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About Me

"WHAT DO YOU CALL A PERSON WITHOUT ANY CHARACTER, WITHOUT INTERGRITY, WITHOUT LOYALTY, WITHOUT RESPECT?" I CALL THAT PERSON A FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME." -KWD ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..........................L

My Interests

I LOVE MY MUSIC. MY NIXON. MY CREW. MY FAMILY. CHOPPERS. CRUISERS. CLASSIC CARS. DARK CHOCOLATE WITH CHERRIES, BOYS, MY LITTLE BLACK BOOK THAT ISN'T BLACK, GRAPPELING, FASHION, VINTAGE FASHION, ART, DRAWING, PINUPS. TATTOOS, BODY PIERCING. PLAYING AIR GUITAR IN YOUR SHOWER... PSHH AND PARTIES OF COURSE.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who's open to change and knows that you can only be happy in life if your growing. I'm learning that, as many answers as you could ever have there's always another experience to open your eyes up to something in the world and in yourself.................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .......................................MOST BEAUTIFIL MAN ALIVE. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .............................."If your going to measure every parameter [Endurance, Flexibility, Cordination, Strength] without a doubt, MMA fighters are the most accomplished athletes out there."
Andrew McFedries vs Jordan Radev UTIMATE FIGHT NIGHT 10
............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .............................."Here's to the men that we Love, Here's to the men that Love us, Here's to the men that will Never Love us, so Fuck all the men and heres to us!!!"

Music:

MUSIC IS LIFE. Anything metal makes me giddy. yay! A lot really. I'm not down for country sorry yal, I might be from the south but fuck that shit. No one wants to listen to some hick cry on the can with a beer and yelp and holler. I'd rather listen to music that makes you feel like your gonna shit it's so heavy. Interest me in music and I'll love you forever. I love to hear "anything" new! YOU HAVE NO IDEA. LOVE KILLED ME AND METAL BROUGHT ME BACK.

Movies:

House of 1000 corpses, Devil's Rejects, Fraggle Rock, Anything Sarah Silverman, The Adams Family, Steel Magnolias, Big Buisness, Constantine, Gangs of New York is amazing, Reservoir Dogs, Snatch, Lockstock and Two Smoking Barrels, Anything with Christopher Walken in it, SLC Punk, American History X, Pretty Woman, Porn, Hawt Porn, Latin Porn, Dane Cook... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .............................. GANGS OF NEW YORK (Grudge city kids fucken wish they were this brutal.)

Television:

TV SUCKS, STRAIGHT UP. BUT IF I WATCH ANYTHING IT'S THE FIGHTS (UFC, BODOGFIGHTS, PRIDE...) MXC, TLC, AMERICAN CHOPPERS, WEST COAST CHOPPERS, MONSTER GARAGE (...of course), HEADBANGERS BALL, FAMILY GUY OR MOVIES. I LOVE MY MOVIES.

Books:

THIS GUY....

Heroes:

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. THE ONES THAT SAVED ME FROM MYSELF AND HELPED ME REMEMBER I AM STRONGER THAN THIS. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DUCK NO MATTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED. I KEEP MY PROMISES.

My Blog

I can feel it bleeding out. This hole was never meant to be filled.

...it keeps telling me yes when my brain is telling me no. I hate that he's trying to take your place. Where are you, what are you doing. I think about you day in and day out. Just because your not he...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:06:00 PST

Red's Back

Everythings different. People are different, images are different, opinions, actions, life is different. It's for the better. I haven't been this happy in a long time. My body even feels better with w...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Fri, 11 May 2007 12:02:00 PST

L O S T L <3 V E.

Hate from me will destroy your existence. I want to gouge your eyes, leave you blind, ripe your still beating heart out of your chest hold it infront of your face so you can see how black it is. Who d...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:33:00 PST

HEarts must be broken.

Hearts must be broken. Yours solid full of hate for everyone including yourself. It is a sin to even rememberYour eyes pierce through a solid pictureMy lungs forget how to breatheIt is a sin to rememb...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 02:22:00 PST

The people you care about the most in the end hurt you the worst.

He was a joke, a fake, a liar. why did I live with him. why did i let him live with me. this was never love or anything close to it. It was use and abuse and now he's pushed deeper. A best friend woul...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 03:00:00 PST

I keep telling myself this. You killed me.

Nothing to say only blood to shed. Why do people lie and act like they care when they don't? Really if you don't love me don't fucking tell me you do no one wants to hear it I think it's a waste of ti...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:30:00 PST

Knives, powders, and blood......

...being tied to this bed is tiring my eyes swollen with my eyelids drowning them in salt, teething aching with every thought. My brain is dead with the explosion of my liver and my heart only allowin...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Waiting for me to Exhale?

The numbness of my face...my hair in his...the smell he gives...redhead babies...green eyes...pouty lips against square...freckles on freckles...tips that touch...nails that scratch...the curve of my ...
Posted by The one and only: bigred on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST