.::. ~ natz! * .::.

i'm laidback.. chilled at times at other impossible to shut off.. i'm always lost.. up in the clouds.. livin within my own little world.. i live through the eyes of my own persona.. i create my own reality.. i love life.. to live.. to feel.. to bond.. to create.. to eat.. i love to eat.. i love to dance.. i dance while i bathe.. while i cook.. in the shower.. i have my own little music in the background.. i see life in colors.. and not afraid to admit it.. my head is like a radio with no frequency.. it shuts on and off by the second and never ends.. i love the alienated.. the weird.. i hate normal.. for me that doesn't exist..i'm spoiled by my own persona.. i'm always analyzing.. taking notes.. i hate competion.. to be compared.. i hate routines.. and to plan life itself.. i'm spontaneous.. i tend to go at when i want it not by the routine.. i do something different everyday.. i have to have change.. i can't say pale.. i need colors.. brightness.. sparks.. i get bored very easily.. i have to be on the run.. in movement.. in action.. within activities.. i love to write.. to express myself.. to give out some of me.. i always have a smile in my face.. i'm unique and extremely weird.. i'm wild.. yet i'm stable.. i'm independent.. yet i need to hold to something.. i'm a blindless soul with no grasp and no chips on the edge.. i'm me.. and bare with it...