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I'm a Christian but I'm NOT perfect!!! Ok, I'm 17. Have brown hair and hazel eyes. I have many problems i face everyday. I am no longer on the Depression Medicine anymore. Thanks to the lord and what he has done i no longer need them(: I have mood swings. I say things i don't mean then take them back. I have some great friends, and some that aren't so great. I've lost someone very close to me and god knows i want him back in my life. I have a cingular phone....Not that you had to know that. I am a textaholic. I love the color PINK! When I'm outta school and have the money i am moving to Savannah Tennessee so i can be at the place i love every day, Pickwick Dam. I make too many mistakes to even count them every day. My family means the world to me. Once i make a promise i intend to keep it. Just ask around, you'll find out its true. I write poetry when I'm depressed. They are mostly love poems and friendship poems so you can kinda guess why i am always depressed. I am closest to my brother in my family even tho he isn't around and is a total screw up. There are many things that go on in my life that no one knows about and many things that i think that no one will ever know. You may think you know me and know exactly how i feel but really you have no idea about wat i go through everyday. Everyone may think i have the perfect family but really you don't know the real story. The only teacher i ever had a crush on was Mr. McCord. But come on just look at him, could ya blame me? I've let guys ruin friendships before but never again. I wish some would figure out that a bf/gf is here now, but a friend will be there when it really counts. I do wear glasses, don't like it? too bad. I tend to not get too close to ppl too fast because every time i do they end up hurting me in the end so i have decided to build a wall around my heart and see who cares enough to break through it. I think i have told you all I'm gonna tell you, if you want the rest, you gotta earn it. I make mistakes. I'm at the point in my life where i don't care what you think about me.Thats your opinion and i really could care less. The one thing i really hate is when you lie to me. I hate liars they can die for all i care. If you want to tell me something tell me, don't cover it up to spare my feelings. Don't mess with me! I don't wanna have to deal with the childish drama that you bring. I have my own problems and i don't need to deal with yours too. Otherwise I'm a real easy person to get along with. =>