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...MomMy'S LiL AngEL...

R.I.P. my Destinee Rose..I love you so much baby girl..A piece of my heart went with you to heaven..

About Me

So... me in a nutshell... not possible but here is me as best as I can explain it...
♥The names chantelle!♥
♥I have 9 YOUNGER brothers and sisters and love them ALL more than life itself!♥
♥I am an athlete, a soccer and water polo player.♥
♥I am going somewhere in life!♥
♥Im not the pretiest girl around, but i dont hate how i look!♥
♥I love getting all dress up but scrub days are always nice!♥ ♥I've learned to love myself even when i'm having an ugly day!♥
♥i am EXTREMELY sarcastic and love to joke around.♥
♥I know when jus when to have fun and when to be serious♥ ♥I am a BITCH! Plain and simple!♥
♥I am a cry baby when I don’t get my way.♥
♥I am completely and utterly insane!♥
♥♥I dont smoke and i dont drink!♥♥
♥I love expressing my feelings through quotes and poems!♥
♥I am crazy and weird, and love every minute of it.♥
♥I am extremely loud and obnoxious.♥
♥I am content wit my self, and yet haunted by self-doubt.♥
♥I am a slob and a huge perfectionist.♥
♥I ask why more than a 3 year old!♥
♥I like to be by myself, but I hate being alone.♥
♥I enjoy taking tons of pictures.♥
♥I LOVE to be center of attention at ALL times.♥
♥I have it all together, and yet I am a complete mess.♥
♥I long to find that special someone yet am very capable of being independant.♥
♥I have many problems and use laughter and smiles to hide my pain.♥
♥My mom is my best friend and worst enemy, and I would be nothing without her.♥
♥i am extremely friendly,
♥not to be confused with easy!♥
♥I am unstoppable and hate to be told what to do.♥
♥I love surprises and love to surprise others.♥
♥I am pitiful and need lots of attention.♥
♥I am someone who stresses over things I cannot change.♥
♥I love to argue, but love to be proven wrong!♥
♥You will probably never see me angry!♥
♥I get embarassed easily and hate confrontation!♥
♥I love to see others laugh and smile.♥
♥I am so thankful for everything god has given me, but I tend to take many things for granted.♥
♥I am someone who will tell you how it is, but secretly fear to hurt your feelings.♥
♥I will go out of my way to please others.♥
♥I anaylyze life and everything else wayyy too much.♥v
♥Singing in the car with ones you love at the top of your lungs off key is my favorite!♥
♥I am a very bad singer.♥
♥I laugh at my own jokes more than others do.♥
♥I am confused about very many things but act as if I know all.♥
♥I love working with kids!♥
♥I am someone who wishes life were easy♥
♥but loves to learn from my mistakes and would be nothing without life’s little screw ups.♥
♥im entertaining and fun to be around.♥
♥im easily amused, and i laugh at EVERYTHING.♥
♥I am mommy’s little angel.♥
♥I am just me! Love me or hate me..either way i had an affect on your life!:)lol♥
i'm the kinda person
that laughs at jokes 3 times
-» once, when its told
-» once... when its explained
-» and once 5 mins later when i finally get it
ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME WILL UNDERSTAND!

My Interests

my family is amazing...my close friends are gorgeous inside and out...watching kids is my passion...my brothers an sisters mean more to me than ANYTHING in this world...soccer is my love...driving keeps me sane...being stupid helps me to stay young....silly little moments are my favorite...and smiles and laughter keeps me going...

I'd like to meet:

i love meeting new people and jus talking about little nothings...i love to jus chill and have fun...im not into the whole party scene...i already hav some of the best friends i could ask for...but more are always welcome..lol i long to find that special someone that is out there jus waiting for us to meet...but im being patient, god will put him in my life when the time is right!

I want someone who won't care that I?m incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half of the decisions I make are usually ones I regret, and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way

I dont just want to be another girl that HE's "trying out," or another realationship to test. I want to be that mystery in HIS dreams, HIS fantasies that HE hopes will come true. I want to be special! I DO NOT want to be ordinary or "just another girl"!, but someone who HE cant get off HIS mind!

There have been lots of cars in my driveway and lots of boys on my couch. I've toyed with bad boys, mamma's boys, and pretty boys. Been broken by a few and broken a few myself. I've never said I love you and never had the need. I've been the rebound, the challenge, the fall back, and the girlfriend. I've been the mistake and the correction. BUt One day someone will love me for what I've been and what I am, where I've been and where I am. One day someone will love me.

As you search for the perfect guy and want him to like you for everything you are, you'll soon loose patience in waiting on him and take whatever you can get... But. what you cant see now is...one day you're going to meet that perfect guy you once waited on. He is going to be everything you used to pray for, everything that you've ever need. But in that moment, you'll be dating someone you comprimised for..because you lost your patience... and that perfect gentleman you've always needed..the one thats meant for you...he's going to walk right on by...

Music:

rap

Heroes:

MY MOM AND MY BROTHERS AND SISTER!! mY MOM has been there for me from the beginning..through thick and thin!! She is the rock that i stand on..She is an amazingly strong person and I would not be the woman i am today without her. Yeah we disagree and we cant go 24 hours without fighting but she is truly my best friend. My brothers and sisters are my world, they are the reason that i get up in the morning. I would give my life for any of them. Yeah being the oldest sucks and comes with allot of responsibility but those kids have brought me through sooo much! They have made me soo strong and i wouldnt trade it for the world!!

My Blog

the people who have had an affect on my life

Laura.. Laura and i became close on prom night, idk what it was but we had this connection that was unbelieveable, and after that night we became inseperable and now i consider her one of my best fri...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 04:22:00 PST

my dreams

1. Get kissed in the POURING RAIN!!2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving h...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 10:21:00 PST

y u shud date a soccer player!

15 reasons to date soccer players... 1. We know how to put it in2. We are used 2 scoring 3. We love to play4. We'll make u scream 4 more 5. Sweating is no problem 6. Skill is definite 7. We'll play an...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 07:50:00 PST

will it ever be?? for tha one i desire.....

Are we just going to be friends Or can we ever be closer in the end Will I ever kiss your lips so sweet Will I ever feel the shock as our bodies meet Will I ever look into your eyes Will you ever l...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Sat, 29 Oct 2005 11:15:00 PST

aLl I wAnt.....(could it be you?)

I want a man, Not a boy. Treat me like a lady, Not just a toy. I want a man, Who treats me right! Calls to say Hi, Not just at night. I want a man, Who's down for the ride. Always there, And on my s...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

=/ !that one special person! =/

♥The pain I'm in I can't describe....It's just too intense to verbalize. this isnt hOw it suppOse  tO be  likin sOmeOne whO ain't          ...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life sux.....

So i guess this is one of those blogs where i jus get everything out..vent..talk shit..call it watever you want i dont care. so as most of you know, im in trouble/"grounded" right now cuz of some bull...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mr right may never apear fer this loser! :(

Wait for the guy..... who'll call you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bored!! lets try this again and hope it works lol

Thug Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Barbie Got Back! Go you! You're the closest thingever to a true black Barbie. Shake that fatass of yours. If...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hmmmm check it out if yoo please

TEN Random things about me 1. math is my favorite subject 2. i HATE my nose 3. i like to watch 7th heaven 4. i wouldnt mind having a boyfriend 5. i want a belly button ring 6. i've never bee...
Posted by ...MomMy'S LiL AngEL... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST