After The Parade

Can’t hold back the tears
Can't hold back the tears
Pretending to be the guy that i’m not
My heart is bleeding i want to die
I’m losing myself in an endless cry
Misplaced memories, shining eyes
Broken strings and last goodbyes
I can’t hold back the tears
My heart still hurts
Sleepless hours till the next show
I see you in everygirl i know
I wrote this song for you
Alone in this parking lot
Singing along on a Misfits' song
That’s me
Driving in my car
Singing along on a Misfits' song
I’m not happy, i’m not sad
I think i’m just getting mad
My red blood hands on the wheel
Tonight alcohol makes everything seem so clear
Alone on my birthday
Looking down the barrel
In my mouth
There’s nothing left to say
I think this time there’s no way out
I’m about to crash against your house
That’s what i want to do
Just a few seconds and i’ll be with you
If only Aspirins could fix everything
Failure, Maladjusted
There are words that i’m still afraid to speak
Lost, drowning in myself
It seems i’m losing faith in everything
Don’t try to help me, i’m a mistake in this world
Don’t waste your time with me, now close that fucking door
I’m not searching for compehension, i’m here to clarify
I’m sick and tired of my life
I failed again, this sounds like shit
Depressed to the bone i feel worse than Robert Smith
Shelter, digging in my bed
There’s no point in waiting here for a senseless end
Don’t try to help me, i’m a mistake in this world
Don’t waste your time with me, now close that fucking door
I’m not searching for compehension, i’m here to clarify
I’m sick and tired of my life
I’m writing this down cos i can’t sleep
I’m wide awake, i’m still counting the sheeps
Don’t try to help me, i’m a mistake in this world
Don’t waste your time with me, now close that fucking door
I’m not searching for compehension, i’m here to clarify
I’m sick and tired of my life
So please please please let me stay on my own
For now i just want to be alone
99.9
There's no place far enough to forget
Rodeo
Last time I saw you
You told me everything was fine
I don’t believe you
You’ve got that something in your eyes
It’s strange for me to
Tell you i felt like a beat inside
So many years are gone in a while
Last time i saw you
My broken heart skips a pulse right
That’s why i’m writing this down to you