What a skeletal wreck of a man this is |
I'm too vulnerable. It's pathetic.I like to think I'm strong. That I'm invincible. That no matter what life throws at me I'm prepared. What a fool I am. I always follow the path I know will hurt me. A... Posted by on Sun, 06 Sep 2009 03:28:00 GMT |
Resolutions take their time, that's if they come at all |
It's truly amazing the lengths I'll go to ensure my own discontent. I like to think that these little disasters, injustices, and woes find me. That they are attracted to me like moths to the light out... Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 01:04:00 GMT |
Getting a Grip |
Again I find myself here sitting at my computer writing a blog. Partly from boredom, partly from lack of someone to talk to at the moment, mostly from thinking too much and needing to dump my thoughts... Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 06:22:00 GMT |
With a thousand words to say but one |
Some songs really capture my current mood so perfectly. This one of those. It's by Darkest Hour.----------------------------------------------------And
to reflect is to regret throwing it all away And... Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 02:56:00 GMT |
Why do all blog names sound lame? |
So once again it’s been quite some time since the last time I’ve posted one of these. Much has come and gone in the past months. Strange that I feel I’m right where I started if just... Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:33:00 GMT |
A shamble of a ramble |
I find it quite frustrating. What is "it", you ask? "It" is the paradox of being sad because you're happy. Not so say I'm sad that I'm happy, but the fact that being happy makes me sad. Let me explain... Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 00:03:00 GMT |
Stare at the wall |
Life seems to pass by in a haze when you've fallen into routine. Every week feels the same. Every minute feels excruciatingly long and all you do is grit your teeth until its passes and another moment... Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 23:21:00 GMT |
Discontent |
It's strange not knowing what you want. Feeling like somethings missing but not having a clue what it is. It's like I was almost done finishing a puzzle and while my back was turned someone stole a sm... Posted by on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:26:00 GMT |
Sanctuary |
This would be the first blog I've written since I've been back in SLO. Exciting, no? Well I think it is. I'm rather happy to be back. Back in mild weather, back in a real town and most importantantly:... Posted by on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 14:38:00 GMT |
For what its worth |
Things are goin pretty good right now. Aside from summer school and a general lack of things to do, I'm feelin pretty good. Well, there was that sore throat that wouldnt go away for a few days but ya,... Posted by on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 19:55:00 GMT |