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More randomness. At heart, I am a sorority girl (to be specific a ZTA lady), a daddy's girl, a mama's baby, my grandmother's legacy, an aunt who wishes she didn't live so far away, a darn good tool girl, a country girl who loves driving trucks and being surrounded by nature, a musician, a kid who on a good day can still find the pleasure in the little things or marvel at just how beautiful the light coming through the trees can be at just the right moment or stare at the stars for hours, a woman trying to find her place in the larger world yet remember where she came from as she makes her way wherever she's going, a human being with a heart that can be bruised and broken, a lover, a survivor, and a friend. Complicated, and that's just the beginning. I like quotes, they're everywhere;) I'm me, take it or leave it. If you take it like it is, then, you are a true friend and I am blessed beyond measure to have you in my life. Hope that you are living, laughing, and loving.
I have a cat named Babygirl. The name says it all, lol. She's a spoiled rotten mama's girl that makes the single life so far from home easier. She LOVES to cuddle, Tori Amos, Norah Jones, and of course food! Hmm, wonder where she gets it from;)

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Right now just myself. I need time to cry, scream, fall apart, grieve, be angry, and somehow in the midst of it, eventually, I hope to rise again like the phoenix I am. For those of you that have been around, the last five years have thrown more at me than I have known how to handle and lately someone has been helping me face all of it. All of my demons have reared their ugly heads into the light of day, but I have not been alone and he never ran screaming from the room. Only held my hand or carried me when I could no longer carry myself. Now, I will have to learn to do that without Him. Hopefully, one day I will really really believe all the things that He has tried so hard to teach me about myself: that I am worth so much more than I have settled for, that I am beautiful, that I have what it takes to chase after and grasp my dreams, and that I'm a survivor.

Chaque jour je bataille dans mon ame avec la peine
Chaque nuit mes reves ouvrent la porte de ma peur

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Tori Amos's "1,000 Oceans".  It's for John Wilson.  He has given me so many beautiful moments.  I will always love, miss him, and be grateful for the things he has shown me about myself, life, and lov...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 09:55:00 GMT

Kryptonite Part 2

After I posted that last blog in July, I have successfully simplified my life and cut myself off from the person that was keeping me everything but centered.  I will love and miss them always (if...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 18:08:00 GMT

Kryptonite...

Pardon the rambling to follow, my mind and heart are racing and I need to clear the air....We've all done it.  Tried to fill the void from something with something else.  In my case, the thi...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 07:56:00 GMT

Communication

(Sorry ahead of time if I ramble.  I’m confused right now and need to rant a bit).  It (communication) makes the world go round.  It’s one of the main things that make us hu...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 21:28:00 GMT

Kind of wierd....

So, a year ago I didn't even like cats.  I mean I was scared of them actually.  Then, after a year of being around some fabulous felines I started to get used to them.  Then there's Gri...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 20:38:00 GMT

Rumors...

"Doughnut Song" by Tori Amos from Boys for Pelehad me a trick and a kick and your messagewell you'll never gain weight from a doughnut holethen thought that i could decipher your messagethere's no one...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 17:46:00 GMT

Dont tell me...

So today at work a fairly typical event occured.  An older man (I refuse to call him a gentelman at the moment) knocked over one of the sidestacks of plastic fencing (might have weighed 5 pounds,...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 21:01:00 GMT

Passion...

"It is a beauty wrought from within upon the flesh, the deposit, little cell by cell, of strange thoughts and fantastic reveries and exquisite passions."  (Pater)  This quote describes the w...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 09:08:00 GMT

MAMA is coming to Rochester!!!!!

OMG, my mom will be here in like 2 and a half weeks, and I'm so freakin excited!  So for all you Roc folks that is December 5th through the 13th.  John and Don, she wants a dinner, since she...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 12:34:00 GMT

Bohemienne

So, it's been a while since I've blogged but it's just one of those days and the song on my profile at the moment set me to thinking.  Sorry guys, not going to provide a full translation here, bu...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 10:07:00 GMT