anything but jazz
Band/Singer: any band thats got good music
Song: truly madly deeply and your beautiful
This or That
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Kiss or Hug: both
Love or Money: love
Music or TV: music
McDonald's or Subway: eh......mcdonalds but sometimes both
Rain or Sunshine: both but rain sometimes
Cat or Dog: dog
Country or City: country
The Opposite Sex...
Personality or Looks: personality
Eye Colour: blue or brown
Hair Colour: dirty brown
Height: a little taller than me
Sense of Humour or Sweet: deff. both
Romantic or Spontaneous: both
Right At This Moment I Am...
Feeling: crappy
Thinking About: content but happy. there will always be that boy that she will never forget and the summer it all started when he stole her heart.
Doing Besides Typing: nothing
Wanting To: working with kids.
Listening To: marilyn manson
In Love With: :D
Taking This Survey Instead Of: sleeping
My Future Plans...
Marriage: a little too early ..... im starting to believe
Career: getting my associate's and master's degree in child care.
Children... If So How Many: at least 2
State You Plan To Live In: somewhere in the mountains of north carolina or in south carolina close to the beach
Preferred Residence: a condo
Miscellaneous
Want To Travel To: yeap
Secret That Nobody Knows About You: it wouldn't be a secret if i told you
What Is Your Guilty Pleasure: its like a secert wouldnt be one if i told you
If You Could...
Meet Anybody, Dead or Alive, Who Would It Be? river phoenix or my grandfather once more <3 *I love you pawpaw.*
Have One Wish, What Would You Wish For? to see my grandfather one more time :'(
Have One Thing, What Would It Be? ha, to be famous
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My Blog

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