I'd like to meet:
I'm
ToriJuno
And I don't need to put up
a disclaimer for the
likes of your
fucked up life.
You aready know my name. Most people think I'm a miserable bitch, and they're probably right. Before I would have contended a statement like that. If I'm sat not talking in a group I'm most likely thinking how I ended up knowing a bunch of cunts like you. If I'm generally quiet I have something weighing heavily on my conscience. Don't ask me what, it's probably too sick and twisted to spill anyway. I'm genuinely entertained by very little. If I were you I seriously wouldn't bother trying. I'm bitter at the life I've been given, and I'm bitter about the actions I took which landed me in this mess. Most of the time I feel sick with hate, jelousy, disgust, anger or loathing. Voices in my head tell me to fuck people up. Bad news for the masses is I usually listen to them. I rarely join in conversations, as the conversations people have rarely interest me. The answer I give when you ask me if I'm ok is a lie so, again, I woudn't bother asking at all.
I have a fake smile. And all that goes through my head when I have it on my face is "you fucking prick".
I don't trust a single motherfucker on this planet and I don't expect anybody to trust me either. Men are out to fuck me up I swear my life on it. I fall too far, too fast and set myself up for complete internal destruction. Lucky for me I'm a masochist, so maybe, subconciously, I do it on purpose. Another thing, I always, without fail, fall for the idiots of society. Can't seem to help it. And I always get my heart broken. Shitheads.
Children are shit. I vomit in my mouth when I see them. Voices, voices everywhere but not a sound to hear.
I'll say what I like, when I like, to who I like.
I'm the one, you won't be able to stop thinking about
when you take off her shirt.
I'm the one you think of
right before you lose
conciousness.
I'm the one
disturbing your dreams.
I'm the one you wish
was underneath you
instead of her.
I'm the one you imagine
as you run your fingers
down her spine.
Mines the name you'll cry
in the heat of it all..