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Well, for some odd reason I feel like letting people know things about me, so here it goes... You could probably say I'm unique. I've been told by a few people that I'm awesome, but I try to convince people that I'm nothing special. I'm nice most of the time unless you really get me mad. If we have problems, I'll try what I can to solve them. And if I can't... well it's easy to block people. :]
I like to make friends more than anything. As long as someone seems real and is the kind of person who genuinely cares about people and doesn't just use them as something to pass the time, I'll probably like them. If they're smart, nice, and fun to talk to as well, then I can guarantee we'll get along just fine.
I'm really smart. My intelligence is only rivaled by my lack of common sense. xD School things have always come easy to me, but the older I get the more I can't understand how it's supposed to help me with my goals. Anyways, the downside to my brain is that I think about things way too much and I can't fully sort things out all the time. It always seems like my mind's flooded with every thought that I could possibly think and it drives me insane. That changes sometimes but it's almost always a frustration to me.
I'm almost always acting weird to try to make people laugh and feel good. When I know that I made someone smile it makes me feel great. It's the same for the opposite too. If I end up making someone sad or mad it makes me feel like crap. I feel guilty about even the littlest things that I do that hurt people in any way. I avoid that as much as I can, but I usually slip up from time to time. I'm crazy with trying to make people feel good though, and at times I guess I could probably come off as a little mentally unstable. That might be true and it might not. That's for you to decide.
One of the biggest things about me is that I'm not even close to normal. My mind works in a way so different from anyone else's that it can get annoying. I feel like I can't relate to anyone and it gets stressful when I don't feel like anyone could understand me. I wish I could just project my thoughts into other people's heads so there would be no question that they understood me. There are a couple people that understand more than anyone else does, and I'm really lucky to have those people in my life. But sometimes I just want to live in a house in the middle of a forest away from everyone and everything... That's normal, right?
A lot of stuff has gone on in my life in the past year. Unless I know someone really well they aren't gonna get the specifics because it's a long story. All I can say is that it's one of those things that makes me really, really guilty. There are times that the things in my life can get to me, so sometimes I might seem depressed. It helps to have someone to talk to me who cares, but there aren't that many people who seem to care. Like I said before though, I'm really thankful for the few people I have that do care. Because of all this stuff I always like doing anything that can help me get my mind off it.
Alright, well that's a decent amount of what there is to know about me... if there's anything else you want to know feel free to ask. I'll talk to anybody.(PS: If you actually read this you're frickin' awesome! :D)