The Price... |
Happiness is fleeting. He kisses me with promises and lullabies. I allow myself these moments. And fore go the baggage of past abusers. And just live. Allow an embrace. A touch. An entry. I allow love...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 19:31:00 GMT |
forgotten |
my mind replays back to uto ur blunt vocabularyur teasing smileand ur soft, menacing kissesim reminded of the butterfliesand of hopedays filled with distraction and nights of longingi watch us like c...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 19:36:00 GMT |
m o r e . . . |
u have a right to be puzzledim confused myselfthis world is filled with wants and desiresshould we really feel so unfulfilled?there is a howl inside melike that of an old child-ghostit claws at my eve...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 18:54:00 GMT |
EPIPHANY |
Well... I made it another day above ground. I didnt spazz on nobody. I made a few ppl laff. I conquered the demons another day. I didnt think about death... I just lived my life. I guess in all my 17 ...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 19:22:00 GMT |
Exhaustion |
Thank God for night and sleep. Days are long and gloom-filled. Memories and fear haunt all daylight ambitions. Let there be shadows to ease the mind. Let there be rest. Lord wind my body down. Let me ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 22:17:00 GMT |
Release |
Like a deep breath. Or a burdensome load. Like a demon caught within. A volcano ready to explode. Compacted over time. And over time hardened. Layers of filth and pain. Clog the vessels of the brokenh...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 22:12:00 GMT |
Reunion |
Love and loss. How many have i lost? I think about some out of habit. Others resurface on their own. All have left their imprint, while ive escaped to be unremembered. Maybe thats a good thing. Wantin...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 20:09:00 GMT |
Disease |
Grudges and secrets manifest themselves. They harden and pulse over time.Lies permeate the flesh with spots, eroding the fortress of the mind. Ive watched you and wondered in horror, if i would go dow...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 06:28:00 GMT |
I Am |
Learning.Exploring.Deciding.Contemplating.Seeking.Healing.Re
ading.Trusting.Watching.Showing.Releasing.Standing.Pushing.C
limbing.Growing.Loving.Nurturing.Absorbing.Leading.Creating.
Dominating.I Am.Evol...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 22:18:00 GMT |
glass |
Funny how people are like glass. Seemingly sturdy on the outside, fragile as hell on the inside. Glass puts up a front. It can be a vessel for nurishment, but all that can shatter given enough pressur...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 21:18:00 GMT |
