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About Me


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Tranquil
This decaying flesh is coming back to life
Reanimate me, Give me a chance
And I'll be right here where the sun hits the sea
Watching these waves wash the pain away
And it will radiate so brilliantly that
We can keep pushing on and get on with life
Cause we deserve it
Now I know that the worst is behind us
Now onward and upward we take flight
On bruised and battered wings we soar above
Our clouded thoughts, never looking back
We can regain a sense of balance
That's been gone so long
Give me a chance to reason with the odds
To pick myself back up, regain a balance gone so long
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I am a simple person.
I'm a quiet person who loves having the opportunity to be loud. I don't know who everyone thinks I am but that hardly matters. I know who I am, if not where I'm going.
I am neither a sad or happy person.
I am myself and nothing more, nothing less.
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Spencer Charles Nefores --
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Sexually stunning
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Open minded people.
Someone who doesn't care if we just sit around and do nothing.
Someone who enjoys going out and having fun.
Someone that wants to spend with me and me with them.

My Blog

What a skeletal wreck of a man this is

I'm too vulnerable. It's pathetic.I like to think I'm strong. That I'm invincible. That no matter what life throws at me I'm prepared. What a fool I am. I always follow the path I know will hurt me. A...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Sep 2009 03:28:00 GMT

Resolutions take their time, that's if they come at all

It's truly amazing the lengths I'll go to ensure my own discontent. I like to think that these little disasters, injustices, and woes find me. That they are attracted to me like moths to the light out...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 01:04:00 GMT

Getting a Grip

Again I find myself here sitting at my computer writing a blog. Partly from boredom, partly from lack of someone to talk to at the moment, mostly from thinking too much and needing to dump my thoughts...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 06:22:00 GMT

With a thousand words to say but one

Some songs really capture my current mood so perfectly. This one of those. It's by Darkest Hour.----------------------------------------------------And to reflect is to regret throwing it all away And...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 02:56:00 GMT

Why do all blog names sound lame?

So once again it’s been quite some time since the last time I’ve posted one of these. Much has come and gone in the past months. Strange that I feel I’m right where I started if just...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:33:00 GMT

A shamble of a ramble

I find it quite frustrating. What is "it", you ask? "It" is the paradox of being sad because you're happy. Not so say I'm sad that I'm happy, but the fact that being happy makes me sad. Let me explain...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 00:03:00 GMT

Stare at the wall

Life seems to pass by in a haze when you've fallen into routine. Every week feels the same. Every minute feels excruciatingly long and all you do is grit your teeth until its passes and another moment...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 23:21:00 GMT

Discontent

It's strange not knowing what you want. Feeling like somethings missing but not having a clue what it is. It's like I was almost done finishing a puzzle and while my back was turned someone stole a sm...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:26:00 GMT

Sanctuary

This would be the first blog I've written since I've been back in SLO. Exciting, no? Well I think it is. I'm rather happy to be back. Back in mild weather, back in a real town and most importantantly:...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 14:38:00 GMT

For what its worth

Things are goin pretty good right now. Aside from summer school and a general lack of things to do, I'm feelin pretty good. Well, there was that sore throat that wouldnt go away for a few days but ya,...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 19:55:00 GMT