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I am on the FAST TRACK... and no its not a toll road.. i am on my way up to the stars..thats where i

About Me


It Just How it is when you raised in the O... you are blessed with mother fucking Talent... dont hate cause you wish you where from here.. you just dont know about that big bad O

This is for all you that just dont get it. Valley Up..Reps anyone from the Valley...Mid or Deep.. i Always Keep the Valley Up... PERIOD..just to clear the Foggy/Smokkey/Sunshining/Palmswaying AIR!....

But so Glad to see you here...
#1 thing you must know about me... is I HATE CHEATERS or guys or girls that think they are slick CREEPIN..Let me tell you something.. YOU WILL ALWAYS GET CAUGHT!
You want to know something about me?
I am Jessyka... plain and simple... I have 2 beautiful children with a Talented Tattoo Artist.. www.myspace.com/babytriggz i know he is the best i have seen ... but i am not to sure if he knows that too! I have found a new way to life..."live for the moments that take your breath away" and i really try too! I trust until my trust is overtaken by truth, and when u cheat me.. i beat your ASS plain and simple. I know what I say and what I am capable of if you want it.. you know where to go.
If you really hate me, then why can you still not get enough of me?
I hate it when people try and ruin Families, just cause it happened to you does not mean you have to do it to others thats just SCANDOLOUS
I hate UGLY People... Unable to be anything but Greedy only cause they can not Love Yourself
I hate people that can only talk shit and when you step to them they call for their back up....
I hate it when you beat a girls ass, and the blood from her face gets all over my clothes (jeans and shirt are now in the trash)
I despise people whom pretend and or live in a false reality
I do not like people that cant use words corectly (ex: Teached VRS Taught)
I dispise people that leave, only cause they can not deal with the problems at hand
I hate it when people have kids and they don’t even take care of them,
When people don’t care enough about them self’s to get their mouths fixed and they just are simply missing teeth...YIKES!
When people get sloppy drunk and really have no path in life, not for them self’s and not for their kids.
And I really don’t like it when Dogs pretend they are more of a woman than I.....
If you don’t know me.. don’t judge... if you are a believer of liars, then I cant trust your words, and when you swear you have the upper hand... well lets just say I now put you in the hands of the LORD...
If you ask for forgiveness he shall see your pain and release you from the lies, the deceit and the fault that you instill on some one else.

Sadly, many who face challenges and personal need find comfort in blaming everyone else for the problems they encounter. It is at no fault but your own, Grow up and move on.

Far too many people blame their own circumstances, the failure of their parents, the extreme poverty in which they have been born and other uncontrollable factors for their dissatisfaction. Some even blame God. They live with a feeling that their life is unfairly difficult compared to everyone else. Consequently, they readily believe and follow any leader, whether social, political or religious, who tells them who to blame and offers misguided solutions. This victimization mentality is unhealthy and potentially dangerous.PEACE
When our finite minds can't understand The troubles this life doth bring, Our hearts can know, with full assurance, The Lord will do the right thing. We struggle so hard to comprehend On those rough and stormy days... But God's thoughts are simply not our thoughts, And His ways are not our ways. His intelligence is so much higher Than what we can understand... We need only to rest it with Him, For He has a perfect plan. If you're struggling to see the reason For that trial you're going through, Have faith in God, trust Him completely... He'll work it out right for you."For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts." (Is.55:8-9)Open your eyes and look around. There is opportunity. Pray for direction and the favor of the Lord. Don’t wait for someone else to open the door. You must take the first step.This Week If you are in need, look to God for your provision. If you see others in need, ask the Lord how you can be their answer to prayer.Prayer “Lord, I depend on you for all my needs, according to your riches in glory. Forgive me for depending on others when I should only depend on you. I trust you and give my life to you.”

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Relationships are too valuable to be damaged by careless interpersonal communication. You know … those unforgivable verbal slips that rub people the wrong way, put your credibility in question or cause hurt feelings. Stop stressing out about what you did say, didn't say or should have said.

My Blog

If you Jokkin/Stalkin/Wanting/Dreaming/Of....me

its only natural....... So take and ride with it.. its not hate you feel in side, its reconizitation of tru Beauty.... and for that you are jealous, pray and perhaps god will bless you like he bles...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Tue, 06 May 2008 10:47:00 PST

trust or not to trust that is the question

Today I reconsidered the word trust and I came up with one thought& its really not who you trust, it what you find out not to trust some one. I don't come easy on the trust train, in fact to earn my ...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:50:00 PST

why your on my top list... hommies

Judas  my number one& my bestess friend& that's soo mad at me right now for not being a good friend like him Jacky- My biach& I love her, she is a second mommma to my kids PRydah- The god mother to m...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 11:10:00 PST

Do you want to know his lies?

He has been here since March 14, 2008 He says your a lesbian, and its not his baby your not even pregnant, he says your sister said so too.. He says after all the times i give him shit about your teet...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 12:33:00 PST

once that was told to me.. i now tell to you...

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from hear...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 02:37:00 PST

what your offering

candid smiles help me forget the pain that you caused me, the paused priceless seconds have me in a perfect world, watching you hold him before he sleeps makes me feel secure, and the way you kiss ...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 02:36:00 PST

When do you question a friendship?

mind throbbing, heart acheing, friendship at risk........ i did nothing that i could not let go of like pure mist, 3 times, 3 simple mistakes, of a simple kiss, it never went further, never would, n...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:51:00 PST

... and it reheats....

+So lets put it this way, There is someone that when you where 11 you could not stop thinking of them, and you loose them, loose all contact but you never forget that name its the one that replays an...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:11:00 PST

My Top LIST.....

Where you land on my top list does not make you mean more to me than some one that is ahead of you... i organize my list, on whose page i go to in the order.....  so if you are last you are the l...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 10:38:00 PST

why?

Why would you lie to me?After all that we've been through,After the love I gave you,You could tell your liesI don't really care what you feel insideall you ever did was make me crymaybe one day you'll...
Posted by ¿ÞürëÞ£rf£çtïôÑï§MïdVãllé¥JÞã¥Ñ£¿ on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:29:00 PST