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I Can Only Be Me

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About Me

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..They say u should be lady like and speak when your told. Cross your legs but instead I speak my mind which some consider to be too bold. But I'm sorry ya'll this world done made my heart cold. But you can think what you want your opinions wont make me fold.Your negativity gives me a heart of fucking gold.I am who I am, I can not convine to these standards they want me to mold. I'm going to be the baddest bitch in this fucking world..God carried me through everything, right down to the unimaginable, grimy shit pardon, my language; He's still working with me in that area. But the outcome of those situations I found myself in would mold me into the person I am today-a strong, bad-ass bitch that can't be fucked with or fucked over.Thou some may say they can look into my eyes and see evil within.Its not at all that I sin.But of the life one cant fantom to begin.Little do they know its strengthn from the obstacles I have won. Life lessons I will pass down to my unborn son.That you you never turn your back on life's hardship and run. You approach that mutherfucker with a gun.After all It is what made the person I have become. It built me so much my heart became numb.Like a hard metal drum.Not one of many, but one of one.My grace I will reserve, will never let my dignity succumb.I sit back and watch others watch, mimic,trade there dignity, and identities to mold.Mold to the standards of a lesser class.There true personality they hide,destroy and mask.But these people are weak and confidence and preservation they lack.Be proud of who you are whether your spanish, white or black. Because once your lifes over unfourtunatly you cant turn back.

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Talib Kweli on Def Poetry Jam
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Add to My Profile | More VideosThis is dedicated to ALL the friends and family I have lost throughout the years.This is a little something from one of my good books. There are some people who left footprints on my heart and may not have even known that they were putting in GOD's work. Ecclesiates 3:1 states that "for everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven....." Although it was hard for me to grasp that people come into our life for a season, then after they have fulfilled their calling we have to let them go. I'm trying to learn not to be sad, but to understand that they have done GOD"s work and it's time for them to move onto the next project that He has for them. I've accepted that its not all about what Des wants, but its about what GOD wants for Des

My Blog

Air affects the wound

People are constantly asking me what do I wantBut I dont have a long list maybe we can start with someone I can trustWhose heart is in it for me and can stand when I sometimes fussI mean you cant loo...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 23:09:00 GMT

Its finally catching up

I'm starting to think maybe I want too much. My temper an attitude is over boiling and a lot of people have had enough. I guess locked away inside I have compressed so much stu...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 19:05:00 GMT

Death Has Prevailed Again Part 2-Im Still Missing You

Yesterday was a very hard day for me.As I stood I slowly dropped to my knees and tears escaped my eyes.Memories of you flooded my mind.God send me a sign.I still don't believe it was truly your time.M...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 20:26:00 GMT

I TRIED

Why do I act the way I do?Why is that every time you get close my heart pushes you?Not wanting to re-live the pain of the other few.But my heart says go.And my mind says stop.Always wanting to remain ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 15:13:00 GMT

Where does the lies end? When does the truth begin?/Its all politics.

It's just not fair.How life can be taken.Blatantly without a care.And again I say this shit isn't fair.Pass lives taken into account.Just to increase that little bit of doubt.Wow we as a people need t...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 22:57:00 GMT

All I Have To Give....This One Last Chance

Clear....(goes the man) performing my surgery.As im looking up into the light.Trying to hold on for dear life.As i struggle to breathe and continue to fight.I know.I'm in the present state of emergenc...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 13:24:00 GMT

I guess you can call me a alkey

Dear bottle, why do you comfort me so.It is as if your the only one that can see the pain buried within my soul.The only one I love and look forward to hold.My heart and misery you have stole.I look f...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 21:02:00 GMT

I cant believe death has prevailed again

No matter how much I try to escape it and outrun.It finds its way back to me.Latches on to me and refuses to let go.Me and you are foes.Your evil, I can see though your devilish pose.Another one strip...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 01:08:00 GMT

Look into my soul

Look into my soul,read me.And know that only god can judge me.Becuase he was the only one that took time out to love me.He loved me, he put no other person up before meNo one took the time to look int...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 19:57:00 GMT

FREESTYLE (FEMALES IS SPITTING)

Every other week some different shoes another dude.Its the beginning of a new week is it you, or is it you.I feeling your whole vibe matter fact invite your crew.Because this is whole new mind set we,...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:16:00 GMT