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[x].Beautifully.Broken.[x]

I'd Rather Be A Bitch Then An Ordinary Broken Heart

About Me

Well, what is there to say? I'm a nobody.. A face in the crowd...I'm a polite person, but what are manners now? I used to be outgoing... But not anymore. I keep myself to myself. I'm a private person, but if I trust you, which I probably will, I'll tell you anything you want to know. I would have a list of things I'd do to you if you break my trust, but that would be lying, and I don't lie. If you break my trust, I'll apologize to you, and carry on. I won't care. I never do.I don't like a lot of people.. but if I do like you, I will love you with my life. Despite all this I've written here, I'm not what I say I am, my moods change. I'm a walking contradiction, and I know it. I try to stay happy, but really, I'm not. I just want people to think I am. I want people to think I am who I want to be. I do have a boyfriend, he is the most important thing to me. I am the type to rip out my own heart and break it before anyone else has a chance. I've been told my eyes are a beautiful color of green when I cry. So go ahead, and break my hear.. Make me cry. I don't do drugs, and as of recently I don't drink.I am against war and violence.I like lots of things. Because I'm easily pleased. Give me a box and I could be amused for hours. Simple things please simple minds and all that. I like speaking to new people, exploring new places and making new friends. These things make me happy, like a lot of things. It's easy to make me happy.I don't really dislike much anymore, I guess I learned to tolerate it and live with it. I try to focus on the things and people I do like rather than be so negative and focus on all the things I dislike.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Mister Jesse.. And his lady.. And My Little Princess.. That's you Savannah! OH! And Napkin once he don't hate me.

Music:

Creature Feature She Wants Revenge The Birthday Massacre Stolen Babies London After Midnight Mindless Self Indulgence Garbage Louder Milk Ima Robot Otep Jack Off Jill Coal Chamber Deadsy Dope Star INC Insane Clown Posse Sublime Tub Ring Twiztid Prodigy Retard-O-Bot KottonMouth King Lollipop Lust Kill The Dresden Dolls Cold Deftones Demon Hunter 40 Below Summer Rehab Tech Nine Cradle of Filth Marilyn Manson Finger Eleven Element Eighty Hollywood Undead Zeromancer Pink Nine Inch Nails Orgy The Beatles Afroman Unloco MushroomHead Nekromantix Bright Eyes

Movies:

Breakfast On Pluto Gypsy 83 The Rocky Horror Picture Show SLC Punk Boys Don't Cry Tenechious D And The Pick Of Destiny NightMare Before Christmas Corpse Bride James And The Giant Peach Spun WonderLand Blow Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas The Harry Potter Series Go! Queen Of The Damned Beer Fest 28 Days The Number 23 The Devils Rejects A Series Of Unfortunate Events Charlie And The Chocolate Factory

Television:

Family Guy, Invader Zim

Books:

Harry Potter, The Embrace, Anything I can get into really. I love reading

My Blog

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OVERDOSE (THE CONSCIENCE) Now you are bleeding through your nose You can taste it in your mouth The yellow in your eyes that feels like death Starring into the red as your fingers search for a grasp o...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 05:12:00 PST

Darker Now

A friendship that's gone astray Thanks to you I'm affixed to the pain Your gift of tormenting me This calloused fist a sanctuary Keep on cutting into me Hardening this severed cord You can't see thr...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 10:06:00 PST

So! You Think You Know Me?!

My name:Summarize me in one sentence:Where did we meet:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I drink:Do I smoke:Am I happy:Am I a good person:What was your first i...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:38:00 PST

From Mister Jesse

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Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 06:47:00 PST

Poetry.. Oldish

Alright, so going through my other MySpace profile I hadI found some of these poems.I compleatly forgot about them.Each different color is a different poem.And now I share! AGAIN!LoversNever say I lov...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 07:35:00 PST

Rabiteen!!

This is the best song ever. SighRabiteen - Jack Off Jill He said that he would stay forever forever wasn't very long He said that he would take the high road He thought that I was always wrong Cause ...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 02:06:00 PST

I Hate!

Alright, so I'm down to the point, where I fuckin hate everyone.Not just random people I don't know.. but these people who are so called friends.I've got some, okay, very few, close to none.. That I d...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 06:35:00 PST

A Poem!

Hard times made me change Now lives must re-arrange Breaking out of this cage The book of life has turned it's page Living in a new world All wounds have been healed Destiny is now mine Memories being...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:18:00 PST

Slitting Your Wrists

The movies always get it wrong, so I thought I'd give the correct procedure to you fellow noders. Just something to think about when you feel you have contributed all you can to everything Before y...
Posted by [x].Beautifully.Broken.[x] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:09:00 PST