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About Me

Get a Cursor! I am temperamental, dramatic, smart, silly, shy, very opinionated, loyal, romantic, serious, political and militant! I am a champion of the underdog, children, animals, and lost causes. I am an old hippie and still under construction! Did I mention long winded and verbose?I am currently fighting cancer again for the 3rd time… this time it is Breast Cancer the last two were Melanomas. I recently had a lumpectomy and will be starting a regime of chemotherapy and radiation, of which I am not looking forward. I have no doubt that I will once again be victorious over the dreaded big ‘C’; however I am scared out of my wits. At this time I am so scared I am afraid to move or talk about it… I remember this feeling and know that I will conquer it I just need time.To make matters worst I recently lost one of my best friends of 40 years. To some it is odd that he was my ex-husband and we had a contentious divorce and I still considered him my best friend. However, we remained friends because of our children and family. There were times in our past that he and I would fight with deep and passionate dislike… and then there were times that we would cling together with fervent love and caring. But regardless of where we were, what our ‘condition’ was in if one of us were in trouble we would be there in a heart beat for the other. We were true friends. This time around… I don’t have him here with me and that is what is most frightening to me, now.Hence the headline of 'myspace' page... I am literally TRYING TO SEE THE FOREST THROUGH THE TREES... The rest of my life hopefully the next 30 to 50 years and what joys are to come and to try to hang on to blessings in the past.I intend to use this space as I have for the two years I have been on ‘myspace’, to document how I feel about life, politics and now fighting cancer. The purpose is purely personal and for my family to know who I am and was. If my friends on here want to stop by and look, read, and comment that only means they have become my family too.

My Blog

LIFES LITTLE INCONVENIENCES

It is 5:10 AM and again it is another painful sleepless night my mind and body throb in a confluence of agony as if to say that they agree that they are equally miserable.    My mind is...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 06:12:00 GMT

STOP AND SMELL THE ROSES OR... STOP AND LISTEN TO THE SONG

Lately all my blogging has been whining, saddness, not happy stuff.  It has been complaining about the sad state the world, or society, about politics, or poor manners, and my crazy family, whate...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 22:06:00 GMT

ONE MORE BLOW TO THE HEALTH AND HOPE OF MY DARLING FRIEND WHO NEEDS HOPE

Today was the big day; he was to go to the University.. Of ..Miami School Of Medicine.... and start the arduous task of getting prepared for the heart transplant.  He was told that he would have ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 00:46:00 GMT

HAPPY 73RD BIRTHDAY MOM!

I should be celebrating my mother's Birthday today, she turned 73 today.  It is a miracle that she is alive as she had a bad spell a couple of months ago and she almost did not make it she appare...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 23:18:00 GMT

CHANGES

I have had some time to think things over and to calm down.  I have actually done a great deal of writing and trying to figure out how and why all of this has culminated into the years of why I f...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 14:53:00 GMT

MY GROUNDING AND SANITY

I can still hear the vibrato voice singing to me and feel her arms around me rubbing my arm making me feel safe and secure.  Her skin was smooth and soft& her breathe sweet and she smelled like s...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 22:18:00 GMT

KARMA IS A STANGE AND WICKED MASTER

Ann Frank Corey Greenside is a complicated woman to write about& sort of like writing about a multiple personality.  Not that I am qualified to write about a person with MPD.  I am only qual...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 09:06:00 GMT

MAYBE THE BEGINNING OF UNDERSTANDING

It is becoming more clear to me as write where the deep hatred has originated from all these years and why she has clung so voraciously to my sisters and how they have tried to bond to others knowing ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 20:01:00 GMT

INFLICTIONS OF SISTERS

Mom is a 72 year old woman who is in reasonable good health for her age albeit she is a diabetic that she ignores as she takes her oral meds with her coffee filled with both 3 pink and 3 blue packets ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 10:28:00 GMT

FRIENDS FOR LIFE

We are not perfect& to err is human... these are reminders that we as human beings have foibles we are not going to go thru life as children, teenagers, adults, parents, grandparents etc. always makin...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 08:03:00 GMT