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Only when you are honest with yourself can you embrace your destiny. The hardest thing to do is to stay true to ones own nature in the face of adversity. To overcome the extrinsic forces of the world and stand centered inside yourself is the first step to a path of enlightenment. These are not just big adjectives to impress or intimidate. These are the words I live by. More than a montra this is a prayer to the child lost in the storm within. Only when your resolve becomes steel and your emotions are fluid can you recieve the fruits of karma and satisfation in this world. So it is with integrity, peace of mind, courage and good intentions that I push forward. My gift is my smile and my reward is experience. My goal is self actualization and my dream is contentment.

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The next time someone asks me what type of guy I am looking for I am going to refer them to this picture. Harrison Ford as Indiana Jones circa 1986. It doesn't get any hotter than this. Now if I just had a time machine and a roofie I'd be in business.......J/K
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My Blog

Steam of Conciousness

I wonder why I generally have to be let down, dissapointed or sad to have anything to write in a blog.  Now, for instance, I am completely content and happy.  and I have nothing to write about. I have...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 21:11:00 GMT

The Road Back

If I have learned anything from writing blogs on myspace it is that I should have kept journals years ago.  I have always written fictitious stories and tales to amuse myself and provide a creati...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 01:08:00 GMT

Shooting Star

Hey everyone.  After a fun night of poker and checking out the tragedies at Missy B's tonight I saw a shooting star.  There it was darting across the midnight sky on my drunken drive home fr...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 07:49:00 GMT

Inexplicable

I have devoted so much of my thoughts and expression to one person recently.  Tonight I escaped into the warmth and security of home and family.  I found my thoughts turning to the exemplary...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 04:00:00 GMT

An interesting late night chat

I was just about to go to bed this evening when I received an IM from someone that has been the source of so much drama and controversy in my life recently.  I knew better than to open the IM but...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 07:37:00 GMT

Peace of Mind

Over the past few weeks my state of mind became gloomy and grey.  Last weekend marked a much needed turning point.  I spent valuable time with friends and while Friday wa...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 04:59:00 GMT

What I learned on All Hallows Eve

What an insane and almost weird halloween.  My night started off with a mixup causing me to not be able to go to the haunted houses with my ex boyfriend Chris and his best friend and best friend'...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 08:07:00 GMT

My Dillusion

Have you ever wanted to take a vacation from yourself? From your thoughts? From your feelings?  I'm so tired of being myself.  I just want to be someone else for a little bit.  I want t...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 22:14:00 GMT

The Journey

I believe sometimes the only way to touch heaven is if you battle your way through hell. I don't think hell is a lake of fire and ice.  I think it's the kind of torment that creeps and twists the...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 23:40:00 GMT

Life

Every now and then I think it's a good idea to take a moment to check in with yourself and see how you are doing.  Are you treating yourself the way you want others to treat you?  Are you do...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 13:55:00 GMT