I AM GOD.I AM SATAN. I AM MAN. YOU NEED NOT BOW BEFORE ME NOR ACKNOWLEDGE MY EXISTENCE.
You don't want to add me, I will probably reject you as a friend whether you know it or not.. I am often described as a nice guy but really I am kind of cold.. I seek happiness for myself, I try to make the few friends I have happy in every way I can. I have a beautiful girlfriend who frustrates the hell out of me..
I love her still. I don't really have a great job nor career aspirations but I do have a great mom who gives me anything I need so I really have little room to complain.
I like things that envoke strong feelings, for example: Hot sauce, Roller coasters, Horror movies, Metal, Weaponry, Booze, Setting things on fire.
I am a pacifist (not a pussy, I'm sure I could choke the life out of someone), but I believe everyone can kill if pushed..I often dream about murder... I'm not really sure I would enjoy killing someone or not but I do have these dreams either way... unlike most people I encounter I do not feel like fighting someone will solve anything, It most likely will cause more problems. I believe you only fight if your life is on the line or if someone hurts you. I'm no hippie... I don't have delusions of the existence of "peace"
I hate tobacco and drugs but I love alcohol.. well when I say alcohol I mean mostly beer and few liquors..I don't know many people who like the taste of real beers.. just economical piss water which I too drink on occasion.. I don't like smoking weed anymore because I found that it makes me feel weak and sedated, very vulnerable compared to the jolly invincible feeling I get from alcohol, and most of all potsmokers can't rock out to deathmetal, drunks do.
I do enjoy cooking from time to time, mostly grilling various Steaks, Chops, Brats
I love anything teriyaki or spicy! and REAL southern BBQ is a rare treat for me.
I love music! METAL mostly..Melodic/Folk/Viking/Celtic/Black/Death... METAL I'm open to many other genres of music such as Industrial/Electronic, Rock, (some)Rap, Grunge, and instrumental/orchestral music.
I abso-lute-ly HATE Emo/Screamo/Hardcore -whiny high pitched vocal singin', hardcore dancin', tight pants wearin', feelings expressin', womens' haircut havin' pre-op faggot bitches. I hate hardcore, grindcore, anything "core" I hate any band that does breakdowns.
I hate and love, I laugh and I don't give a fuck. I am not a religious person. I am mostly against religion, yet I can respect someones beliefs only if they can accept my lack of beliefs.. which I find uncommon in Christians.
I believe religion should be something kept personal.
The Christian "God" has no hold upon me whatsoever. There is no "God" greater than the Earth. Religion is a sad joke. simply comfort for the dying and weak, Death is the infinite unknown, the empty nothing that all has emerged from. I will live happily and to the fullest! Fuck setbacks like religion.
I'm just as much a hypocrite as everyone is which invalidates everything I have said above..so fuck it right?
*Disclaimer* with everything said above I am in no way suggesting that I am special.
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