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Delusional Red

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About Me


Im a quiet observer. Extremely laid back, up for anything. Its next to impossible to ever piss me off, and if so, I get over it. I dont hold grudges and don't ever seek revenge. Probably should at times... but fuck it. Im a pretty good mind reader, but will never let you in on it. You wanna play games with me, go for it, im having fun playing stupid, when I know better. Brutaly honest too, dont ask me if you dont want to hear the truth, I wont spare you.
You Are a Coy Flirt
You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. What Kind of Flirt Are You?
Ardent Amity
The beginning and the end run together with a blur
Picture what is real and what becomes dreams
An imagination overwhelmed with notions of make believe
A desire that only grows stronger in time
Many questions to ponder, some more than others
What is this illicit rapture, will it ever end
Sentiments of many, every emotion conceivable
There seems no boundary for just one soul
Endearment followed by lustful thoughts
Passion brings blindness, so what of it all
More than just carnal desires?
Already an ardent friendship in the present
Is the impression of infatuation inside only a delusion
Has the fervor of desire taken over idealism
The interrogation must cease
Clarity must come forth
I cant do this anymore.
Emily A. Johnson
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world. So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time. You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult.
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
"Cheshire-Puss, would you tell me,
please, which way I ought to go from here?"
"That depends a good deal on where
you want to get to," said the Cat.
"I don't much care where----" said Alice.
"Then it doesn't matter which way
you go," said the Cat.
"---so long as I get somewhere,"
Alice added as an explanation.
"Oh, you're sure to do that," said the
Cat, "if you only walk long enough."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Open Minded People....

My Blog

A few things

Here are few thing to know... Yes i'm "real" ... I do have a boyfriend. No I wont email you nudes. You cant have my phone number. I dont want yours. You wont be meeting me. If you have a gf or wife an...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:21:00 GMT

The Impossible Tries to Happen

My tired eyes wish to rest, yet this feeling, these thoughts, they desire to be expressedTry as I might, I do not wish to partake on an impossible task, but its asking my efforts to be hadSo here I am...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Dec 2008 08:43:00 GMT

How I feel put into a picture...

Sometimes you can use pictures when you cant find just the right words. Which is just what I did here... It tells almost a story and describes many feelings, all in one. Currently and of recent ti...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 06:35:00 GMT

Carry On...

Who are you, this gathering soul, you are weak but give the never ending show of strengthYou can handle anything thrown, and never forget the endless absorbing of others painFeeling it, inside of you ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 05:53:00 GMT

The Lovers Addiction

Smiles, laughter, little giggles, pure happiness and simple joyShe dont need much, noSimplicity taken to an extreme...Lurking... inside her madnessYour creeping insides her bodyLoveTaking everything, ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 06:47:00 GMT

Pity You

I see you standing thereLooking over my waySeeing through meHaving not a thoughtI am not hereNoYou dont need me nowKicked over thereSettled in the dark cornerThrowing me a line or twoJust keep me here...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:25:00 GMT

Haze

Take the thoughts of yesterday and today,throw in a little of tomorrow and the last few years,now find a dab of the future.Pour it all into a blenderPause a moment to let it sink in a littleNow push a...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:25:00 GMT

Dirt

StuckInside yourselfLike trying to read...someone elses mindBut its notNothing but your ownYou can see it thereSomething you need to let outTrying to focusIt just seems so lostBurried so far underAnd ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:24:00 GMT

Obscured

Fixation, desolation, vague conversationDespair, animosity, your drowningTime only dissipates your fearsBygones you thought were stagnantSuddenly they seem to become life againIt seems hopeless to you...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:21:00 GMT

Touch Me

Darkness has been so close, you can feel its breathe on your faceA slow monontanous demise of a yo-yo failing to rise ever slightly each timeHelpless hopes you cannot control, seems you pick your numb...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 22:13:00 GMT