Self dream |
At times, I dream myself beseiged.
I rebel with the cunning of the weak.
I walk the shortcuts.
Tormentors clad
in blood-soaked black,
salute as I manipulate them
into realizing their abyss...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Thoughts on beauty and happiness |
Dimple.
You're beautiful.
Everything about you is beautiful.
You're too beautiful for the cuts.
Quit it.
Don't you know you're beautiful?
Beautiful skin.
Quit hurting yourself, Davey.
Quit hur...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Simple thought |
A wound heals slowly
like the understanding of time
it's quiet, it's ever present
and it's known.
it will eventually heal
it will return to the way
it once was
however scarred.
a cut bleeds ...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Black |
The sun is out
not up, out, gone
My world is dark
Blacker than black
No glimmer of light
darkness prevails
No candle stays lit
a black breeze blows
bringing more darkness
so dark
How to see,...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Evocation |
Eyes locked in passion, stares mingled,
Voices questing questioned...
Over the creeping city, stands two alone...
as One.
Caress, the sleeping mind awakens,
As bodies touch and tingle
Tas...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Element of love |
Elemental of love, a primal force I face,
Cast into the vortex, an attempt to be chaste,
Ultimate denial of my nature & faith
Resigning myself to be a vacuous wraith.
But love can't be denied, w...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Echo |
To salvage what is left of me
Beyond what mortal eyes can see
Behind the mask & over the walls
"Come gather, come gather," my spirit calls.
Ten years ago I built the wall
Its maker, anguished, ...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Without me |
My life leads to nowhere
I have no place to go
I run and I hide
Everything moving so slow
If I were to vanish
No one would care
Things would be normal
As if I were never there
Everything would...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
My Last Chance |
Suicide
My one last chance
The knife is here
Its my last dance
Blade so clear
Wrist exposed
Carving begins
Rows after rows
Blood to the surface
Emotions have left
Air slowly leaving
My lun...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Darkness Surrounds me |
Darkness surrounds me
Closing in on me
Creeping up on me
Frightening me.
Darkness surrounds me
All around me
Getting closer to me
Scaring me.
Darkness surrounds me
Covering me
Suffocatin...
Posted by Joferd D on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
