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Its time to update my site again I get bored of myspace sometimes, I go thru spurts I am on all the time, then you dont see me on here at all. Well let me tell you about me I am a fun loving person who is here for her friends and family if you screw them over then watch out I will screw you over so dont mess with them. I have three beautiful boys Thomas 14, Tyler 11, and Alex 8 whom I love very much. I am so proud of my oldest son he graduates on may 26th 2009 from 8th grade. I am proud also proud of my other two boys they have alot of hurdles my middle son Tyler has epilepsy, and my youngest Alex has epilepsy, and auspergers they are why I breathe everyday without them there wouldnt be life I walk thru fire for them they make me whole thats why God made me a parent if he wouldnt have I dont know were I would be right now. I am married to the most awesome man whom I love with all my heart we have our ups and downs but thats part of a marriage and I couldnt live my life without him. I also have a love for god he has given me so much. I want to tell everyone if you want something bad enough go for it the most thing I am proud of is back in 2004 I had gone thru a divorce and needed a place to stay got me a nice apt. in pekin stayed for six months I was only making seven dollars an hour and woke up one day and said I am going to buy me a house went thru a bunch of banks telling me no then finally wells fargo home mortgage gave me a loan I had written them a letter stating I couldnt afford rent by that time that was my last resort a letter, people told me I was stupid that no bank is going to take that letter into consideration but truth be told they did and granted me the loan I was able to give my children a home they so deserved. So everyone when you want something bad enough go for it I also went bankrupt in the year 2000 thats why people told me I couldn't do it. Dont listen to people do what you need to do and strive for it. Never say you cant because cant has a way of manipulating you and destroying your thought process what I have learned is cant is not in my dictionary. Bealive in god, dont say you cant, and strive for what you want and go for it. My biggest goal now is to get on a healthier lifestyle so I can be here for my kids as well as the kids I suffer from epilepsy and have to eat healthy etc. I have extreme diabetes on my dads side and have to watch it so my next goal is to loose forty pounds and I am not going to say I cant do it if there is anyone out there that wants to take my challenge then hit me up thanks for hearing my story theres more but I am not going to bore you lol you want to know one more goal to bad your going to hear it I am going to get my Scentsy business and my next step is to buy a bigger house with scentsy help me create that dream www.scentsy.com/partygirl NEW MYSPACE LAYOUTS! **click here** for new layouts!