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About Me

My name is Nikki, and I consider my self a strong person. Ive been through more pain and hardship, then you could consider being just traumatic, and yet I'm still here. My heart goes out to those who have the heart within them to know whats right in this world, for mankind and for morality. I don't like sluts or whores, which definitely do include men! I don't like perverts, liars, drug addicts (and yes I am guilty of hittin the pipe..but I don't let it run my life!), thieves, and all other heartless groups. I feel like people just make excuses for wrong things as being normal and expected, or just common, as being right and thats why they wont better themselves. If you want to flaunt your body and and hand over all self dignity, go ahead, don't talk to me then. If you want to be a liar, go lie somewhere else, your only lying to yourself 24 hours a day anyway. If drugs are more important then love and friendship, then you will be re payed by being alone in life when you really need the people who did care. I cant express how much the world sickens me, in all its corruption. Everyone just thinks that they can do whatever they want and they do do whatever they want. Human nature was designed for us to have self discipline and set rules for ourselves based upon right and wrong. What is really right? Maybe you don't realize it, but everyone knows. Its in your heart, whether you recognize it or want to ignore it. Your the only one who can chose who you are, for yourselves and others. (oh and the link below is bullshit....)
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ABOUT ME
THE BASICS
What is your name- Nikki
Height- 5..'6.."
Weight- If I knew that I could get a job at a carnival!
Best quality- my abilities to shock, confuse, and please
Nickname- G.G. aka Ganja Girl
Eye Color- Blue...but sometimes green or grey
Haircolor- blonde
Age- well right now im 21 but who knows when i..'ll feel like messing with this info again
Birthdate- November 17 1986- Scorpio....bitch
Current Location- Limbo
PICK ONE
night or day- nightday
sweet or sour- sour
chocolate or vanilla- vanilla
beer or hard liquor- liquor
black or white- black
personality or looks- half and half
cats or dogs- kitties!!!!!
HAVE YOU EVER.....
Been in love- yeah
drank until you blacked out- oh yeah
Skipped school- aside from college classes, and pretend sick days..no
Drank alcohol- dir
smoked a cigarette- way dir
smoked weed- HAHAHAHAHA.......was there not a time???
snuck out of the house- nah..when I lived with my parents I left when I wanted to
RANDOM QUESTIONS
Whats the worst thing that has ever happened to you- heartbreak.....birth?
What do you think happens when you die- you shit yourself, piss yourself, they find you, dispose of the remains one way or another. oh but hell is where most of us go
Do you believe in karma- of course.. it tastes good in coffee, oh KARMA...yeah
Believe in god- hes there..... i like his ideas.....I think he could've made things a bit more simple though
personality or looks- didn..'t i already answer this stupid question?
do you have a job- yeah.... im a Government funded THC consumer
If you had one wish, what would it be- to not be
FAVORITE....
Color- Even though i don't dislike blue,blues a little played out to me.....all other colors welcome
Store- Headshops?????
Drink- I like grape flavored water, juice and soda..Kahlua..oh and now thanks to Laura, Gin and Tonic
Food- The only thing I don't like is Zucchini, although I bake and enjoy Zucchini Bread
Book- the kind that hurts when you smack someone with it
Music- Expression is key to great music....
Season- summer summer summer time.....
MORE ABOUT YOU
Piercings- 16
Tattoos- 3
How do you want to die- is this a trick question? I don't!
Do you want to get married- Only to my Derrick..
Do you want kids- i dunno....only if its ok with them first........the kids i mean
Do you drink- I stopped drinking for a long time...and now that Im 21 I drink again
Smoke- too much
Your most missed memory- being alone in the woods
What do you have to say about cheese?- Cheesus Loves You!!!!
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My Interests

I love sports and poetry. If its a competitive sport I'll play it, if its words of expression I'll write it. I love being active, and creative.A Stranger by Nikki I walk along a rocky path, to see what I can find, a stranger seems to want to pass, the door into my mind. Slowly strolling, with a smile, this stranger comes to me, I beg to journey, into death, to see what I can see. He gently rests his head on mine, and whispers in my ear, the words can stop the hands of time, "you have.., nothing to fear". But I don't trust this stranger, as he tries to take my hand, he waves away reality, and the rocks turn into sand. The earth begins to shake at first, and I begin to cry, as I sink into the floor of sand, I know, that I will die. But before I take, my one last breath, this stranger, grabs a hold, and as I look into his eyes, I notice, they are cold. "You have a choice.., to make my child, will you stay, or will you go?", and till this day, he holds my arm, and I will never know.

I'd like to meet:

God

You are Judgement

Happiness, Content, Joy.

Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward.

With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change.

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Music:

My favorite band is Cold, but i also love Led Zeppelin, Arctic Monkeys, FischerSpooner, The Deftones,Porcupine Tree,CAKE,Infected Mushroom,Flyleaf,Mute Math,Bob Marley(as you can see its pretty diverse) ect. Oh and i guess my music Technicole(even though I can't compare) I love all types of music, if its good, i listen to it. Music speaks to me and without it i would rather die.

Movies:

Kung FU Hustle, The Pest, Heartbreakers, Stir of Echos, The Mask, Home Alone 1 and 2, Tenacious D the pick of destiny, Office Space, AI,Monty Python(holy grail)are some of my favorites. I dont really care for movies though.

Heroes:

Im my own hero......unless you kill Ronald McDonald......then you'll be my hero................................. NEWS UPDATELAURA IS MY HERO

My Blog

Diary of the corn dog

Day 1 Hi. This may be difficult to understand dear diary, but ehh...let me start with my name. My name is Abner. i don't like my name and I don't think it fits who I am. i was named after my great unc...
Posted by Whatever You Became on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 03:02:00 PST

WTF is with these random stories

Ok.....so I am going back to my house when I realize a horny cucumber is trying to bite my toe. So what do I do? I smack it in the ovary with a blunt remote control of course. After that I had to go d...
Posted by Whatever You Became on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 09:59:00 PST

and yet the randomness keeps on comin

Man have I had a rectangular decade. First off, I fell down a rope and then rolled into a cloud and bumped my spatula pretty bad. So I did what anyone would do and I went to the carnival master.&...
Posted by Whatever You Became on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ahhh the randomness.....i love it

I woke down this afternoon with my bowl of african tiger daisies to find that today they didn't look as delicious. So I hopped up the cliff of eternal wedgies and looked for a place to enjoy some nice...
Posted by Whatever You Became on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

another random story

So anyway, I finally finished my stamp juicer and i decided to go to the lavatory dungeon where the elves who make condoms live. It was fun until one of them threw a wishbone at me and it hit my...
Posted by Whatever You Became on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Random story of the day

Today I was swimming through the hall and I noticed a bird eating itself and I thought, I need to change my socks. Now this was no ordinary day because for once my mom wasn't fishing at the grocery ma...
Posted by Whatever You Became on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST