'Welcome To My World'
Hello! My name is 'Nooine Nathaniel Sorrowfallsy'/________2017.
"If I abandon this project I would be a man without dreams. I will live my life or I end my life with this project". Werner Herzog
"People too weak to follow their own dreams will always find a way to discourage yours".
"If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you".
"History is a relentless master. It has no present, only the past rushing into the future. To try to hold fast is to be swept aside". John F. Kennedy
"Desperation is the raw material of drastic change. Only those who can leave behind everything they have ever believed in can hope to escape". William Burroughs
"Nothing exists; Even if something exists, nothing can be known about it; Even if something could be known about it, knowledge about it can’t be communicated to others".- Gorgias (485-375 BC) (explaining Solipsism)
"Words Are Very Unnecessary...They Can Only Do Harm..." Depeche Mode
"It's my ambition to re-liberate the world. Why not? Why settle for anything less? I have a sense of humor about it. I know the odds are against me, but we only have a few years here. Let's try to leave this spaceship a better place". Timothy Leary
"I am forced to the appalling conclusion that I would have never become a writer but for Joan's death... I live with the constant threat of possession, for control. So the death of Joan brought me in contact with the invador [sic], the Ugly Spirit, and maneuvered me into a life long struggle, in which I have had no choice except to write my way out". William Burroughs (Reflecting On The Event That Happened To Him At The Age Of 37)
"To be modern is to find ourselves in an environment that promises us adventure, power, joy, growth, transformation of ourselves and the world- and at the same time that threatens to destroy everything we have, everything we know, everything we are". Marshall Berman, All That Is Solid Melts Into Air
"We have long observed that every neurosis has the result, and therefore probably the purpose, of forcing the patient out of real life, of alienating him from actuality". Sigmund Freud
"Im disappearing, avoiding most things. I'm treading the backward path".
Syd Barrett's Last Interview 1971
"If I had to climb into Hell and wrestle the devil himself for one of my films, I would do it. Every film is like a child- a stubborn child, with its own way of seeing things and doing things. And like a parent you must be willing to risk anything to protect it". Werner Herzog
"All things are subject to interpretation; whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth". Friedrich Nietzsche
"I have found little that is "good" about human beings on the whole. In my experience most of them are trash, no matter whether they publicly subscribe to this or that ethical doctrine or to none at all. That is something that you cannot say aloud, or perhaps even think". Sigmund Freud
"It's better not to know so much about what things mean or how they might be interpreted or you'll be too afraid to let things keep happening. Psychology destroys the mystery, this kind of magic quality. It can be reduced to certain neuroses or certain things, and since it is now named and defined, it's lost its mystery and the potential for a vast, infinite experience". David Lynch
"The more one pleases generally, the less one pleases profoundly". Stendahl, Love 1822
"A certain degree of neurosis is of inestimable value as a drive". Freud
"Existence really is an imperfect tense that never becomes a present". Friedrich Nietzsche
"A man should not strive to eliminate his complexes but to get into accord with them: they are legitimately what directs his conduct in the world". Freud
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed". Albert Einstein
"Experience is not what happens to a man; it is what a man does with what happens to him". Aldous Huxley
"Destruction is not negative. You must destroy to build". Einsturzende Neubauten
"Glance into the world just as though time were gone: and everything crooked will become straight to you". Friedrich Nietzsche
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I am a very misunderstood person that doesn't make much sense to hardly anyone. However, quite often people think they realize and know almost everything about me.
I am a very private person. Rarely do I ever really come out of my shell. However, that was never 'my choice'. Most things are best left unsaid. Especially when trying to explain things that people will never understand.
I work 2 jobs AND go to school full-time, and I can never catch up with anything EVER. I'm always light years behind. It seems no matter what I do, it's never enough. So, I apologize in advance for not being able to get back to you/write you and/or for not being a good friend. I really do wish that things weren't the way they were. I also have my band Melancholieia which I manage and run completely on my own. Because of this, I rarely have any spare time at all.
I am always constantly finding myself becoming very fond of people that are 'thousands of miles away' from me or far too far to reach (psychically, mentally, and geographically), and the distance is almost never by choice.
I also can do very strange voices, noises, and sounds (including purring like a cat HAHA) but that is for another time perhaps.
My entire life is an everlasting David Lynch film that refuses to ever end.
There is no such thing as the Present. Our lives are only built upon our Past, and our slowly rotting Future.
Oh yes... and everyone eventually ends up becoming their own worst enemy, or they end up no longer 'living' because of it.
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"Everything Runs In Seven-Year Cycles".
"We all die. The goal isnt to live forever, the goal is to create something that will". -From Chuck Palahniuk's Book Diary
"There is no authority but yourself". -Crass
HERE ARE SOME VIDEOS THAT ARE A COMPLETE REFLECTION OF MYSELF/('A SILENT WORLD OF METAPHORS'):
'Hello Priscilla! We Meet Again...'
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"...Don't Walk Away...In Silence..."
"The Boy That You Loved Is The Man That You Fear..."
...When All Of Your Wishes Are Granted, Many Of Your Dreams Will Be Destroyed."
