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About Me

My name is Matt.
First off, no one knows everything about me. There's never going to be a time when you won't find something new about me because I am constantly changing. I've seen a lot of fucked up things and been in a lot of fucked up situations. I'd share some if I felt like being judged but .. the point is I really don't like to pretend I'm somebody's friend or something unless I am. I don't stay in relationships I constantly question. I really hate being felt sorry for, I think feeling bad for yourself is just a waste of time. I have a lot of authority problems and for some reason I just hate it when I have to do things for no reason. If you're dumber than me I probably won't listen to you when you tell me to do something. I dropped out of high school because it was run by power crazy children in teaching positions that don't have time for everyone. I took the GED in 2009 and got a 100%. I've had a job since 2006 working at Ellen's Deli. I'm going to college for music management. I really don't like tv, I always feel like i'm wasting my life away. I'd like more friends, but I don't see the point trying to keep up with a million people who just want to stab you in the back. I am led to believe I am an extremely strong willed person. I'd say I'm mature but I have a really whacked out sense of humor you probably just won't get. I am constantly working on new projects: songs on the keyboard, short stories, making up religions, I just like to have things to do.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

grace jones

eddie izzard

donald sutherland

My Blog

i said it once

"there are things in this world that make you want to scream cry ram your head into concrete walls until your face turns to mush i believe there are people put here for reasons quite unseen at first b...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 11:02:00 GMT

Lazy Confessions

As funny and happy as I seem to be I still have bad days like everyone else. If you "love" me just as much on a good day as a bad one, I consider you my friend. - January 8, 2009I would prefer not hav...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 00:00:00 GMT

women and children first

peoples lives are passing by me I have found it's like a party on a train that's going round and round and i got off because i didn't know and the train passes by me, I'm too slow each time it does i ...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 22:04:00 GMT

retitiled: the eye?

always. i’m unlovable. and now i’m aggravated.i got what i wanted,i’m an artist who’s sold my soul.but without a soul u don’t have a heartand without a heart u don’...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 03:40:00 GMT

Fixed Motion

No way this is realThe Pain that I feel,Why I can't healas my brain starts to peel,from inside it burnsIt's absurd,what I heardthat I have some defection I need some attention,Like you're not enoughAn...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 17:01:00 GMT

assessment

i yearn for controlbut i stay on patrolthe distance between usgrows largerhe hides in the brushmy head feels crushedi think, i'll neverfind himi need this breakit's all i can takea color on ...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 22:02:00 GMT

Me. end of summer.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||||||||||||| 53% Orderliness |||||| 23% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence || 10% Intelle...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 17:54:00 GMT

cyanide& happiness

I  Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.netCyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.netCyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.netCyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.netCyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.netCyanide...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 17:09:00 GMT

"The Summer of the Inadequate"

Odd summer... I've met new important people and got in touch with some old ones. I lost a lot and gained as much in change and experiences. I published a poem in a book. I went to some crazy parties. ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 16:38:00 GMT

here we go

"I cannot imagine a God who rewards and punishes the objects of his creation, whose purposes are modeled after our own - a God, in short, who is but a reflection of human frailty. Neither can I believ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 13:53:00 GMT