commercial cemetary |
plates with dried on and uneaten food... overflowing ashtrays... a morbid collection of empty beer bottles cluttering every oriphus of the room, blanked in the latest feel-good marketing campaigns, to...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 13:02:00 GMT |
mating season |
i have no idea where to begin. so much has changed since i last posted, a whole new and furious wave of events and shifts in the continuity of mine and surrounding existences....
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 00:21:00 GMT |
for a friend |
a close friend of mine died a year ago today. he was a comrad, and a philosipher. we had many talks, differing in opinion every time, but remained on the same page always. we've writ...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 21:15:00 GMT |
so i can sleep |
in my head , i see myself alone in a room, surrounded by a thousand empty plastic cups, each with a different word scrawled slopily in black sharpe on them. lost, reserved, greed, selfless, envi...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 20:31:00 GMT |
promises |
you know i can't promise you anything, i always have been that liar, that cheater, that scumbag i, myself, would never recommend. i've lived my life devoted to sex, drugs, and rock and roll, and...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 23:02:00 GMT |
a thank you |
so surprise surprise, one night drunk in a specific situation altered my perception... again. i do not mind being alone, one particular girl rekindled my faith in whats real, and unmasked and ex...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 00:26:00 GMT |
cycle of the zombie |
i feel awkward of late... like i'm not me. i feel new, angry, cynical, in a real apathetic comatose. impervious to backlashing, invunerable to confrontation. fuck everyone and everything. ...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 08:10:00 GMT |
neglecting the meds |
brewed and bottled and ready to enjoy. an escape from everyone, everything. a vacation from understanding, finding at long last comfort in lonliness. security on an eleventh floor couch where no ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 09:03:00 GMT |
moving out |
so here i am, alive and loving it. forgive me myspace, for i have sinned, it's been a month and a half since my last ranting, where do i begin? i completely changed my life, i moved out of...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 15:02:00 GMT |
what can i say |
alright, i don't normally get comments on my blogs, let alone that many. kinda scary how many people commented on such a dark subject. nevertheless, i appreciate the input. i was in ...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 09:50:00 GMT |
