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OZMA

I'M A BLACK RAINBOW

About Me

just your average gurl here trying to find herself, and keep sane in a crazy world... and in the mean time if a twister should sweep me away to another place, or i find my way to wonderland, then i wont complain...by the by, im Trans and proud of it... so if your insecure or intimidated by me, step off... i dont have the time to spare..

My Blog

thank u for the support..

mike stasinski (1955-2009), my father died 2nite after suffering from cancer. it spread and finally won the battle this evening around 930. my dad always supported me in my lifestyle, my descisons, my...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 01:43:00 GMT

my father...

apparently my dad has a month left. hes hard to look at.. his bodies crumbling...hes having troublr breathing.. he gave up. he cant really talk now and im not sure if hes even in there. i cried today ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 20:39:00 GMT

ehhhhh

so my dads back is all tore up.. kinda like bedsores but not quite... my mom has been taking care of him great, but this just started. hes been sweating so bad, and its staining the sheets causing the...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 18:05:00 GMT

pray for my momma

hopefully things work out tomarrow for my momma. shes going to her doctor and hopefully get back on disability. this unemployment shit aint gonna work out, it wont be enough for us to survive on. so p...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 19:02:00 GMT

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE GOLDEN IN MY HEART...

BEATRICE "BEA" ARTHUR (May 13, 1922  April 25, 2009)you will always be why im proud to be tall, broud shouldered, brassy voiced and the reason i stand tall in flats...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Apr 2009 19:34:00 GMT

how sweet it is..

everything was so much simpler..... now its complete chaos... im not sure how long my sanity will maintain itself. i see them struggle... question their motives.. question mine.... is he strong enough...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 16:40:00 GMT

fucked up..

well apparently the cancer spread to my dads spine... hes never gonna be able to walk again. theres a surgery but its risky, and apparently the doctor doesn't think it will do any good. their supposed...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 11:30:00 GMT

thank you for being a friend...

ok, well my earlier blog was bitter, and filled with anger and frustration. im always the pessimist, its just my personality. ive been wanting to write how no matter what people say to me about my sit...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 23:29:00 GMT

i just dont know anymore

ok, well my dad was just taken back to the hospital, in an ambulance, no lights and sirens, but still sucky. the guys had to figure out how to get him onto the gurney, and after a bit of struggle, the...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 14:13:00 GMT

for real...?

life.... its funny how things turn out.. a new year ... means new drama... as for my dad, well hes still not walking.. hes getting stronger, i suppose.. but its still hard to get him to eat, stubborn ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 22:51:00 GMT