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About Me

...more than what I am now, more than love found, more than life lost, more than those who hurt me most, more than my dreams, more than comfortable, more than my hypocrisy, more than my addictions, more than the darkest secrets that are slowly drowning me, more than our struggle, more than always running away, more than the fear that keeps me from leaving, more than religion, more than the religious, more than loneliness, more than my defeat, more than the way my heart pounds when she is near, more than the changing seasons, more than their admiration, more than respect, more than their disapproval, more than what I've worked for, more than what I have found, more than the emptiness, more than guilt, more than each other, more than her smile, more than the shame that never lets go, more than being haunted by my wrongs, more than the new, more than I know, more than goodbye, more than our futile efforts to forgive, more than all the tears shed, more than the love that always seems to fade, more than our frailty, more than her last words, more than they ever thought i could be, more than the love i gave away too quickly, more than the love i held onto for far too long, more than the lies i believed, more than our innocence, more than the glimpses of beauty that call us home, more than all the ways we love and hope and bleed and hate and strive...

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The Real Me...

My name is Kevin, but does that really matter? A name is just a label. It doesn't tell a story, and it doesn't tell who we are. I am a lover, I am a friend, I am a brother, and I am a companion. I am ...
Posted by Kevin on Sun, 06 May 2007 01:07:00 PST

As Long As I Try

As long as the grass is greenAnd the sky stays blueAs long as my bruised heart beatsAnd my eye lids blinkThe taste of you will stayAnd your scent will linger onWith every breeze that passesYour touch...
Posted by Kevin on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 01:52:00 PST

Mine

I always believed that this could all be differentThrow out the old and start with the newNothing but a smile strung across our facesAnd new beginnings for me, and even for youWe're all so terrified t...
Posted by Kevin on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 11:11:00 PST

One and Only

Pick a star out of our skyThey're all so bright But you can only wish on oneAnd even when that star fliesIt won't compare to your eyes So don't turn awayForgive me if I stareCause I need you To look ...
Posted by Kevin on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 02:10:00 PST

Maybe Your Eyes

From the moment you walked in my lifeI knew there was something about youMaybe it was your smileThe way it stretched across your faceOr maybe it was your eyesAnd the way they shine when you look at me...
Posted by Kevin on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 04:48:00 PST

The Hideout

Sometimes II wish ICould tell you what you mean to meLike whenYou lookAt me with thoseBeautiful brown eyes I want to fallOn my kneesAnd say these thingsThat I keep insideI want to fallOn my kneesAnd ...
Posted by Kevin on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 06:59:00 PST

March 23rd

March 23rdA day that will last forever in my mindI watched as she ran down the shorelineWith her hair blowing in the cool breezeAnd I steadied the camera and took a shotA picture of her locked in time...
Posted by Kevin on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 12:36:00 PST

Journal Entry 1...Fears

Today something hit me pretty hard. I came to the realization that I am a coward. Yes, we are all cowards in certain aspects of out lives. But it seems to me like I am in most. The one that kills me i...
Posted by Kevin on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 08:38:00 PST

Chapters.

Our lives together are told through paper and penAnd my heart is the hand that writesEvery single heart and feelingAnd I'll come to you with my wordsTo take away everything you hide fromAnd tell you ...
Posted by Kevin on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:58:00 PST

There She Goes

There she goesWith him againHolding hands And singing songsAnd here I amLeft in the shadowsTo watch and wonderWhat could've beenAnd I neverNever want toSee you againTo see you againYou were neverWilli...
Posted by Kevin on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 03:57:00 PST