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nickkk.

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About Me

"So you still scream of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up in flames
And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing?
And how safe it is just to feel safe.

"The things we do just to stay alive.
The things we do just to keep ourselves alive."
-City and Colour (Day Old Hate)

"So stay the night,
I promise that I wont bite,
Cause without you there
I don't think I could close my eyes"


"And when you cry a piece of my heart dies,
Knowing that I may have been the cause,
If you were to leave, fulfill someone elses dreams,
I think I might totally be lost."


-City and Colour (Constant Knot & The Girl)

My Interests



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Music:

Alexisonfire . All Time Low. Anti-Flag. As Tall As Lions . Attack in Black . The Audition. Band of Horses. The Beatles. Beck. Between the Buried and Me . The Black Dahlia Murder. The Bled. Blink 182. The Blood Brothers. Brand New. The Chariot . Chiodos . Circa Survive. City and Colour . Coheed & Cambria. Dance Gavin Dance . A Day To Remember. Dear and the Headlights . The Dear Hunter. Dr. Manhattan . Emarosa . Every Time I Die . The Fall of Troy. Finch. Foo Fighters. Four Letter Lie. Foxy Shazam . From Autumn to Ashes . Glassjaw. Green Day. Gwen Stacy. Halifax . Hidden in Plain View. Horse the Band. Idiot Pilot . Jimi Hendrix. Jimmy Eat World. Led Zeppelin. Manchester Orchestra. The Mars Volta. The Matches. The Matt Damon Band . Maylene and the Sons of Disaster. Minus the Bear. Modest Mouse. Monty Are I. Motion City Soundtrack. Murder by Death. Muse. Nevea Tears. Nine Inch Nails. Nirvana . Norma Jean. Oh, Sleeper. Paramore. Parkway Drive. Pearl Jam. A Perfect Circle. Pink Floyd. Portugal. The Man . The Postal Service. Primus. Protest the Hero. Queens of the Stone Age. Radiohead. The Receiving End of Sirens . Red Hot Chili Peppers. Rise Against . Royden. Saosin. Saves the Day. Say Anything. Secret & Whisper. Secret Lives of the Freemasons . A Skylit Drive. Sky Eats Airplane. The Smashing Pumpkins. The Snake The Cross The Crown. Sonic Youth. Soundgarden. The Sound of Animals Fighting. The Spill Canvas. Stone Temple Pilots. Story of the Year. Straylight Run. Sublime . System of a Down. Taking Back Sunday . Tenacious D. Thrice. Thursday. Tool . Underoath . Weezer . Wintersleep. 30 Seconds to Mars.

OMG Key:
Normal = Good
Bold = Super Good
Large = Awesome
Large, Red = Super Awesome
Large, Blue = Amazing!!!!!!!

Television:



My Blog

life, and how i don’t seem to understand how to live it

so i'm feeling worse than ever.i've come to the point where i just can't face reality and i am not just pretending like this whole ordeal is just one big dream. i'm just waiting for the day i wake up ...
Posted by nickkk. on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 08:34:00 PST

ugh

miserableand alone and it's all my faultand i completely deserve it,which makes it so much worse.
Posted by nickkk. on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 12:29:00 PST

what ever happened...???

what ever happened to forgivenesswhat ever happened to change for the betterwhat ever happened to happinesswhat ever happened to understandingwhat ever happened to trustwhat ever happened to love i re...
Posted by nickkk. on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 07:29:00 PST

"Prom" Weekend (05.16 - 05.18)

So the weekend before last was Carolyn's prom weekend, which she dragged me along to. The Seaside Heights part I did not mind, but going to the actual prom was really lame. The prom was a pretty aweso...
Posted by nickkk. on Tue, 27 May 2008 11:19:00 PST

Bamboozle 2008: Awards!

So it's been almost three weeks since Bamboozle, and I still haven't written out a play-by-play of the weekend and I highly doubt I will, despite the point that I would very much like to. Therefore, I...
Posted by nickkk. on Thu, 22 May 2008 03:39:00 PST

Hoodwink 2008 [Bamboozle Secret 3rd Day]

So this year of Bamboozle was quite a hectic one. It was absolutely insane and amazing in every way possible. This year was the first year that they had a third day that I attended, which they disguis...
Posted by nickkk. on Mon, 05 May 2008 09:54:00 PST